My little angel

Zayn p.o.v.
After Jasmine and Kat left. We sat their in awkward silence. You can hear the forks stab into the paper plates. Ella seemed a littles sad she didn't look up from her plate.
"So hows school, Ella?" Eleanour asked her. Ella looked up from her plate and smiled. Like she was happy.
"we are learning about shapes and colors and a little bit of adding." She said.
"well thats cool." El says "so whats your favorite shape?" She continued.
"circle." She said.
"well that is my favorite shape too." Liam says.
"really?" She asked. He nodded yes.
"what about your favorite color?" El asks.
"a bluish green kind if color i think they call it tortoise." She said.
"you mean turquoise?" Eleanour says.
"yeah that. Jays hair use to be that color." She says.
"thats cool."' I say.
she nods yes.
" So what are jazz friends like?" I ask
" Chris. Or christian. He loves to play video games with me. He eats all of Jays food that she cooks.
um. Sammy. He is nice. And well thats about it." She says.
" Does she have any boy friends?" I ask.
"no why? Do you like her?" She says. Im pretty sure everyone laughed at that.
" No." I say
" well she use to but um never mind any ways. What kind of movies do you have." She asks quickly changing the subject.
"we have a few movies you might like." Perrie says. And she leads her to the living room. Grabbing a few movies. Starting a movie. Apparently she choose toy story. And began to watch it with perrie. Eleanour went to join the,. After the girls left.
"so whats up?" Harry asks.
"nothing much." Liam says.
"what was that?" Harry asks me.
"what?" I say. I know what he wants to talk about. But I'm not in the mood to talk.
"that you had a sister man." He says
"its just. I didn't ok. I wanted to forget that awful memory of that night." I say remembering the awful memory,
" but i mean come on why didn't you even talk about her?" He asks
"because i left her. I thought she was dead and i just-" i stop and walk out of the room and into the loving room with Perrie. About halfway through the movie. There are a lot of knocks on the door. Liam is the first on to get up. And when he opens the door. Kat walks in caring. Jazz? But what? You could see blood dripping from her shoulder onto her shirts. She glances at us and walks straight into the kitchen.
"i need towels ice. First aid kits." She screams. We all rush to get the things she listed. I got towels and the first aid kit.
"Ok so she doesn't do good in these kind of things so please grab her hands. " she says.
i grab one of her hands and she is already gripping it her head is faced away from me. Laying down on her stomach. As she takes out whatever is in her shoulder her grips tighten on my hand. She grips tighter when there out. And when Lat puts whatever she needs to on her shoulder. As she finishes. My handis completely white.
"Give her a few minutes and then bring her into her room." Kat says. We all just stare at jazz on the table.
"what happened?" Someone says. she takes a deep breath and says
"mike."
"can one of you grab her and take her to her room." She says five minutes later. I nod and i pick up Jazz . And she grips her hands around my neck. She has tears stained cheeks. I walk to her room and lay her down on her bed. Her hair is a mess and she looks sweaty. She just sleeps her legs are bent bending them back, her back is curved into a u shape form. She has one hand reaching out and one under her head. The hand that is out looks like its holding out for a hand. I crouch next to her bed and grab it.
"Im sorry i left. I didn't completely forget. I remember everything from that day and that day before. I know i wasn't there but I'm pretty sure you cant hear me but I'm sorry. Im sorry for not being there when you needed me most. But I'm hear now i know it doesn't make up for four years but. Anyway im sorry." I sayI'm crying. Her hand grips mine tighter.
"Im sorry too." She says

Notes

Hope you like it. We are in choir right now and we are doing nothing. ZIP. ZERO. NADA anyway i have soccer practice later so ill update hopefully again but my dad is coming home again tonight. Ugh its not that i don't like him. Well yeah thats it. But he drinks a lot but he's getting better about it. Any way he should be leaving tomorrow but again ill try to update again today. So bai