Bella POV

I wake up to Lucy and Natalie's quietly talking. I flutter open my eyes, and I face the wall of Derek's bedroom. I feel Derek's hand on my hip. Shit. I flash back to the events of last night. I'm under the covers, so no one can see us spooning, with his hand on my hip. I sit up, and slip out of Derek's arms.
"Look who's up!" Lucy says.
"Morning," I say quietly.
I look around the room. Everyone is asleep except Lucy, Natalie and I. I look at the clock. It's 10:15. Derek starts to shift, waking up. So does Trevor.
Derek's mom opens the door, "MORNING EVERYONE!" she says loudly. She's always really cheery, and she's so sweet. She wakes up Cat and Bella with her greeting.
"You look so cute!" she says, "Let me take a photo! Smile!"
We all smile. She takes a photo on her phone, then walks out. All the girls and I get up, and go into Lucy's room. Trevor and Derek stay in his room.
"Cat and I have to go," I say. My mom texted me saying to come home with Cat.
"Yeah, me too," Natalie says.
"I do as well," Brooke says.
"Remember," I say, "running in sprinklers with bathing suits, beer not ours."
"Yes," Lucy says.
"Bye guys!" Natalie says.
We walk out and get on our bikes. Cat and I spend the rest of the day with our family. It's Saturday, and every Saturday we have Girls' Night Out. We meet at Lucy's at 7, and bike to town for dinner and shopping at 7:30.
After spending the day with our family, Cat and I go home. I take a shower, and when I get out she goes in. I crimp/curl my hair while she's in the shower. When she comes out, we change into our dresses. She wears a strapless dress.

I wear a white dress.

We bike over to Lucy's a little after 7. When we pull up, we run into the house, and upstairs. We walk past Derek's vacant room. He left a few hours ago. Thank god I don't have to face him, I think. When I go upstairs, Lucy and Natalie are there.
"Brooke isn't here yet," Lucy says as we walk into the room.
"Kay," I say. Cat sits on Lucy's bed.
"I have to go to the bathroom," Natalie says.
"I'm coming," I say, following her out the door.
We walk into the bathroom. I sit in the bathtub.
"Natalie," I start to choke up.
"Yeah?" she says.
"I- I need to.... to tell you something..." I say.
"What's wrong?" she asks.
"Derek," I start, "he... he tried t-- to finger me."
"What?" she exclaims.
"SHH!" I say, not wanting Lucy to hear.
"Are you serious?" she asks.
"Yes," I say, "and I'm not sure who I'm telling other than you, so-"
"I won't tell," Natalie says. When we walk out of the bathroom and into the room, Brooke is there.
"I'm here!" Brooke exclaims, hugging us. We all walk downstairs and go onto the front lawn and get on our bikes. We bike to town, and park our bikes in front of the bakery. We get off our bikes, and walk into one of the stores. We walk around for a while, but don't buy anything.
"Is anyone else hungry?" Lucy asks.
"Yeah," Cat says, "let's eat."
We all walk into our favorite restaurant, and the waitress brings us to our table. The waitress comes and orders our drinks. We sit and chat, and the waitress comes to bring our drinks.
"Are you ready to order yet?" the waitress asks.
"Umm," Natalie looks at us.
"I don't know," I say, "I'm not that hungry."
"God," Lucy says, "are you like ano or something? You're really skinny and you never eat!"
I don't know what to say. It kind of hurts my feelings, even though it makes no sense.
"Lucy!" Natalie says.
Lucy doesn't know that I was diagnosed with anorexia. She wasn't at the hospital. I don't think Brooke knows either. And I doubt Cameron knows either.
"Just order me something," I say to Natalie, getting up. I walk into the bathroom. I stand in front of the mirror. I look at my reflection. I hear someone walking to the door, and I run into a stall. I hear clicking heels, as someone walks into the bathroom.
"Bella?" I hear Lucy's voice, "I know you're hiding in there."
I stand in the stall, silent.
"I'm sorry Bella," Lucy says, "I didn't mean to say that."
"It's fine," I respond, "it's why I was in the hospital."
"Really?" she sounds worried.
"Yeah," I say, "but don't worry about it. My mom and Aunt Karoline are feeding me constantly," I laugh.
Lucy laughs, "Good to know you're getting better. I always thought that. But I didn't want to say anything."
I pause, "Lucy?"
"Yeah?"
"Derek tried to finger me," I blurt out.
"What?" she exclaims, "Are you serious?"
"Yes," I say, leaning on the wall of the stall I stand in.
"Oh my god! What a perve!" she yells.
"Lucy," I say quietly, "Shh."
"Sorry," she says quietly, "but... oh my god! Are y--- are you okay?"
"Yes," I say. I see her head peak under the stall. She crawls under. She stands up and hugs me.
I pull away, "Only Natalie knows. Let's go back, okay?"
We walk back to the dinner table, her hand holds onto my arm. We sit down.
"Everything okay?" Cat says.
Lucy and I nod. The waitress brings our dinner. Natalie ordered me a quesadilla. I eat it, while everyone talks. I stay quiet for most of dinner. When we finish, we pay, and bike back to Lucy's for another sleepover. It's pretty late when we get home. We go to the kitchen, and get some water. Lucy's parents are asleep. We walk up the back stairs of the kitchen, and sit on them. I sit on the stair below Lucy.
"Tell Brooke and Cat," I whisper to Lucy.
"Why don't you?" she asks.
"I don't know..." I say, "I just don't want to."
"Kay," Lucy says, getting up. Cat and Brooke go into her room. Natalie stays with me. We sit on the stairs. I sit next to Natalie. We are on our phones, checking instagram, texting.
"I don't even know what happened..." I break the silence.

