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A life of Payne

Chapter 63

Katie's POV
*3 Weeks Later*

There was aspects of my life right now that seemed great, but then there were the things that no one else knew of besides myself.

Calum and I were amazing, Liam was so happy about it and so was the rest of the world pretty much. There was even one magazine that called us the hottest new couple and now whenever Calum mentions it I get all flustered and giggly.

It was the most perfect relationship I had ever seen or even been apart of.

But when there was no cameras or boyfriends or brothers around, I can't help the annoyance inside me that keeps growing by the day.

And all because Niall refuses to talk or even look at me for some unknown reason.

He's being such a baby about something that I have yet to figure out but I will pry it out of him no matter how long it takes me.

Suddenly my morning thoughts were cut off by the blaring sound of Calum's alarm clock.

I groaned and rolled away from Calum as he attempted to hold me close.

"Come back, baby." He whined as I shuffled further away from him.

I mumbled and whined under my breath as he finally rolled over to his phone to turn the alarm off.

"Is that better?" He chuckled as I eagerly rolled back to his side of the bed. His arms were back around my waist in a matter of seconds as I snuggled into his chest.

"I love you Katie." He whispered quietly and I sighed happily.

"I love you more." I whispered back just like we did every morning before we had to face the problems and craziness of the outside world.

But it was true, I loved him so much. He was my rock and right now I'm not sure what I would do without him. Especially last week when I had caught the flu and he stood there the whole time holding my hair back, He has to be the best boyfriend ever.

We reluctantly got out of bed and I showered and got dressed first while Calum focused on his phone.

"I'm going to get some breakfast, meet me down there when you're ready."

I was given a kiss goodbye before I walked out of the hotel room and towards the elevator.

Just as I reached the doors they closed but I was sure I saw Niall in there!

"Screw it." I mumbled and dashed to the stair case. Thankfully we were only on the tenth floor so it didn't take me long to get to the ground floor, Although I was very puffed out by the time I got there I still caught up to the elevator.

The doors opened and luckily it was just Zayn and Niall in the small lift.

"I need to talk to you." I panted out and they both looked at me worryingly.

"You okay Katie?" Zayn asked as he walked towards me and rubbed my back slightly.

I nodded and bent over to rest my hands on my knees as I tried hard to regain my breath. Zayn pointed out that I might need my inhaler so I dug through my jacket pocket until I found it and quickly pushed the button to breath in the relaxing fumes. The whole time Niall just stood there and watched me like he was worried but didn't utter out one word.

He attempted to walk around me but I stuck my hand out so it was in his way.

"I really need to talk to you."

He narrowed his eyes at me and I did the same as I was really getting sick of his silent treatment.

"I see this doesn't involve me." Zayn mumbled as he walked away, the look on Niall's face let me know that he really didn't want to be alone with me.

What had I done that was so horrible in his eyes?

"What do you want Katie?" He snapped but the sudden softness of his eyes conflicted with his harsh tone.

I was taken back by his rude tone and stumbled a few steps away from him.

"I just want to know why you've been avoiding me and ignoring me every single time I talk to you." I shot back, I crossed my arms to prove I was in a serious mood.

"I'm not."

"That's bullshit Niall." I scoffed and his eyebrows raised at my blunt answer.

He refused to say anything so I opened my mouth again.

"You practically run away from me every chance you get and you never want to hang out with me any more. You wouldn't even watch the Muppets with me when I asked you to the other night."

"That's because the Muppets are stupid." He stated as he finally stepped out of the elevator that I had blocked him in.

"No they're not!" I shouted as I walked after him.

He spun around fast and pushed me into an empty hallway that made us invisible to the rest of the people on this floor. I stumbled back against the wall when I noticed how angry he was getting over nothing but me wanting to talk.

"Yes they are Katie! You're eighteen years old so start fucking acting like it!"

"Well you're meant to be twenty! So stop being so childish and tell me what I did wrong!" I pushed at his chest before he gripped my wrists in his hands and pushed them onto the wall above my head.

"You really don't remember do you?" He asked rather softly compared his previous shouting and I looked at him confused.

"What the hell are you talking about?!" I snapped as I tried to break free of his grip but he was holding my wrists too tight.

"Forget it." He spat and pushed himself away from me before walking away.

"I'm not done talking to you!" I yelled out after him and gripped his forearm.

"Well I'm done with you! Stay away from me Katie!"

My eyes widened and my bottom lip began to quiver at his words.

Before he was completely out of ear shot, I said the one thing that I had left on my mind.


He stopped in his tracks and turned back to me with a glare present on his face.

"I wish I could say the same Katie, But really I hate myself for caring so much about you and not being able to get over you. If you know what's good for yourself and your relationship then you'll stay away from me."

I whimpered as he finally walked away without another word and I slowly slid down the wall as I felt like my feet wouldn't be able to support me much longer.

My eyes seemed to sting with tears which they haven't for weeks.

