The Exchange.

~~~haydens POV~~~

Harry ended up driving for about in hour, while constantly checking his phone. I didn’t give it much thought but if I knew any better I’d say he was stalling.

“where are we going?” my curiosity got the best of me and I felt myself whine as I spoke.

“ hang in there love” he said with a chuckle. His hand gently squeezed my knee before resting on my thigh making me tense a bit. He kept his hand there rubbing soothing circles with his thumbs glancing at me every so often. I relaxed after a minute and went to searching the radio for something to listen to.

After a minute I came across the song mid night memories. It was my favvorit song they had wrote. I turned up the music loudly and sang along with it. Harry had a smirk as he watched the rode, and focused on my singing.

“didn’t no you listened to my music.” Harry turned the music down slightly so we coulc talk and proceeded to see if I was a directioner. I took the opportunity to mess with harry.

“its not my type…this song is just funny.” I held a smirk fighting back a laugh as harry chuckled.

“oh really? So you don’t like your boyfriends music?” I pursed my lips pretending to think.

“ehh” he shook his and glanced at hit phone once more. I guess he got the text he wanted because a large smile spread across his face and he turned into the parking lot for his flat? I gave him a questioning look and followed him into the huge home. After observing the garage I saw the lads cars were gone. Were was everyone?

Harry grabbed my hand and led me into the house. He had a childish grin spread across his lips and I couldn’t help but giggle.

“whats so funny?” his smile only grew wider as he stopped and gazed down at me.

“your smiling like a little kid about to get a new toy. Its cute and makes me wonder what your up to.” He held a smile and proceeded to pull me up the stairs. I struggled a bit going up mainly because although my legs were better my left one had some permanent damage. My crutches are gone and everything, I just get sore when I put all my weight on it, and stairs are my worst enemy with it. Harry noticed my slight struggle and chuckled.

“cmon love tell that leg of yours to shape up.” I couldn’t help but let out a laugh as harry scooped me up. His eyes glistened with excitement. I had a feeling he had something big planned.

Harry ended up taking me to the roof, and may I tell you it was beautiful.



i gazed in aww at the beautiful restraunt setting. up front was a small stage with a cylinder in the center the glowed and beautiful yellow.

"harry...th-this is amazing... i love it." he smiled turning to me. his eyes glowed in the light.

"i figuerd we redo our first date...i had a restraunt setting and everything. el and the lads have been here setting it all up...just for us." i felt a tear slip.

"th-thankyou." i smiled at him and leaned in to kiss him. he pulled back leaving me confused.

"what?" he smiled shaking his head followed by a chuckle." lets save that for later." i gave him a small smile and followed him to a table were to plates were layed out. they had a small fresh salad and some pasta. i smiled looking around in awe. i cant believe harry would do this for me. after my second out burst i vowed to never turn to alcohol with my issues. my dad has yet to call but i have a feeling hes watching. he said it himself he was. but tonight i wanted nothing more than to be with harry and forget it all.

after we finished eating harry stood and extended his hand to help me up. he gave me a cheeky grin before bowing and leading me to a cleared spot on the roof infront of the empty stage. i smiled up at him as he turned to the stage snapping his fingers. my brow furrowed trying to figuer out what he was doing.

after a minute a tall man who looked about harrys age came out. he had ginger hair and bright tattoos.

"love this is ed. ed this is hayden." i smiled politely shaking the mans hand. i was internally fangirling that i was meeting him. ed sheeran was my favorit artist. as he walked back to the stage i looked to harry with eyes full of childish excitement.

"how did you no i liked ed sheeran?" i kept my voice low hoping only harry herd me. he giggled shaking his head.

"because, every time a song of his comes on you turn it up and sing, and when you listen to your music hes the top of your play list." i blushed as harry spilled how obviously well he new me. id never told him that and yet he payed so much attention he new.

harry grabbed my waist pulling me to him. his thumbs slowly rubbed my sides through the fabric of my dress el made me throw on last minute after harry had picked me up.



i honestly loved this dress. im more comfortable in short cloths ad dresses because of my friends. harrys also helped alot. i wil admit i regret the tattoo...i can never take that back and removing it will result in a scar which i dont want. music started to play and i noticed ed was singing. i realised the song an smiled as it played.

(listen to this while reading)

i was still botherd by the thoughts of my tattoo and how bad i look with it. harry must have seen my face because he pulled my chin to meet his eyes.

"whats wrong." i shook my head and smiled.

"nothing...im just so happy i have you." he smiled and started to sway to the music holding me close to his chest. his head rested on my head while i layed my head on his shoulder. with interlocked hands and moonlight as our stage we danced in peace. this moment made me more happier then ever. i loved him. harry placed a kiss to my head making me look up. i smiled before leaning up to kiss him. i felt bombs explode as our lips moved perfectly in sync. like two puzzle peaces we fit together perfectly. my hands wrapped around his neck pulling him deeper into the kiss. harry led me in the dance as we stayed swaying and sharing a love filled passionate kiss.

as he pulled away he gazed into my eyes with a huge smile.

"i love you" i felt a tear slip.

"i love you more." he smiled placeing another kiss to my lips.he kept the kiss for a moment as he shuffled for somthing in his pocket. there was a click and i felt his arms snake around my neck and place somthing cold around it. i pulled back looking to see the necklace i found in the shop one day. the one i loved.

