Something Great

As I walk up to my room, I see a box sitting at the door. I grabbed the box and unlocked the door. I sat on the bed and opened it. It was a book that I remember like it was made yesterday. 'Niall and Kay's photo book.' I opened up to the first page.
'somebody was tiredd ♥'

'Photo war!'

'oh the places you'll go....'

'Jump on it'll be fun!'

'Middle of nowhere....'

'first kiss'

'first date.'

'Dancing in the rain'

'so close......yet so far'

'nappy time'

'pick pocketer c:'

'Valentines Day. 2013'

'The new balancing act Kay wanted to try'

'Best time of my life.'

'he sang me 'Wonderwall' while sitting on a wall.'

'the FIRST time he proposed.'

'The City of Love'

'Soooo cliche. Matching tattoos' ♥'

'Mullingar'

'Harry trying to get Kay to look'

'I knew it was love when we made these~Niall'

I didn't know this was put in there...


'In LA'

'Kiss by the pool in OUR house'

'I had to beg for him to walk me around the neighborhood like this!'

'Coming back from Paris.'

'After she said 'YES!' Best day of our lives'

'Our little 'get away' for Valentines Day'

'Something a fan gave us'

'in Italy.'

'Day out. We spent the day in the middle of nowhere..'

'We do some pretty weird ass shit'

'in the field again. She's a mean footballer'

'They wouldn't let me into the concert. I forgot my pass. This showed them who I was.'

'Beach day with my girl.'

'How we met. Only the lads know how'

'Mr. and Mrs. Horan'

'Bride and Groom STUCK in a tree! haha'

'Harry and Darcy's wedding gift for us.'

There was a picture missing. We didn't get to put ones on the 20 other pages. The ones that tugged at my heart

'Our baby's first sonogram.'

'Our baby'

'Baby's first bath.'

I broke down crying. I didn't realise what I've been missing. Instead of Niall's children, I'm carrying Luke's children. I don't regret carrying them, but I do regret leaving Niall. Even though, I am happy with my boyfriend. Am I happier with Luke or Niall. I decided to make a pledge. I Kay Scott, promise to be Nobody's after having my children. I promise to kill myself some way and somewhere nobody will EVER find me. As I shut the book, Luke walks in. "Kay whatcha lookin at?" I panicked. "Something I found at the door with my name on it." I half lied."Okay. I just came up to check on you. Love you. I'm heading back out to hang with the lads." He said kissing me. "Love you too. See you tonight at soundcheck." I said with a sigh and then everything faded away as I drifted of into a deep sleep.

Notes

Is she having second thoughts?