Natalie POV

I hug Bella, "It's okay."
"I just don't even know what I'm feeling right now," she tries to explain, "I'm confused."
I hear chatter coming from Lucy's room. I hug Bella tighter.
"Was I flirting with him?" she asks.
"No," I tell her, "Was he flirting with you?"
"Not really," she says, "he was only asking me for help and leaning on me when he was dizzy from all the alcohol and weed."
"Don't worry about it," I try to comfort her.
Lucy, Brooke and Cat come back onto the stairs. They don't say anything. Lucy sits on the other side of Bella. I let Bella go from our hug. She leans her head on Lucy's shoulder. I hear a small whimper escape her lips, she was obviously trying to hide it that she was upset. She starts to cry. Lucy holds her, and lets her cry.
"I don't even know whats wrong..." Bella says, tears trickling down her cheeks.
"Its okay," Lucy says, "Hey. Let's go put our pajamas on."
She helps Bella up, and they walk up the stairs behind Brooke, Cat and I. We all put our pajamas on, and get into bed. Lucy's room is the same set-up at Derek's. Twin beds on each side of the room, and one large blow-up mattress in between the beds. Cat and Brooke sleep on each twin bed. Bella, Lucy and I sleep on the blow-up mattress together. We listen to music for a while, then drift off to sleep.
I wake up, and turn my head, expecting to see Bella lying next to me. Instead, the bed is empty. I sit up. I look around. Lucy, Brooke and Cat are asleep. I quietly jog down the stairs, and walk around. I check the kitchen, TV room, living room, Derek's room, I can't find Bella. I check my phone. No texts. I call her. She doesn't pick up. It's 8 o'clock. Early. I assume she's okay wherever she is, and go back to sleep.

Bella POV

I call Harry.
"Hello?" I hear his sleepy, morning voice.
"Haz," I say, "I know its early, sorry. But will you pretty please come to the market?"
"Bella," he starts, "I--- ugh, fine. Yes, I will come."
"Thanks," I say, "love you!"
"I love you."
I sit in front of the market, at a small table. A few minutes later, Harry shows up.
"Haz!" I hug him.
He looks at me and starts to laugh.
"What?" I ask.
"Your pajamas," he says.
"Shit!" I say, looking down at my green, flowery booty shorts, and white tank.
He laughs, "It's cute."
I smile.
We go inside and he orders food. I tell him a little white lie- "I ate at Lucy's," and he buys it.
"Harry," I say as we finish eating.
"Yes?" he asks.
I tell him what happened with Derek. He doesn't interrupt me once, just gives me a blank stare.
"Wow," he says when I finish.
"Yeah..." I say. I look at the time. It's 9:30.
"I should go..." I say, "I just left with no warning."
"Kay," he says, hugging me. I bike back home.
When I get there, everyone except Natalie is asleep. I tell her that I went to see Harry, and told him. I think he feels weirded out about it or something, but I don't say that to Natalie. I help her make pancakes for everyone else, waiting for them to wake up.

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