
A Mistake
Running
-Marzia's POV-
"Thanks" I said as I got off the bus al the way home from work. I have been thinking about what to do or how to avoid my abusive boyfriend Danny Fisher,he has been abusing me for three of the four years I have been with him and I just need to get away. I have a bag hidden in a floorboard by my room that has all my essentials in it e.g. money, clothes, soap, hairbrush,shoes, just anything i need to get as far away from him as possible.
As I was thinking about this I put my music on and carried on walking I decided just let him do what he wanted and then when he leaves I will run, that was my plan.I soon forgot about Danny and started thinking about my thighs and wrists, I had been cutting since Danny raped me 2 years ago and it hasn't stopped he rapes me about once every two months if I'm lucky he doesn't do it for about three months but only when I'm lucky.
I started to feel like I was being watched by someone but it was more than one person and they were surrounding me from afar, I started to walk faster but so did they so I started to run and I got to the house shut the door and slid down the door frame and sighed.
I could hear Danny and his friends laughing and smoking I stood up and I was hit by a wall of alcohol and smoke it smelled disgusting. I started my way up the stairs and herd Danny call me he was stood at the bottom of the stairs with his mates, I knew exactly what was going to happen, I was a sex slave he let his friends rape me and he got money for it, it was a disgusting thing to do but he told me that it was the only thing other than my job that paid for the bills and i believed him and then it became an annual thing.
I hated him for doing this to me but he was way to strong for me to fight but every time this happens I fight as if it was for my life and sometimes it is for my life. "Please Danny just help me don't keep doing this its disgusting Please"-Marzia "I'm sorry but this is the only thing that will keep us alive, pay the bills, pay for your sad excuse of a life"-Danny "No Danny please we can find another way please!"-Marzia "I don't think we can go boys spend your money"-Danny "NO STOP"-Marzia I ran up stairs and locked myself in the bath room was terrified I always was, I could here them coming up the hall and backed up till I hit the wall they started kicking the door I knew they would get through I just hoed they wouldn't "Please leave me alone"-Marzia "Sorry we have to get our moneys worth babe" said one of the men. The door smashed open and 2 of the 6 men ran in and grabbed me I screamed but one of the men covered my mouth.
They carried me to my bed and slammed me onto it the y handcuffed my arms to one of the bed posts and un dressed me I tried to scream again but someone covered my mouth with tape,I was stuck.
Notes
if you have experienced anything recorded in this text get help immedietly do not suffer alone xxx
update
2/10/14