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A life of Payne

Chapter 61

Niall's POV

I can't believe her!

After everything that just happened, after how I just made her feel and she's still thinking about Calum!

All I wanted was her to love me but obviously I went about this all wrong, she's not going to instantly fall in love with me just because we slept together. But honestly I thought she would, I mean after all we have gone through together you think she would at least be close to loving me.

Most girls would happily love me, I'm Niall Horan for fucks sake!

What the hell does Calum have that I don't?

"Why Katie? Why do you love him?" I snapped and she jumped as it had been quiet for a long time.

She rubbed her eyes a bit to try and keep herself awake and pulled my shirt down further on her.

"He makes me happy, he can make me smile even when I don't want too."

I knew what she meant.

Making her smile when she didn't want too was just her way of saying when she was upset he cheered her up.

And all the stupid mistakes I've made, is what makes her upset.

She yawned and hiccuped slightly letting me know that she was slowly coming down from her alcohol fuelled buzz.

"Go to sleep." I finally whispered and she nodded and let her head fall against the pillow.

She turned away from me and within a few minutes I heard her breathing calm down indicating that she had fallen asleep.

Even after she admitted her love for someone else, I couldn't help but wrap my arms around her waist.

It just felt natural to me.

But to her it probably feels forced or fake or something like that.

I was literally minutes away from sleep when the hotel door opened and Liam walked in followed by Harry and Louis.

"How fucking dare you." Liam spat as he walked closer but thankfully Harry stepped in and held him back.

Shit what the hell do I do?!

"Um this isn't what it looks like." I stuttered out and he scoffed and tried to break free of Harry's grip.

The fact that Katie was still asleep told everyone in this room that she drank way more than any eighteen year old should.

And the fact that I still have my arms around her probably isn't helping my case.

"It looks like you just seduced my fucking drunk little sister Niall, am I wrong?"


I slowly removed my arms from Katie and sat up, making sure that the sheet covered everything it should.

"Okay so it was what it looks like."

Louis and Harry both rolled their eyes and mumbled things about being jealous while Liam just glared at me so intensely that if looks could kill, I would be six feet underground right now.

"Niall you are so fucking lucky that you're my band member or I would beat the living shit out of you right now!"

I nodded and dropped my gaze to the floor, hanging my head low so he wouldn't get any more pissed off.

"You are a complete idiot and if you ever do something like this again, after she just admits her feelings for someone else, then I will never forgive you! And neither would Katie so don't bloody mention this to her because I can almost grantee right now that she's not going to remember this!"

My eyes widened as I took in the possibility of her not remembering tonight, I'm just praying that she will because there's a small part of me that's hoping she will wake up in the morning and realize that she belongs with me and not that stupid wannabe punk rocker.

"I'm sorry okay? And I will say sorry to Katie in the morning." I mumbled and watched as Louis slowly walked over to Katie and tried to wake her but didn't succeed.

"Oh no you won't because after tonight you have been temporarily banned from going near, or even talking to Katie, until I say otherwise."

I stood up angrily, taking the sheet with me and somehow still not waking Katie up.

"You can't do that! She's her own person!"

"You want a bet? Harry get her changed and get her out of here!"

Harry's eyes widened as he shook his head fast and I sighed knowing that no one was willingly to take her.

"Dude no I can't! I'm dating her best friend!" Harry stressed and Liam sighed and glared at me again.

"Fine! Louis stop staring at her and change her."

He didn't need to be told twice as he carefully pulled my shirt from around her body and replaced it with her own.

I growled under my breath as I watched Louis slide Katie's underwear up her legs followed by her leggings, he was careful not to let his fingers touch her skin but it still pissed me off to see him that close to her.

After all the effort I put in to winning Katie away from Louis months ago, it ended up being all for nothing as I lost her to someone else.

Once Louis had Katie fully dressed, he wrapped her arms around his neck before lifting her into his arms.

Katie didn't even stir or mumble, she was completely out of it which made Liam even angrier.

Louis walked out of the hotel room without another word and so did Harry, leaving me alone with Liam.

"You're fucking disgusting Niall, how could you sleep with a drunk eighteen year old?!" His voice raised about ten levels as soon as everyone else was out of ear shot and I jumped from the harshness.

"It's Katie, you know I would do whatever it takes when it comes to her. For gods sake, the amount of times you've helped me with her, I thought you would understand." I stated simply.

"I helped you with my sister because I thought that even through all the stupid shit you've done, that she could count on you when Calum hurts her. I guess I was mistaken to believe you were the good guy."

And with those words he walked out making sure to slam the door as harsh as he could.

Well how the hell am I going to fix this now?

*The next morning*

Despite what Liam said last night, I needed to talk to Katie face to face and pray that she has some sort of idea about what happened last night.

I knocked hurriedly on her hotel room door as I looked around to make sure that no one was in ear shot or saw me come to her room.

After what felt like forever the door finally opened but I wasn't met with Katie.

It was Geoff Payne standing at the door.

The father of the girl I just slept with and judging by the look he was giving me right now, I'm guessing he knew about that.

"Mr Payne, what are you doing here?"

"Well I came to congratulate Katie on her new song but I get here to find that you five so called 'adults' let my eighteen year old daughter get drunk to the point of passing out, but not before she slept with someone who isn't the boy she loves."

I gulped as he glared at me throughout all his words, not once softening his gaze.

"Could I at least talk to her?"

"She's still in and out of consciousness at the moment and I don't want you anywhere near her!" He barked and gripped onto the door like he was getting ready to close it.

