Reunited

I sift through my choices of beer on the shelf of the liquor store. I don't want to use my last joint so I'm going to depend on alcohol instead. I know I'm supposed to go back to school when lunch starts but I don't think I can take a chance on seeing..... him. I take my beer to the counter, ready to pay. "ID please" the cashier says. I get out my fake ID and hand it to him. "That would be $3" the cashier says, to my relief. I gave him the money and then make my way to the McDonalds across the street from school."Can I get a large cup please, just the cup, nothing else." I say at the cash register. The lady handed the cup to me then I am on my way.

I make my way through the halls of the school McDonalds cup full of beer. I walk through the doora of the lunchroom and find Megan. I already have a small buzz going. "ugh...... I hate Emilie. After you left all she did was give me shit!" Megan says right as I sit down. I take a sip of my drink and let out a sigh of relief. "Can I have a sip?" Megan asks. I slide the cup over to her and she takes a swig. I look to my side and see Zayn walking into the lunchroom. Shit ...! He looks around the room then stops at me. I look to Megan. "He's walking over here!" I say, panicking. "Okay, its okay. Just act normal." She says looking at the table. "Well, hello Megan." Zayn says. "Hi Zayn. Oh, I mean Mr. Malik, sorry. "She says nervously. Meanwhile I take a sip of my beer looking anywhere but him. "oh, its fine. You can call me Zayn, just not in class." He smiles. "What's in the cup, Savannah?" He questions. "Coke." I shrugged and squirm in my seat. He eyes me for a minute before snatching the cup from my hand. He smells the drink then frowned at me. He leaves with my drink. I see him throw it away. Well.... This shit sucks.

Megan offered to drive me home, but I decided to walk home to let off steam. When I get home allie is gone. What a surprise. I really hate life right now. I know I said I wouldn't do this anymore, but I have to. I run to my bathroom and dig through my drawers. I finally find my razors. I close my eyes and let the shiny object glide across my skin. It hurts, but it's the only thing that makes me feel better. After I give myself five fresh cuts, I just cry. I grabbed a towel and wrap it around my wrist while I sniffled the last of my tears. Nope, I can't take life anymore, I can't! I run to my phone to call Megan and tell her my goodbyes. I go through the medicine cabinet and grab a random bottle and fill my hand with the small oval anti depressants and stare at them while I call Megan. "Hello?" Megan says happily over the phone. "Hey sweet thing, I just want to say I love you. Don't be too sad when I'm gone, okay? Goodbye." I say in a teary voice. I end the call and stare at the things that will put me to a sweet, sweet, much needed, very long sleep, that I will never have to wake from.

Notes

Sorry it's short if there are any miss types tell me so i can fix them sorry
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