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Prisoner (Harry Styles AU)

Chapter 8: ineffable

“Who are you, Harry?” The words tumbled from my lips before I could think. The way his face fell in realization, made me realize how dumb I’ve handled this situation. But it’s not fair! Everyone knows how bad I am in comforting and I’d never have guessed Harry would be the one I had to comfort. Not in a million years. The palms of his hands reached to his teary, blood shot eyes and rubbed his eyes before roughly backing away what caused me to fall on my bum. I watched him run away from me and there was nothing I could do.
It has been a week since I talked to Harry, and I was dying to know what caused his outburst, I’ve read Zayn’s letter already a million times, and each time I ended up crying my eyes out. Life was a little easier with my toothbrush, shampoo and comfortable pants. But there was something missing and I was beyond afraid this feeling was caused by the absence of Harry.
I don’t know the boy for one bit, and still he doesn’t seem to leave my mind. It’s so frustrating, but there’s nothing I can do about it.
“Sam, can you go help Harry with the fire? Sophie, Niall and Lucas are cleaning the fish. And I can’t ask these guys” Noah pointed at a group of guys fighting “because you know..” I nodded, but I’ve never been so afraid in my life.
“Harry, I am here.. uhm to help you with the .. you know… fire” God, is this even me? I took a breath and sat down next to the chuckling boy. “Don’t laugh at me” I pushed his shoulder and a laughter escaped his lips when eying me up and down again. “I miss this” I sighed and leaned my shoulder against his as I looked at his hands trying to make the fire with two sticks.
“I’m sorry about, last time” His voice was low and soft. He also leaned in a little from the side. I decided to ignore it, because I could feel how much effort he did to say this to me. So I suppose it’s not an appropriate time to overload him with questions.
“Come on, loser. Let me try” I say after a while seeing him struggle.
“How’d you do that?” he asked with his mouth dropping the floor as the fire was burning in front of the two of us. I was as amazed as him so I couldn’t really answer. “I think it’s going to rain tonight” I looked up at the sky and saw dark clouds hanging above us.
“Poor you” I smirked.
“Why not you?”
“I have a sleeping bag, hmm” I teased him, being overly excited. I didn’t even have to pretend, he made me happy in a strange kind of way by only being with him.
“You’re so selfish” He frowned, played mad. I just wriggled my eyebrows and laughed at his reaction.
“Jeez, I am so hungry” Niall said, sitting down beside me, holding his hands before the heath. I jumped as I realized we were not somewhere in another world. Soon around twenty people were sitting around the fire.
“Fish?” Lucas held a piece of blood before my face.
“No thank you, I’m not that hungry.” I haven’t been eating as much as I did at home, I wasn’t hungry anymore that often. What is not normal for me, to be honest.
“Eat” before I could react, or see what was going on Harry slammed his hand on my mouth with –I assume- fish.
“Dude!” I protested, pushing him away and admiring his laugh.
“You haven’t been eating the last two days” His laughter faded and his eyes showed sympathy.
“How’d you know?” I asked in disbelief, we hadn’t been talking in like forever. He just gave me a ‘guilty’ smirk and I let it go, against my will.
And then it started like someone just threw a bucket of water in our face and someone else turned off the light. I heard some people screaming and found myself standing and being dragged down again by a large hand around my wrist in matter of seconds.
“Harry what the fuck are you doing?” I protest, trying to get off him, but his hands won’t let my wrist go.
“Having fun!” I wanted to ask him what him made think that this was fun, but he gave me no choice. Because when I opened my mouth he made me eat sand.
“FUCKING HELL, STYLES!” I started hitting him, but he didn’t seem to get my point here, since he only started laughing. I have to admit that the way he shut his eyes, his wet curls clutching on his forehead and the way he seemed to be shocked when I smeared sand over his face in a sort of revenge made me only admire him more.
“Come on before you get sick” he laughed and tilted me over his shoulder, after he wiped away the sand on his face.
“Put me down” I protested.
“No, you’re dirty. You need a bath” he chuckled and kept walking towards the ocean.
“No, Styles, put me down! Not funny” but I couldn’t control the laughter falling from my lips. I was having fun, but it was so hard to admit it. With a huge splash I was thrown in the ocean with Harry followed closely behind me.
“You’re going to regret this, big boy” I shivered trying to escape from the freezing waves that kept hitting my skin like knives.
“Where are we supposed to sleep now it keeps raining like this” I sighed hugging my torso to keep me warm.
“If you didn’t have to put such a scene we could be sleeping under the ‘roof’ but now your little whores are laying there.”
