More than this

Zalie's POV After I finished calling Harry, I went to go get ready. I had a couple of hours to get ready. That was plenty of time thank god, and lazzer tag... Yes!!!! I haven't gone in so long. I walked into our bedroom now( Harry and I moved into together) and took a shower. After I dried off I went and changed into this http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=114597210. This was one of my favorite outfits... like ever. I still had about an hour until Harry was coming to pick me up so I started singing a new song that I had wrote.(this is really a Little Mix song called good enough heres the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Il7NsaVLSVY)
I am the diamond you left in the dust
I am the future you lost in the past
Seems like I never compared
Wouldn't notice if I disappeared

You stole the love that I saved for myself
And i watched you give it to somebody else
But the scares no longer I hide
I found the light you shut inside
Couldn't love me if you tried

Am I still not good enough?
Am I still not worth that much
I'm sorry for the way my life turned out
Sorry for the smile I'm wearing now
Guess I'm still not good enough

Does it burn
Knowing I used all the pain
Does it hurt
Knowing your the fuel to my flame
Don't look back
Don't need your regrets
Thank god you left my love behind
Couldn't change me if you tried

Am I still not good enough?
Am I still not worth that much?
I'm sorry for the way my life turned out
I'm sorry fort the smile I'm wearing now
Guess I'm still not good enough

Release you curse
'Cause I know my worth
Those wounds you made are gone
You ain't seen nothing yet
Your love wore thin
And I never win
You want the best
So sorry thats clearly not me
This is all I can be

Am I still not good enough
Am I still not worth that much
I'm sorry for the way my life turned out
I'm sorry for the smile I'm wearing now
Guess I'm still not good enough

I wrote that song a while ago but bloody hell it still got to me today. I got out my guitar and started to play and write. When I was stressed I always wrote and played. Right now I have a lot going on with the album and my wedding. My mind is going to explode.

Harry's POV

I decided just go in what I was wearing. I mean we are going lazer tagging for gods sake I didn't need to look like I was going to a premier. I wore a my plaid shirt with my black jeans and a beanie. I pretty much just hung out with Zayn until I had to go pick up Zay. I know she is going to have so much fun tonight. We haven't been on a date since I proposed and that was a while ago.

Notes

here ya go