Anything Can Happen

*Zen's Pov*

I could tell he's telling the truth but there's a part of that tells me not to give him the chance. That maybe it was a bad idea to say yes to him. I know nothing about him besides his name and his friends and that's all. For all I know he can be a serial killer! Okay maybe not but you never know.

I was pulled out of my thoughts when I felt his hand on my left cheek. I was trying hard not to move away but who was I kidding? With all this depression shit all I could think about is the negative thoughts. God how I hate the way they affect my thoughts and it frustrates me more when they win.

He hand remained on my cheek while I stared at the floor.
"Zen please look at me? Look at me and tell me you believe me." I could tell he was hurt. His voice was struggling to barely whisper. His four-head was now against mine. My eyes slowly making their way to look into his. I see hurt, hope, shame, and love in his eyes. I can feel his love for me. I want to tell him I forgive him but I can't seem to find the words. What if I make him prove to me that I am the only one. That he really does love me? Yeah I think I'ma do that.

I slowly moved my hands towards his chest and slightly pushed him to be able to have some distance between us, and as soon as I did he was starting to tense up as if he knew what I was going to say.

I looked at him once more before I spoke.
"Harry....I--" I didn't get to finish my finished cause he cut me off.

"You know what save it. I don't want to hear it." He mumbled the anger noticeable in his tone. Before even able to tell him to stop he was already out the door.

What the fuck? I was going to tell him that I forgive him. But fine he wants to be that way fine. I'll let him come back to me.

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*Harry's Pov*

I can't believe she was going to let me go. I had to get out. I wouldn't be able to handle her rejection. Knowing that I might loose her kills me. I had to leave before she can break up with me. There is no way in this world I'll let her leave me. We are made for each other.

'What if she wasn't going to leave you dipshit' my subconscious says.

How do I know? How do I know she wasn't, I couldn't just let her say it. My heart won't be able to take it. Fuck is this how it feels like? Is this what happens when you fall in love? Cause I sure know that I haven't experienced this before. This is all new to me. I'll show her though. We haven't broken up yet since I wouldn't let her.

I was now at home. It was quiet so I'm guessing everyone is asleep or still haven't come home yet. I went into the kitchen to the fridge and grabbed to oj. I got an empty glass and poured some in.

Okay now I have to go into my room and start my brain storming. She's going to get a nice surprise.

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*Luke's Pov*

I went downstairs to ask Zendaya if I can shower, but as I got downstairs I saw them kissing and I swear my heart dropped to my stomach. I know I told her to forgive, cause what kind of friend would I be if I didn't? Of course I was hoping she wouldn't but who am I kidding? They love each other I can see It in their eyes.

I let my head drop and slowly made my way back upstairs. I was now laying on her bed just starring at the ceiling. It past about 5 minutes which felt like hours just starring when I felt the bed dip next to me. I propped myself up on one elbow supporting my weight. It was Zen, and it look like she wants to cry.

"Zen what's wrong baby girl?'' I asked. Maybe adding the last part was uncalled for. Before I can take it back she took a long breathe until she finally answered.

"He left Luke. H..he just l..left."She stuttered. I could tell she's trying so hard to keep her tears from falling. But its obvious that lump in her throat won't be in their any longer.

"What? Why? I just saw you to kissing. I thought you guys made up?" I asked confused.
She looked at me like if I grew another head.

"What?"

''How did you know if we were kissing or not?'' She asked.

Shit balls.

"I uh..You see..well um I went to ask you if I uh can shower, and well when I went I saw you to kissing and I didn't want to bug I swear."

''I see. And uh how long ago was that?''

I rubbed the back of my neck with my free hand. "Um like 10 or so minutes ago." I said.

She nodded. I noticed her small smile she had was now fading away.

"What's wrong? What happened?" I asked again.

''We weren't kissing. We just had our heads against each other." She sighed.

Oh that makes sense. I felt my body feel of relief. But I could see the hurt in her eyes. As much as I want her I know I can't have her. I sighed.

''Look Z maybe he thought different just give him some time and watch I bet he'll be here tomorrow morning begging for you." I assured her.

She looked up at me and I can her eyes have a bit of hope in them now.

''You promise?" She whispered. A loose strand from her messy bun fell and I slowly reached up to move it behind her ear lowly whispering

"I promise." And with that she cuddle with me laying her head on my chest.

If only you were mine.......

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