Please Don't Leave. I Need You.

Winter's POV

I'm not sad about Aydian's death. I keep telling myself but I know I am, after all he was my first love. I put my hands on my still flat stomach knowing I'll be a mum in a matter of months. I know who the dad is just by his face and his 'name'. Ezmay 'knows' of him because her brother and him used to hang out and party together. She keeps telling me things as if I tell him about the baby and I don't even know where he. He probably doesn't even remember me. Ryland is supposed to come today and Ezmay is forcing me to go to my mum's today to tell her I'm pregnant, I just hope my mum won't judge me- *RINGGG RINGG RINGG-* "Hello? Oh hey Ry! Where? Oh okay! We'll see you in a bit! Love you!" Ezmay's voice rang through the flat "Ry is at you're mum's don't know why she just is! So let's get ready and go!" She pulled me up off the couch and dragged me to her room and telling to pack some clothes for the weekend- I grabbed a black tote bag and picked some clothes out. When I got done changing and put my things by the door, Ezmay was still getting ready. If you think about it- just a simple hook up turned my life upside down but than again I don't regret it.. 'Everything happens for a reason' comes to my thoughts- Maybe it does, maybe it doesn't



When I was growing up I've always heard that I was beautiful, smart and a good girl by everyone and my mum would smile as if I gave her everything she ever wanted . I wonder if my mum would still think of me that way? I wonder if she would still smile like that when I tell I'm pregnant? I wonder if she'll still call me her daughter? I remember the saying my mum would say was "The good never easy, the easy never good"
Sometimes I used to stay up all night in my room and think what that means.. Until now.

"I'm ready!" She yelled as she ran towards the door I chuckled and grabbed my bag.





Winter's Oufit
Ezmay's Outit

Notes

Sorry, I haven't updated in a while.. I got in trouble :( this is just a filler so.. yeahhh...