Prisoner (Harry Styles AU)

"Calm down" I said again when he already crashed into my arms. He was calm, he certainly was, but this kind of Harry was even more terrifying than the angry one. Harry was eerie when he was angry though, his green eyes would turn into pure darkness and his deep voice cut into my skin like knives.
"I want to leave this house, Sam." His breath was heavy and his face was warm against my skin. Begging me, like I was the responsible one for his ruthless past.
"Then leave it"
"I can't" he whined against my skin. His big hands found my waist and his words came out more playful than it should.
"Where would you want to live if you had all the money you wanted?" I asked. He looked up straight into my eyes.
"LA" He sighed deeply and pulled me closer against him. "But why would you dream things you'll never reach?"
"You'll never reach your dreams if you fear failure, Harry" He closed his eyes and the wrinkle on his forehead appeared again.
"I think I'm gonna rent an apartment in LA"I said after a few minutes of looking at his closed eyes.
"You're not?" he asked in disbelief.
"I am and you can live with me if you sue your aunt."
"I have no proof, nor money to afford a proper lawyer. I don't even know where she is for fucks sake." His teeth clenched upon each other once again and his eye returned dark.
"We'll find her"
"Don't be so optimistic, you're not even eighteen."
"Let's talk about this later? I can't stay for much longer, I need to go home eventually.." Harry's face fell and his hands rushed to my cheeks.
"What? No? You can't leave just now I got you. That's unfair"
"I'm not a British citizen, Harry. I'm not here legally."
"You're just gonna leave me here?" I wanted to look away from his face filled with terror and disappointment, but I couldn't because he held my face in between his hands. "You can't just leave me here, Sam. You'll kill me"
"Let's not think about that for a second, please? I shouldn't of brought it up. I'm sorry" He breathed in and out. And I just looked at how his shoulders relaxed his grip loosened and his eyes opened after a long amount of time.
"I love you" He said eventually. I didn't expect that at all and it took me off guard, I didn't know what to answer. I just stood there perplex. "I love you so much" he said again and pulled me with him on the sofa. I straddled his lap and didn't say one word, just looked at him. He placed a soft kiss on my cheek, then my other cheek, my forehead, my nose and eventually a longer sweeter one on my lips. My stomach tied in knots, I had no idea if this was supposed to feel so weird? He pulled away and grinned extremely adorable. "You want to watch a movie?" He asked whilst tucking some hair behind my ears.
I cleared my throat before answering 'yea sure'. He actually giggled whilst placing me beside him on the sofa. "Harry?" He turned around, a little scared of what I might say.
"What kind of music do you like?" I smiled at this random question rushing out of my mind.
"Uh, well, uh, great question" He replaced himself on the sofa. "I like 'old' songs" he pretended to quote 'old' with his hands. "Like I really like the Beatles and Elvis but I also adore Coldplay. You?"
"I like almost everything" I shrugged leaning closer against his shoulder. "it depends on what mood I'm in."
"What kind of-" Harry began his question but my ringtone stopped him. Kind of again.
Niall read my screen. I heard Harry snort but I ignored it and answered anyway.
"Hey Nialler"
"You still with Hazz?" He asked immediately.
"Yea? Why?"
"Can you guys come visit me?"He asked excitedly.
"Niall, we're with two. You're alone. It will be way more fair if you came to England."
"Noooo, you have to come here! There's this huge festival here, really it's amazing. You have to come!"
"When is this thing?"
"May 4th and 5th"
"That's in fucking two days, Niall."
"Yea so? You guys can crash at my place. It's no big deal, you just have to buy some train or plane tickets and woopsss" He rambled excitedly.
"I'll ask Harry about it"
"Okayyy, you better come"
"I'll let you know"
"kay, bye Sam." Harry pulled me against his chest and sighed deeply.
"Why does Niall get more attention from you than I do?" He pouted against my hair.
"C'mon Harry don't be ridiculous."
"You smile whenever he talks to you."
"He's just cute! You know I don't feel anything feelings related towards him" Harry didn't answer because he knew I was right.
"So we're going? I'll pay our tickets. Don't contradict!"He sighed again and finally started the movie. It was a typical girly movie, and I think Harry enjoyed these movies more than I did. It was kind of adorable how cuddly he was. I love him but I'm so scared to admit these hard feelings towards anybody and it kills me not to let them all out.
OMG I APPOLOGIZE TO DEATH THIS IS THE SHITTIEST AND MOST HORRIBLE AND SHORTEST UPDATE EVER AND IM EMBARRASSED BUT I APPOLOGIZE AND I WILL UPDATE TOMORROW IM SUCH A HORRIBLE PERSON OMG I SHOULD NOT BE ALLOWED TO HAVE AN ACCOUNT

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