Prisoner (Harry Styles AU)

The tickling on my chin from her hair woke me up. My arms tightened around her body and I couldn’t do anything but trying to control my heartbeat and to erase the memory of the merciless tears in her eyes when she told me her family hated her. I could not even begin to imagine how someone can hate such a helpless creature. Of course she could be irritating sometimes, but not in an annoyingly way. Almost a cute way, how she thinks she is bothering me.
Her eyes fluttered open and looked right into the deepest part of my suffering. It was unbelievable actually, how it looked like she could silence every negative thought I keep into the most hidden places inside of my brain. I still don’t know what love is, nor do I understand if it even exists. But I do believe in the way she can heal me, I don’t even doubt on the way I need her in every possible way. I need her in each selfish though of my craving for her. Her eyes are red from the tears she tried to suppress.
“Can I use your bathroom?” Her voice was hoarse, I should of expected it one way or another. But it did make my heart stop for several seconds.
“It’s across the hall. You can take a shower if you want, but it could be possible if there’s no warm water.” I hate my aunt Jessie so, so, so much.
“Hey, please don’t be embarrassed.” She pleaded. How could I not, I would be better if I lived on the street. This thing is seconds away from being destructed by its own heavy load of harmful energy. She disappeared from ‘my room’ and I was left with the hatred from the woman that ruined my life. Will Jessie be gone forever? I hope she’ll drink herself to death with my money.
“Do you want to take a shower too?” She asked a few minutes later. I smiled by seeing her and completely forgot to answer. ‘I’m sorry if I just barged in here yesterday, I can leave today if you wan-“
“No” My smile disappeared immediately and the way I rushed to my feet made my vision go black.
“I’m gonna go-“
“No, please stay” I cut her off, it sounded desperate but I didn’t give one fuck.
“get something to eat” she finished her sentence before I could lock her up. She chuckled in the most painful way, my heart started to crumble on the spot.
“Oh, okay” I made my way towards the bathroom and quickly took a shower, but turned it off before I froze to death, brushed my teeth and put some skinny black jeans on.
When I came out of the bathroom, she was still not back. I started to panick that she might of left me now she saw how I lived. She wouldn’t do that right?
“No, you can go fuck yourself with your family business. Well, ‘family’ is not exactly the word you are supposed to give your shit since you don’t give a fuck about your own child.” I heard her curse before she tried to open the front door with one hand and the other one against her ear with her phone between it. “I mean it father, if you come get me. I will sue you and your precious little business. It’s not that we care about each other right?” Her voice was raw, it made my skin shiver with disgust. “I’m sorry about that” She smiled adorably before placing a paper bag with breakfast in I suppose on my lap. I stood up before she could sit down next to me.
“Sam” I said, a little above a whisper.
“Harry.” She petrified when I placed my hands on both sides of her cheeks.
“Please let me tell you this, without cutting me off, for once.” I begged her and searched for her eyes. She didn’t answer me so I just started. “It killed me to see you so fragile yesterday” She mouthed something like ‘please don’t’ but I ignored it again. “Please, please, please, I know this sounds incredibly desperate, but fuck I need you, let me take care of you. I know it looks like I don’t have everything to offer. But I need you, and I can give you everything I have. Just please give me a chance for once.” The devils formed in her eyes again and I had to swallow my pride to continue and not to wipe her tears again. “I don’t know what made you disgust everything that involves love, nor do I ask for your love. I just want you to let me in” She closed her eyes for several seconds before looking into my eyes again. I must admit that my hands on her cheeks were in an incredible dangerous place right now. Since I could easily hurt her the way my teeth were clenched upon each other and how much pain she caused me with her tears. My thumbs were caressing her cheekbones softly and I waited for her to turn me down. But to my surprise, she nodded her head so faintly it was hard to notice. Certainly since I didn’t expect it. “What?”
“I want to be yours” She whispered. My heart stopped. Like literally stopped. I didn’t even ask for so much.
“You want to be mine?” I asked in disbelief. A smile crept on her lips and she nodded again. It was so beautiful, with her tears still brimming in her eyes.
“May I?” I ask whilst leaning closer to her lips. She nodded and brought her lips to mine. Her lips were salty from her tears. But this was the sweetest kiss I had ever tasted. I didn’t want to ruin this, like not at all, so I moved my lips slowly with hers. But her fucking ringtone ruined it, she was shocked by the sudden noise and pulled away. She looked at the screen before looking at me.
“Take it” I smiled sincerely.
“Hello?” Her voice cracked. She coughed before repeating herself. She giggled softly after the one said something funny I suppose.
“No, damn it, I really needed you!.... Couldn’t you charge it?... Oh really?... Yea of course..” She rolled her eyes sarcastically. I walked towards the couch and sat down waiting for her to end the conversation. She followed me and sat down against my side. I pulled her closer against me and she put her cheek on my still bare chest.
“No” She laughed adorably “C’mon! But never mind I’ll tell you later” She muttered against my chest. I laughed and traced my fingers softly over her arm. “Aww tell him I said hi then” She muttered again. I pecked her hair before asking who she was talking to, but she couldn’t answer since I heard Niall yelling ‘ARE YOU WITH HARRY’ like literally in shock. “Yea, pal, and you’re kind of bothering us” I said and kissed the top of her head again.
Sam chuckled again before she added “Yea, I found him indeed.. Niall, look I’ll tell you later okay?” She ended the conversation and looked up, still with her head on my chest. I pulled her even closer so that we could both lie down properly.
“So, erm, should we do this awkward conversation? Or should we just look how it goes?” I asked awkwardly, staring into her eyes.
“Let’s see how far love can tear us apart, huh?” She smiled teasingly and grabbed the remote out of my hands before turning the crappy television on.

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