The feeling of weakness returned which I completely hated.

"What are you doing on the floor sweetheart?"

I looked up to see Liam looking down at me sadly. Things between us weren't as tense as they use to be but I still feel like he's been treating me differently lately.

"I um don't really know."

He sat down next to me while wrapping his arm around my shoulders, my back was getting sore from leaning against the wall so I leaned into him.

Oddly enough this was the closest thing to sibling bonding we've had in weeks.

"Tell me what's wrong baby sissy." He whispered softly and ran his hand up and down my shoulder in a soothing way.

"Niall won't be my friend any more."

He scoffed and pulled me closer to him.

"You don't need him. Who cares if he's not your friend."

"I care." I shot back instantly and he didn't get a chance to reply before we heard the sound of the elevator doors opening.

Calum walked past the hallway that we were sitting in and within seconds walked backwards to make eye contact with us.

"What's wrong baby girl?" Calum asked as he bent down in front of Liam and I.

I wanted to tell him what was wrong, I hated keeping secrets from him but he didn't like me talking about Niall. He always told me it wasn't worth crying over so if he knew that Niall was the reason for my tears then it wouldn't end well.

"She just needs to lay down again, not feeling too good." Liam covered for me and helped me up before wrapping his arms around my shoulders.

"Focus on your boyfriend Katie, his love is more than Niall could ever give you." He whispered before letting go and literally guiding me into Calum's arms.

Maybe he was right.

*A Few Days Later*

Niall was no longer my main concern.

It really should be but I just don't have the energy to care any more so for now I've let it go.

I usually loved to come to the boys rehearsals and attempt to fix things with Niall every time I was here but I just couldn't handle it today.

I was in physical pain.

Everything became too much today and I found myself looking for the furtherest room I could possibly find from the stage and the noise.

I stumbled my way through the door and quickly closed it behind me before laying down on the black leather couch at the back of the room.

Even at the very back of the arena, I could still hear the bass notes from Calum and his boys practising their opening act.

I shakily placed my palm on my forehead and let out a heavy sigh. I felt so sick right now but my senses were horrible today and wasn't quite prepared to rush towards the overly bleached bathroom just yet.

Finally the boys had finished their practice for now but I knew not to get too happy about it as Liam and his band mates would be starting up in just a few short minutes.

"Hey baby girl, what are you doing back here?" Calum cooed as he softly closed the door behind himself.

I flinched and closed my eyes tightly at how loud the door sounded in my head compared to what it would sound like to Calum.

"I'm only a year younger than you, you can't call me that."

"But you're not going to get me to stop." He smirked and bent down in front of the couch to kiss me gently on the lips.

He pulled away slowly and his eyebrows pulled together in confusion, he rested the back of his hand on my forehead and suddenly his confused face turned into one of worry.

"You're very hot darling." He stated while pulling me up to a sitting position.

I blinked a few times as I felt dizzy from sitting up too fast.

"Thank you." I smiled and tried to hide how much pain I was in.

"That's not what I meant but yes you are hot like that too."

It was easy to see he was trying to lighten up the mood but I honestly couldn't even laugh right now.

It hurts just to move.

"Do you want something?" He asked while pulling me in for a hug, I whimpered at the tight embrace and mumbled a request for pain killers and water.

When he left, I slowly laid back down and tried to calm my rapid breathing that was hurting me more than helping me.

My anger grew when the sound of the wall clock also grew in my head.




The pain was becoming far too much to handle and I knew I needed family right now.

I don't mean my brother or my dad who was currently still on tour with us.

I needed my mum.

Within a few painful minutes, I had my phone pressed to my ear and was silently whimpering at the sound of the ringing.

"Hello?" My mum's voice rang through the phone and my lip quivered at how much I was missing her.

"Mummy?" I whispered, my voice filled with sadness.

She gasped before the sound of her heals were heard as she walked into a quieter area.

"Baby? Hunny what wrong?"

My throat burned as I tried my hardest to stay strong but it wasn't working.

"E-everything is w-wrong."

"Tell mummy what's wrong." She pleaded as she tried her hardest to be calm for the both of us.

"M-my head feels like it's about to explode, I can hear every single little thing, and smell anything within a hundred feet." I paused and took a deep breath as my lungs burned from talking so fast.

My mum paused, her breath hitching in her throat that I usually wouldn't have heard but my increased senses made me pick it up.

"Anything else hunny?"

"It hurts to move. even just an inch."

She let out a sob which confused me majorly and I ended up crying too.

I could never hold back my tears when it came to people I cared about.

"Sweetheart, those are the signs in our family for when you're pregnant."



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This is really good!

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Thank you sweetheart! xx

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I only really come on this site to see if you updated. You have the best fanfictions ever

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Thanks darling ♡ I'm really not okay with it but I can't put my life on hold forever so I think I'm ready to get the last few chapters done then onto the sequel! (:

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