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Back into my life

Chapter 1

AUBREY'S P.O.V:

I laid back down on my bed, shoving my head on my pillow. I let the tears fall down my cheeks. Today was the day he left me last year. My true love, Harry Styles. I miss him more than anything in the world. It was all so sudden. I wouldn't have expected any of this to happen. We met, I friend zoned him, we fell deeply in love with each other (or so I thought), and he broke my heart. He just left, not even with an explanation, or a letter. Nothing.

I feel so foolish to have trusted him. But how could I not? With all the sweet talks he used to give. 'I've never met anyone like you' ' You light up my world' 'You're the only one I loved' 'I will love you forever and always' 'Before you I was a man whore, but you showed me how to love'. Bullshit. I taught you how to love, my ass.

I picked up my phone from the table next to my bed and unlocked it. I opened the gallery and found our album.

That was the last picture I took with him. I loved it so much. I'm so stupid! How can I love someone who tore me apart? I hate this shit! It's so fucking confusing.

I swiped to the next picture.

All the memories of last summer came flooding back to me. I snuggled up with my blanket and cried myself to sleep for a few hours, until I was rudely interrupted by my best friend, Emily.

"Hey, Aubs!"

"Hi"I sniffled.

"Aubs, please, I know today's the day and stuff. But let me make you feel better, we're going to a club okay?"

"No! I refuse to go!"

"Aubs, you might find another Harry there"

I thought about it. Well, it's better than doing nothing, isn't it?

"Fine, but only because I'm bored and prefer going out to sitting at home eating ice cream and watching chick flicks with tissues next to me."
"Pick you up at 8, love you"

"Bye, love you to Em"

I hung up and looked at the time. It was already 6. Wow, time flies when you just sleep and cry.

I got up and washed my face, which was sticky because of the tears. I started to get ready. Tonight was going to be wild.

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AT 8 O'CLOCK:

I just finished getting ready. I was wearing a pair of high waisted shorts, with a black top and a lot of make up on to hide my red face. I wasn't really in the mood. But what the heck? Why not?

The door opened and in came my best friend, Em. We got into the car and headed up to the club.

I walked in and realized I had to loosen up a little bit.

"Hey, I'm gonna go and get a drink" I said.

I walked up to the bartender and asked for a shot of Vodka. I drank it, as it burned down my throat. I looked around for Em, but she was nowhere to be found. I turned to my left and I nearly fainted. I recognized those eyes anywhere.

There he was on the floor with some girl grinding on him, as he kissed her neck and groped her everywhere. Before I knew it, his eyes looked into mine. A lump formed in my throat, the tears threatened to spill. I looked away, avoiding eye contact.

I saw him after a year. And to make that better, he broke my heart, again. He quickly realized who I was and he was running after me, as I went to the bathroom.

"Aubrey? Is that really you?" He grabbed my arm.

I looked at him and took in his features. His eyes were the same. His hair was still its usual curly self, but it was pushed back. He had many more tattoos on his arms than he used to.

"Hello, Harold" I said looking away.

"Wow.I..I can't believe it's actually you. Fancy meeting you here at a club." he said.

"Yeah. Emily's idea"

"Oh" he said.

There was an awkward silence for a while. Until I finally had the courage to ask.

"Wh-Why did you leave me Harry?" I whispered.