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Reunited

Tense Love

Savannah POV
*I see a girl. She is staring at me. She is me. I walk up to her and look her straight in the eyes. "Whore! Slut! Bitch! NOBODY LIKE YOU! GO KILL YOURSELF! YOUR NOT WANTED!" she screams at me. She pulls out a knife and slices her wrists. I scream, looking down to my own wrists because i feel her pain..... my pain. Blood streams and pools on the ground. I scream louder and louder yet nobody rescues me.* "Savannah! Boo! Wake up! Wake up!" Zayn yells, shaking me awake. I open my eyes and instantly start crying. Zayn is quick to wrap me in his arms and holds me. "What happened boo?" Zayn asks me, kissing me all over. I went through my dream detail by detail and he listens through ever second. "Oh boo, its okay. A lot of people love you. I love you, Megan loves you, Allie loves you. You have Liam, Harry, Louis, and Niall...." Zayn says, wiping tears from my eyes. "They don't talk to me anymore. Hell, Harry was dating the girl that causes me the most pain." I say, looking away from him. "Yeah, thats really a jackass move." Zayn sighs.

Zayn grabs the sides of my face. "Babe, never, never, never hurt yourself, ever again. Please, please, for me." he says, pulling me into a kiss. We fall back onto the bed and soon Zayn is on top of me. I forget about all of my scars for a moment. He puts his hands under my shirt and lifts it up. Once he gets it over my head he takes a minute to take me in. I sit in front of him, only in my pink lace bra and matching underwear with all my scars in perfect view. 'Shit! My scars! He can see them all!' I think to myself. I look at Zayn when I feel something cold fall on my stomach. His eyes are filled with tears. He screws his eyes shut and turns his head away from me. Another tear hits my stomach as I watch him cry. He looks back at me when he contains himself and moves a hand to my stomach and runs his finger all over my scars. He leans down and kisses everyone of my scars. As he does this he moves a hand down and gently caresses my thighs where my other set of scars are. Zayn moves up and gently places a kiss on my lips. He kisses all the way down my throat and into the valley of my breasts. He is being so gentle, leaving sweet kisses everywhere. He moves even lower and i suddenly panic. I grab his shoulders and squeeze. "Boo? Are you okay? Do you want me to stop?" he asks in a soft voice. I nod my head yes as a tear slides down my cheek. "Im not ready." I say quietly, looking away from him. "Boo....... dont look away from me. Thats nothing to be ashamed of." he says, pulling my face to look at him. "Im sorry. Dont be mad at me. I want to give you what you want, but im scared." I say to him, tears now forming small rivers. "Dont be sorry. There is nothing to be sorry about. Im not mad at you. This is something i would never be upset about, baby. You are everything i could ever ask for, I dont need your body to make me happy." he says, kissing my tears away. A smile appears on my face from his words. "Thank you, Zayn." I say, hugging him. He lays me back down and wraps his arms around me. I nuzzle my head into his chest and take in his sent.

"Go to sleep, beautiful." Zayn whispers into my hair. I try, but I just cant sleep. I replay everything that has happened to day and it makes my mind race. Soon I hear Zayns' soft snores and I twist in his tight grasp around my body. I smile. He looks so at peace. It all happened so fast. I know now that Zayn is the one I will give myself to him. I love him. I want to reach out and touch him, but I dont want to wake him up. I just cant resist. I reach up and move some hair fro his face. "I love you" i whisper and nuzzle back into his chest. A few moments later I hear him reply. "I love you too." I hear him say in a tired voice. This makes a huge smile grow on my face. I didnt think he heard me. Finally. I can finally fall asleep.
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I wake up to my face being showered with kisses. "Wake up, sunshine." I hear Zayn whisper to me. I open my eyes with a smile and reach up to kiss him. He pulls away from the kiss. "C'mon lets go make breakfast." Zayn says to me, grabbing my hand. I let him sort of drag me along because I am such a fucking lazy ass. Once we are downstairs Zayn pushes through the kitchen door the not even a couple seconds later he is back to me. "Did you miss me?" I say sarcastically. "Allie." is all he says to me.

