My little angel

(The next morning )
Louis p.o.v
I was sitting in the living room watching tv with eleanour then i heard a scream. Everyone had run into the room.
"Who was that?" Zayn had asked
"Wasn't me" every one said
"Jazzy." Liam says
We run into her room. Jazzy is laying there twisting and turning
"Jamey I'm so sorry." She screamed
"No"
she was screaming tears where coming down her face she was closing her eyes forcing them shut. I noticed her clawing at her arms. Then she starts humming a song, she started to sing softly.
"My little angel close your eyes my little angel hold on tight My little angel don't you worry your pretty little mind my little angel don't you cry your going home now where its safe and sound before you go away please don't forget to say good bye Good night my little angel " it was a beautiful song then she cried even more.
"Jamey I'm sorry its all my fault." She said
Her eyes open up,to show off little a little red spot on her eye. She starts to gag and runs to the bath room.
she sits crouched barfing in the toilette. El runs to the bathroom firsts.
El pulls her hair out of her face as she continues to barf . After about five more minutes of her barfing she looks at us.
"What happened?" Niall asked
I looked at the small girl sitting on the bathroom tile and my girlfriend sitting with her patting her back and still holding up her hair It looked like it took her a lot of strength to not cry.
"Nothing. Everything is fine" she says her voice seems to crack
"How the hell can you say everything is fine?" Harry screams at her. She just sots rhere with a natrual expresion.
"You just threw up. You where screaming and crying how can you say everything is fine." He continuos
Jazzy looks at him in the eye.
"When it has happened to you for three years. Its fine. Your lucky thats all i did it could have been so so much worse so yeah I'm fine it doesn't matter anyway. I made a mistake. And i had to pay."
"Fine whatever you say but next time that happens don't expect us to care at all." He says
"I didn't ask you to care. And i don't care if you care at all because the people that care about me are the ones who have to pay for it."
"Sure name one person that cared about you and had to pay."
"My family."
"What are you talking about you have a family."
"I use to have a family but it doesn't matter anyways they are gone."
She got up and squeezed past all of us in the door way.
"Where the hell do you think your going?"
"For a run."
He pulled the gun to her head.
"No." Some one screams their is a loud gasps in the room.
"I will pull this trigger." Harry said
She let out a slight giggle and she stopped she looked him in the eye and said
"Go ahead pull the trigger it doesn't matter I'm already dead."
He put down the gun he even looked frightened.
That was frightening. Her voice seemed so sure. She wasn't scared
And she left.
We all stood there comprehending what had just happened.
Jazz p.o.v
I left after that i didn't want to talk about it any more. The memory kept replaying in my mind the screams the gun shoots. I started thinking about life. And the only thing i gathered was.
You where born to die.

Notes

Sorry i havent been updating my dad finallly left and all this crap has been happening between friends. And im supper pissed that my friend is a jerk any way sorry I'm just really mad and ill update in a probalh thirty or fifteen minutes need to edit the last chapter a little. And i think you'll be surprised on how it ends