“Is someone jealous?”
“Stop assuming I am jealous!” I yelled irritated. It was not fair to Harry that I was such a bitch towards him, but they irritated me so much and I knew it had something to do with him.
I grabbed my bag from under the tree I hit it and started walking towards the woods. I could feel him walking behind me but I didn’t feel the urge to turn around and check if I was right. I was pissed and I was even more pissed because I didn’t know why.
I let out a breath I didn’t know I was holding when I found out that the content of my bag wasn’t soaked. I put on my shirt and yoga pants before making myself comfortable in my sleeping bag. The cliffs and trees were mostly stopping the rain from falling on my body.
“I’m cold” Harry whined and I actually felt sorry for him when I saw him hugging his knees and shivering with his entire body.
“If you can get yourself in, I give you permission” I shut my eyes and tried to sleep, not waiting for his reply.
“Really?”
“Yea”
After a lot of struggling Harry was pressed against my back. This was everything but comfortable, but I couldn’t get him let him sit there, could I?
“Fucking hell, Harry you are so cold!” I sucked in a breath when I felt his soaking body pressing against my dry, clean clothes.
“The sea thing wasn’t one of my best idea’s” he admitted.
“It was fun” I chuckled. I couldn’t really believe Harry and I were almost in the exact same situation two weeks ago.
This is uncomfortable
This is uncomfortable
This feels not nice, Sam!
I kept reminding myself.
“Hmm, this feels actually nice” Harry hummed in my ear. “We should always sleep like this” I could hear his grin.
“Don’t get things in your head, Styles”
“Oh, c’mon Sam. This feels great” His arms slipped around my body and he rested his chin on my shoulders. “I think we’re cute together” he whispered now. A trail of light electric shocks was going through my body by hearing his words.
“There is no ‘we’ and ‘together’ doesn’t exist either” I spoke weakly, he made me a prisoner by his words.
“As you say so” he hummed again, with amusement clear in his voice.
Disgusting.
“Close your eyes, baby”
“Stop calling me baby” I wanted to push his arms away but something was blocking my actions, and it wasn’t only the lack of space.
-
“Here are you two” I heard Niall say amusingly.
“Sh, she’s still sleeping” I felt his breath on my neck and Goosebumps spread over my skin by feeling his hot breath on my skin. “Or she’s awake” his tone changed extremely fast in caring to teasingly.
“Shut up” I yawned. “You can get out now” I closed my eyes again and felt how Harry zipped my sleeping back open and got out. The lack of warmth on my back was almost painful. “Come back” I groaned and Niall and Harry started laughing like retards. “I’m going to stay here for a while” I say yawning and closing my eyes again.
“Nah, you’re not.” Niall said and before I could protest me and my sleeping back were in Niall’s arms.
“Niall, what the hell are you trying to do?”
“Harry, get her stuff”
“Pff, fine ignore me, I don’t care.” I yawned again and rested my head on his chest. “I’m still tired” I mumbled.
“Harry kept you busy t’night huh?” Niall joked and I only rolled my eyes.
“Harry was freezing so he just-“
“Yea I get it , you two are just friends..” I looked up and saw Niall rolling his eyes with a huge grin spread on his face.
“We are! Really, Niall.”
“It didn’t look like it yesterday when it started raining.”
“Oh my god, Niall we’re just friends!”
“If you say so” I rolled my eyes and placed my head back on his chest.
“I’m going to put you down”
“No, you’re not” I protested.
“You can give her to me” I heard Harry say in the most serious voice I’d ever heard him.
“No, never m-“
“Here you go” Niall’s arms were replaced by Harry’s and I sighed.
“I’m not an object!” I protested.
“It’s alright you can put me down.” I said when Niall disappeared.
“Thanks for yesterday, by the way.” He said, scratching the back of his neck.
“It’s okay, you’d have frozen to death”
I didn’t know what to tell him, so we continued to walk towards the others in complete silence. It was awkward but I don’t regret anything we did last night, not that there was anything to regret.
-
Sophie and I were busy with collecting fruit all day, and when we came back everyone was on the beach. People were screaming and it was complete chaos.
“What’s happening?” I asked Paulo, but he ignored me as he was in the opposite direction, it seemed like the blood from his face was all gone.
“FUCKING HELP THE GIRL” Noah screamed in panic, but nobody was listening. I saw people fighting again and then I saw her. A blonde girl was moving like a fish without water, it was awful to see.
“What’s happening?” I asked again, totally in panic.
“We don’t know.” Harry’s normally controlled voice was filled with worry as he stood next to me.
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