"Please Mr Payne! I'm sorry okay but I need to say that to Katie as well."

He gritted his teeth together as he stared at me and looked to be having an inwards tug of war with what he should do.

Finally he sighed and looked away from me with a sad expression on his face.

"She doesn't remember last night Niall, I already tried talking to her about it and she genuinely doesn't remember."

My chest tightened as I tried desperately not to let the tears spring to my eyes.

This is what I was afraid of, that all of last night was for nothing.

"Dad?" A mumbled voice spoke from somewhere inside the hotel room making me instantly perk up.

"I will just be a minute sweetie, stay there." Geoff turned around as he spoke, he turned back to me and glared once again.

"If you don't mind my daughter needs me, and I suggest you take Liam's words from last night seriously and stay away from Katie for a while."

And just like that he shut the door, I heard the faint sound of the door locking and knew that there was no way I was getting near Katie today.

With the way things were playing out right now one thing was becoming very clear.

Calum was winning.

Katie's POV

I woke up once again from another attempted nap that was meant to rid me of my extremely horrible hangover but yet again it didn't work.

My heads hurts like hell and I probably look worse than I feel.

Why in the hell would I drink so much?

It's like I'm freaking asking for liver failure.

Suddenly my stomach churned and I quickly scrambled out of my sheets and bolted towards the bathroom.

My body refused to give me a break as it emptied out it's context into the toilet that smelled way too strongly of cleaning products for my sensitive nose.

Anything that smells strong when I'm hungover just makes me want to vomit, good thing I'm already here.

My eyes started to sting with tears and my throat burned. Right now I was mentally kicking myself for doing this to my body at my own will.

And the worst part of all this is that I can't remember much of last night.

The last thing I remember is talking to Zayn about missing Calum, everything after that is a complete blur.

I could have had the best night of my life for all I know and I can't remember anything!

I suddenly felt someone wrap their hands around my hair and move it out of the way as another wave of nausea washed over me.

Small circles were rubbed into my back as I cried silently just waiting for my stomach to attack me again.

Finally my insides calmed down and I sighed as I sat up and moved away from the over blenched toilet.

"Are you alright baby?" I thought it would be my dad helping me but that wasn't his voice I just heard, to make sure my mind wasn't playing tricks on me I looked up and saw Calum staring down at me worriedly.

"Calum." I sighed happily and wrapped my arms his waist since he was crouching next to me.

"I missed you so much." He mumbled into my hair and I had to resist the urge to kiss him since that would be really rude of me since I probably sink right now.

"I missed you more." I whispered and felt his chest rumble as he laughed quietly.

"Not possible."

I smiled up at him and it fell into a comfortable silence as I took in his appearance.

His hair had grown slightly and had been swept to the side and he had yet another new tattoo.

But that just made me love him more.

I knew about a week ago that I loved Calum but still haven't decided on when would be a good time to tell him.

"Lets get you cleaned up." He broke the silence and helped me to my feet.

We walked over to the shower and I turned it on as he grabbed some comfy clothes for me.

"Are you okay for me to wait in the bedroom?" He asked getting worried again and I had to smile with how much he cared.

"I'll be fine." I reassured him and he nodded before walking out of the bathroom and closing the door behind him.

I took a quick shower and was disgusted with myself as parts of slightly dried vomit fell out of my hair. I shook my head and focused on being as quick as I could and brushing my teeth before I turned the shower off.

Once I was dry and dressed, I walked out of the bathroom to find Calum laying on my bed with his hands behind his head and his eyes closed.

"Are you tired?" I asked knowing he must be jet-lagged if he only just got here.

"I'll be alright, lets go downstairs and have some late breakfast." He stood up and held his hand out for me but I pouted and almost gagged at the thought of food.

"I'm not hungry." I whined which just made him laugh.

"You need to get something in that stomach of yours Katie."

I sighed and gave in as I gently laced our fingers together and walked out of the bedroom.

I quickly told my dad that we were going to get something to eat and he replied with his usual 'be safe' which seems to have a more serious tone to it now after last night.

I guess your dad finding you drunk and almost throwing up in your bed isn't very good for trust.

We walked down the hall in silence until we bumped into someone making me look up to see a shocked Niall.

"Hey Niall, do you want to get something to eat with us?" I asked and he didn't even look at me as he glared at Calum.

"No thanks." He spat and even though he said it rudely, I didn't take offensive to it.

I was about to drop it and walk away when I noticed a hickey on the side of his neck.

When the hell did he start sleeping with someone?!

"Did y-you sleep with someone last night Niall?" I asked quietly and his eyes instantly widened.

"Um yeah... no one you would know though." He mumbled.

I bit the inside of my cheek to stop myself from saying anything I shouldn't and walked past him while pulling Calum with me who had been extremely quiet through that whole thing.

"That was weird." I stated once we had been seated in the dinning area of the hotel.

"Don't worry about it baby." Calum replied rather fast as he grabbed my hand from the table and rubbed over my knuckles with his thumb.

"Um Katie I have a question."

He sounded really nervous, but why?

"Sure." I shrugged and tried not to look nervous since that wouldn't help him feel any better.

He sighed deeply and mumbled something along the lines of 'here goes nothing'.

"Katie would you please actually be my girlfriend?"


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This is really good!

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Thanks darling ♡ I'm really not okay with it but I can't put my life on hold forever so I think I'm ready to get the last few chapters done then onto the sequel! (:

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