Zayn POV
I push through the door and walk into the kitchen. There is a person in here, but I dont know who. The girl turns around and we meet eyes. Oh shit! Its Allie. I quickly turn around and walk back through the door. "Did you miss me?" Savannah asks sarcastically. "Allie." is all i can manage to say. "Zayn, its okay. Its not like she has never seen you before." Savannah says to me trying to suppress her laugh. "But you are only in a shirt and look at me, only in my boxers!" I whisper scream. "Suck it up and dont be a pussy." she says, pushing me along. I just stare at her. Where did this language come from? Allie is still staring at the place i was standing about a minute before. "What are you staring at?" Savannah asks Allie. "Do you not see the person on the other side of the island?" Allie asks her, now looking me straight in the eyes. "Yeah? Its Zayn..." Savannah says back to her, now leaning against the counter. Damn, she looks so sexy like that. Her ass is just screaming to be slapped. No! Zayn! Keep it G rated! Then i hear Allies reply. "So...... you cant just act like its not big deal!" Allie says, eyes wide. "Well..... are you ever going to tell him your situation?" Allie asks. What situation.

Savannah POV
"Well..... are you ever going to tell him your situation?" Allie asks me. "I have already. The feeling is mutual." I say with a smile, blushing like mad and moving over to Zayn. "So did you to....." Allie asks us, eying Zayn. I blush and look down at the counter. Zayns hand moves to my lower back as he answers for me. "No Allie. We didnt have sex." he says. Wow, he is so straight forward with it. "Oh.... well i just assumed because you...." Allie says looking at him and motioning to his almost naked body. "Well i would have been more polite it I had known you were here. You werent home at three this morning and I have learned that is normal for you now." Zayn says with an attitude. "Whoa, whoa, whoa, okay, no need for a brawl. You two, calm yourselves." I say stepping in. Allie removes her harsh gaze. "So, are you two dating?" Allie asks. "Yes." I say leading Zayn over to the kitchen table. He sits down then opens his arms for me. I sit on his lap and rest my head on his shoulder. I thought he forgot about my scars until i felt his hand run over the ones on my thighs. He moves his hand to my back and he slowly rubs it. I really love the feeling. He stops his rubbing and i let out a small whimper. He laughs then continues his sensual massage. I look over to Allie who is watching with a smile. "When is she going to stop staring? I dont feel comfortable kissing you when she is watching. And i cant wait any longer." Zayn whispers in my ear. I smile then grab his head and kiss him. He is just going to have to get used to it. I release him and he smiles. I look over to Allie and she has an even bigger smile on her face now. I am so happy right now.

Allie POV
Awe! My baby sister found somebody that loves her. Zayn used to tell me all his problems and how he loved her. I used to be very close to him, but ever since he kind of stepped out of Savannahs life, i have kind of developed a hateful side towards him. Savannah didnt even tell me about this. Its so cute to watch them together. I always hoped they would end up together.

Monday Savannah POV
Shit! I have to go to school and see the ugly faced bitch. Ew, and i dont get to do anything with Zayn for eight hours. I get up and sleepily make my way to the closet. I put on my outfit and walk into the bathroom to do my grooming. When i am finished i walk to get my purse. "Fuck! I almost forgot my bracelets." I say allowed to myself. I jog back into my bathroom and grab an assortment of bracelets and slip them on my wrist. I grab an apple from the kitchen then make my way out to my car.
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I walk through the double doors of the school and make my way to homeroom A.K.A. Zayns' room. I see Zayn in the hallway, talking with a group of other teachers, laughing away. I enter the class and set my stuff on my desk. I feel a tap on my shoulder. I turn to meet eyes with Emilie. I roll my eyes at her. "Emilie I don't have time for your shit." I say, wanting her to go and maybe suck Kevin's dick. "Whore! Slut! Bitch! Nobody likes you! Go kill yourself! You aren't wanted!" she yells. That's the stuff from my dream. I just stand there and take it all. Tears flowing out of my eyes. When she finished I ran past her. Before I run through the door i give her the middle finger and yell "Go suck a dick! You like doing that don't you?" As i run through the door Zayn is on his way into the classroom. I push past him. My tears are now falling freely down my face. I run into the bathroom and lean up against the wall. I cant help but be vocal. I need something, something to take away the pain. I dig through my backpack for something sharp. Scissors, I found my scissors. With a shaky hand I lay the blade on my wrist, the one that has never been corrupted and stare. I don't know if I should.....