What you heard.
Chapter 1
"Raegan go change out that hoodie now! We didn't raise you to dress so poorly"
here I sat 20 years of age crying because I've never been able to be myself in public. Once I turned 18 I moved on my own, you would think that would make things better. No it didn't my mother would disown me if I got into the wrong public eye. She forced me to be an actress, making me write songs. The only thing she did that makes me thank her is making take dancing lessons. She helped me have something that Made me happy.
i've thought about quitting being an actress and becoming a dancer. Yet I can never come to being an adult and do what I want. And as I'm explaining this to you, I'm in my dressing room crying. Today's the day of the choice awards I and what am I doing? Sulking in my non-happy life that I lead on.
"Reagan you have 10 minutes" my manager said through the door. i looked at myself in the mirror for the last time, fixing my makeup.
(Outfit)
"now For our first award, were presenting greatest actress" someone who I could careless yelled.
"Raegan Miller" that person yelled. I stood up faking a smile since everyone was looking at me. I hugged my mother and father. Walking onto the walkway. I walked up to the lady. I hugged her and smiled.
"Okay. Have you ever wondered where your life would be if it was different? Yeah well that's why I love acting!" I said lying.
I finished my lie filled speech walking back to my table. I set my award in front of her like I do every award show. She gets them all.
"I'm sorry but can I use the ladies room" I spoke to my mom.
She excused me.
I walked out of the room in to the empty room. I sat down on the bench. Looking at the room besides me. Someone came and sat besides me . I looked up to see the harry styles.
" I know you're lying to the world" he spoke catching me off guard.
"You don't know anything" I said getting up and waliking away.
here I sat 20 years of age crying because I've never been able to be myself in public. Once I turned 18 I moved on my own, you would think that would make things better. No it didn't my mother would disown me if I got into the wrong public eye. She forced me to be an actress, making me write songs. The only thing she did that makes me thank her is making take dancing lessons. She helped me have something that Made me happy.
i've thought about quitting being an actress and becoming a dancer. Yet I can never come to being an adult and do what I want. And as I'm explaining this to you, I'm in my dressing room crying. Today's the day of the choice awards I and what am I doing? Sulking in my non-happy life that I lead on.
"Reagan you have 10 minutes" my manager said through the door. i looked at myself in the mirror for the last time, fixing my makeup.
(Outfit)
"now For our first award, were presenting greatest actress" someone who I could careless yelled.
"Raegan Miller" that person yelled. I stood up faking a smile since everyone was looking at me. I hugged my mother and father. Walking onto the walkway. I walked up to the lady. I hugged her and smiled.
"Okay. Have you ever wondered where your life would be if it was different? Yeah well that's why I love acting!" I said lying.
I finished my lie filled speech walking back to my table. I set my award in front of her like I do every award show. She gets them all.
"I'm sorry but can I use the ladies room" I spoke to my mom.
She excused me.
I walked out of the room in to the empty room. I sat down on the bench. Looking at the room besides me. Someone came and sat besides me . I looked up to see the harry styles.
" I know you're lying to the world" he spoke catching me off guard.
"You don't know anything" I said getting up and waliking away.
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