Lana's POV

"Lana please come out." Leah pleaded with me through the door. She hasn't seen my face in three days and I could tell that she was beginning to worry.

"Lana. Please." I could hear the muffled sounds of crying but I couldn't tell whether they were mine or hers. I hate making her cry but there's nothing I can do to comfort her.

I rolled on my side and stared at the clump of food that sat on my night stand. When I do let Leah in, she would always bring my food that I would never eat. They just lay there, untouched. I just can't bring myself to eat anymore. There's no use.

A fresh round of tears produced as I looked under my dresser. A small picture of me and Mark sat on the ground with a small crack in it. I must've forgotten to throw that one out. I decide to burn it later, if I ever do get out of this bed.

"Lana." Leah knocked on the door again, startling me. I had almost forgotten that she was there. I sighed as I peeled the surprisingly heavy covers off of my body. When my feet touched the ground, I winced. I haven't walked in forever and my body is resisting this new movement.

In what seems like an eternity, I finally get to the door. I swing it open and let out a small gasp when I see Leah. Her eyes have bags under them and she looks exhausted. She almost looks as bad as I do.

"Lana!" She throws her arms when she realizes that I'm there. I try to hug her back but my arms feel like jelly.

"I was starting to worry." She into the crook of my neck. We walked over to the bed and sat on the edge of it the comforter. I rested my head on her shoulder as she stroked my hair gently.

"You should eat something." She said after a long pause. I looked over at my pile which consisted of candy bars, take out boxes, and other snacks.

"What's the point?"

"You're going to get sick." She stood up, throwing my arms off of her.

"I can't keep sitting here wondering if you're okay! It's killing me to think that I can't do anything to help you!" Tears were visible in her eyes. I could feel them start to blur my vision and I blinked three times to get them to disappear.

"Have you even seen the sun lately?" She walks over to the curtains and peeled them back. I immediately shielded my eyes as the blinding light lit up my dark room.

"You look horrible." She admitted. I don't know why I started crying, but the tears began flowing down my cheeks. I ran into the bathroom and locked the door behind me, sliding down as my hand covered my mouth.

"Lana I'm sorry!" Leah ran towards the door. I buried my head in between my knees and sobbed loudly. I just couldn't take this anymore.

We sat there for hours, Leah begging me to come out. Eventually I got tired so I just curled into a ball and shut my eyes, hoping to escape this hell that I call home.

"I'm going to work," Leah said softly, "I'll be back in a few hours. Do you need anything?"

Love.

"No," I croaked. I could hear her sigh and walk out of my room. Soon the pain in my heart was unbearable and I just gave up, falling asleep on the floor.

Leah's POV

"You're late."

"Fuck you." I spat at my boss. His eyes widened in shock as I walked past him and onto the showroom floor. I went over to my usual place, a chair that was concealed in the corner.

I opened one of the many magazines and tried to get my mind off of Lana. I was really worried about her and it tears me apart that there is nothing I can do about it.

The only thing I'm relieved about is the fact that she hasn't cut in a while. Ever since she promised me that she would stop, I haven't found a bloody razor. That's the reason I was worried about this breakup. I was worried that she would start again.

I was in the middle of reading some stupid shit on the Kardashians when the bell on the door rang, signaling that someone was here. I sighed and threw my magazine on the ground and climbed out of the chair.

"Leah!" Someone said. I looked towards the door and saw the entire group of One Direction walking towards me. Louis broke from the group and scooped me up in a bear hug. I tried to hug back but his arms were pinning mine down.

"I didn't know you worked here." Liam said once Louis put me down. I smoothed out my shirt which Louis ruffled and smiled.

"Yeah." I awkwardly rubbed the back of my neck.

"Where's Lana?" Harry asked with a hint of worry in his voice.

I narrowed my eyes. "She's at home."

"Do you know any good night clubs?" Louis asked.

"Ye-"

"Did you not remember that some of us aren't old enough to drink?" Harry snapped.

"That's never stopped you mate." Louis replied. "And I'm sure that you could slip in."

I cleared my throat. "You guys can come over to my apartment. At least one of us is old enough to buy alcohol."

"Great. We'll be over there tonight." Louis clapped his hands together making me jump in surprise.

"Have you forgotten that we have a concert tonight?" Liam reminded him. These guys are hilarious.

"Jeez you guys are such buzz kills!" Louis laughed. "We'll be over there tomorrow night." He emphasized the word tomorrow to please the others.

"Okay." I said. They nodded and turned around to walk out the door. As soon as they left, I felt like my heart was going to explode. Lana is going to be pissed.

Notes

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