"harry...how?" my eyes looked deeply into his. this necklace was priced 25,000 pounds.

"we were shopping for your birthday. a little old lady said you loved this. i got it for you and ment to give it to you on your birthday but.." he trailed off. my hands cupped his face pulling it to my gaze i smiled brightly.

"its beautiful...but..its to much money harry." he shook his head.

" your worth every penny." i wasnt wanting to reject it anymore. i loved it and i loved him. i let my fingers touch the locket and smiled. harrys hand clasped over mine and he leaned in for another kiss. i was at complete peace in this moment. ive never been so happy. as we swayed to the end of the song harry kissed my neck and whispered "your beautiful, special, talented and amazing...i love you." i smiled and looked over to ed who was staring at us in awe. hrry followed my stare and chuckled.

"thnx ed!" he waved and walked off the stage helping everyone clean up. harry ed me into the house and down towards his room. our lips reattached as soon as we were outside his hallway and i felt his growing member on my thigh. i new what was next and if i was to do it with anyone...im glad its harry..

he layed me on the soft duvet and trailed wet kisses down my colar bone in a line before breathing cool air on the spots making me shiver. his eyes looked up to me for permisson with worry.

"we dont have to do this if you dont want to." i slowly cupped his face pulling it to me to place a kiss to his lips.

" if anyone...im glad its with you...please.." he smiled before diving for my lips. his hands wanderd my body leaving no spots untouched. he trailed kisses behind my ear were he nibbled and sucked a spot behind my ear making me gasp. his kisses trailed down my neck to my breast were he looked up for permisson. i nodded.

he slowly massaged my breast through the fabric while kissing my exposed chest. my body was on fire with a pleasure i have never felt. his mouth reattached to mine as he arched my back and unzipped my dress. slowly pullng it up by the hem. i helped and pulled it off completely making him grin. he nibbled on my left breast while needing the other making me moan. he switched tending to the other while my hands traveled his body. i followed the ripples on his back and chest fealing each toned muscle flex as he brought plessure throughout my body. he slowly sat up and slipped his pants and shirt off leaving him in his boxers. i smiled letting my eyes wander his beautiful figuer earning a smile.

"like the view?" i laughed. harry pressed lightly on my shoulder laying me back and continued his trail down. once he hit them hem of my pantys i shiverd. he lifted his head with worry.

"you ok?" i nodded nervously.

"yeah...its just...the last time i had sex...was the first...and i guess im trying to say is..." my words trailed off and i grew emotional and embarressed. the last time was my first...and it hurt...does it always?

"what love? you can ask." his eyes stared lovingly into mine encouraging to spill so i did.

"eric stole my virginity...and it really hurt... i guess im just nervouse about the pain..." my cheeks heated red with embaressment. harry had a small grin. he placed his lips on mine and whispered in my ear "eric was an ass for doing that...but ill show you how its supposed to feel. it wont hurt i promise." his voice was low and seductive. i senced anger when he mentioned eric but ignored it.

i nodded at harry and he kissed me one last time before kissing above my panties. i sucked in a breath as he pulled them down my legs and tossed them to the floor. his hands pulled apart my legs and i watched his head dissapear between my legs. his curls tickled my thighs. i gasped as his tongue flicked over my sensative center. his hands held me still as he continued his asult. i gasped as he inserted to fingers and began pumping in and out of my core. i felt as if my mind was climbing higher and higher. my breathing was ragged and my eyes were screwed shut as harry pushed me closer and closer to the edge. i let out a moan as i climaxed around harrys skilled fingers. my mind completely shatterd as i came down from the amazing moment. harry had a grin as my eye lazily gazed at him. he slowly pulled down his boxers and pulled on what im guessing is his condom over his huge member. my eyes popped in worry... this wont hurt!?

harry smiled before crawling over me and pulling me into a kiss. his tongue explored my mouth as he alined himself with my center. i gasped as i felt him thrust into me and arched my back screwing my eyes shut. he was right it didnt hurt. it felt amazing. i wrapped my legs around his waist and pulled him down for another kiss as he thrusted into me. Just as I thought we couldn't get any closer me and harry became one. Each of us making the other feal amazing. I watched as the muscles on Harry's chest flexed with every thrust and his eyes stayed shut as he let out a deep throaty moan. His hand slid up my side interlocking with my own and hi pinned it above my head while reconnecting our lips. With each thrust I felt myself moan in plessure, it was pure ecstasy. as i got closer and closer to my climax harry pulled away letting my head drill into the pillow as i moaned in plessure.

"look at me baby" he said through pants. i opened my eyes to see his partially damp curls and glowing eyes full of lust.

"cum for me baby" his words wer my un doing and i through my heaed back as my body racked with pleasure. harry let out a few more thrusts before reaching his own high and colapsed on me. as our breathing slowed harry pulled me into his chest and kissed the back of my heaed.

"i love you so much hayden..."

"i love you more harry."

we fell into a completely serine sleep. my mind running rapid as the event replayed in my mind. harry was my real first. i dont care about eric... it will ever count. harry was my first. and it made me love him even more.

Notes

IM BACK LOVYS!!! im so sorry! im going to start updating again. i explained my issue in the last post and i am sorry. i hope you enjoy this update!!!! please comment what you think! and if you havent already please subscribe!! love you alls!!!!:D