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Hidden Lovers.

Chapter 9 - Too Much

Sarah POV

It's been a week since I had news from Harry, the last thing he told me is how much he missed me and how he wished I was with him right now so we could cuddle and stuff. I'm starting to worry, I hope he's fine.. While I was walking out of school, I felt like somebody's following me, I started to walk faster but I can clearly hear him running,getting closer and closer to me but after a moment I can feel his hand on my shoulder trying to make me walk slower, it's Jamie.

Jamie- Hey babe, why are you walking away from me?
Sarah- First of all JAMIE, I'm not your BABE and I'm running from you cuz I thought it was a psychopath that was following me and I got scared.
Jamie- No need to be scared doll, it's just me. Wanna come to my place?
Sarah- No time, I have some homework to do and have to call Harry.
Jamie- Homework? MEH, no need I'm guessing you only have straight A's in you papers and Harry, why bother with him, he's miles away and I'm here now, no more Harry for a month...
Sarah- Still, I need to keep my grades that way and yes I know but you know what LIKING someone does, you are being crazy about someone and need to wait for his call...
Jamie- Ugh, anyway my place at 9 if you ever feel lonely. He winks at me,writes his appartment number and adress, then smiles and walk away.

God I hate this dude, don't know why but when I see his face of get a text from him (still don't know how he got my number) I just want to punch him or show him the finger. And no I won't go to his place, if he really think I will well he has high rated hopes, poor him thinking he can get a girl to his place just like that, I wonder how other girls turned him down like me, I hope alot cuz no girl deserves to be treated like the way he treats girls. Oh well, thank world for giving me Harry, I hope he sent me an email or called me (I always leave my cellphone at home when I have class since my french teacher caught me texting Harry).

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After a good 15 minute of walk I arrive home. No Emma in my sight, I grab a peach in the fruit bowl on the kitchen counter and run to my room, upon my stereo and it's You and I playing, makes me think about Harry so much it brings me to tears, I miss his touch so much, I go check my cellphone and it shows ''0 new messages'' in my answering machine, I check my text messages and there's one... From Harry: Sarah, please call me. xo
I grab my phone dial his number, my voice is shaky I can feel it cuz I have so much anxiety in my body, I hope I won't freak him out if he detects it...

(the author: while reading this part,listen to Strong.)

Harry- Hey.
Sarah- Hi, H-Harry.
Harry- You okay?
Sarah- I-I don't know Harry, I don't know how I am these days, I miss you so bad you know?
Harry- I can feel it, but Sarah I need to tell you something important.
Sarah- Y-Yea? I feel like tears are going to fall on my cheeks in any moment.
Harry- Sarah, I'm sorry but do not text me or call me anymore, my management are starting to get suspicious.. Sorry babe.
Sarah- Are you fucking serious right now? Tears are falling. Do you know how much I'm craving you right now, for your touch, for your kisses, for your skin? How much I feel broken and lost right now, do you even know that? Harry I don't know how to say this but I think of you every day, you don't know how much I need you right now. Harry, I-I think I'm and was falling for you.

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Harry POV

(the author: now listen to: Half a heart.)

Why can't they just let me be, why can't they just let me be in love with the girl I like, the girl back from London who I'm falling in love, I didn't tell her but when they took my phone they questionned me and I told them everything, about me and her, yes I know it's bad that I tell her to say nothing when in my side I tell everything to the worst people on earth when it comes to us and love. But you know, I had to, and they told me to make it quits, I told them I will, I was about to.. Before she confessed all of this to me, right now all I want is to run to her place and take her in my arms and tell her I won't leave her again and that our love can be public, but I can't and it pisses me off so much every single day. But this weekend I'm gonna lie and tell them my dad's sick and need me so they'll accept that I'll go back to London and then bring her to my family, first step to call quits to the lies and secrets.

Harry- Why am I always the bad guy, why am I so stupid, why can't I accept the fact that I can like someone without only wanting sex from her, why can't I just be normal and accept all of this, why can't I just be able to fall in love with whoever I want, YOU and nobody else. You know what, this weekend I'll tell management my dad's sick and I'll come see you and bring you somewhere special,k?
Sarah- Ohmygod Harry, yes, please it'll make me feel so much better, less broken and weak.
Harry- Good, now love I have to go, they're coming to get us, going to a photoshoot for promo pictures of This Is Us, gonna send you an email later, don't want to get yelled at.
Sarah- Alright, then, l-love you. She said with her cute little anxious voice tone that I love.
Harry- Ahah, love you too.

Notes

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Comments

@pippalove

going to do some stuff with my mom then I might put one or two new chapters!! :) b

AmelyA AmelyA
1/29/14

You really need to update this asap. Not that I'll be waiting or anything... ;)

@JoseyWhite

Not sure about my bf.. But ugh who freaking cares!! At least I'm happy, that's the most important I guess!! :) and aww yeaa I now, I've checked the fanbase before!

AmelyA AmelyA
1/29/14

@AmelyA

We have your back if anything happens ❤ Thats one thing you'll never have to worry about. Directioners are a family and that will never change((:

i doubt your friends will even check this website.. Do you think?!

JoseyWhite JoseyWhite
1/29/14

@JoseyWhite
Thanks girl!! :) & omg, so anxious: decided to not be anonymous anymore :$ xD

AmelyA AmelyA
1/29/14