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Kay Kay's POV

So Audree and i left the studio with Aaron giving me his phone number and Audree giving me her "bitch really" look. I know he was like 22 years old but damn was this man fine as hell. If I dare say hotter than harry.

Nope but still hot.

So, we have till tomorrow and may i remind you we have to drive 3 hours to get to our storage unit and get our clothes. So we get in the car and start driving.

I know that Audree is tired but she just doesn't want to go to sleep so I put on 'Little Things' by One Direction and as I thought she slowly fades into a deep sleep.

Im not tired at all though. I just cant help but wonder what Audree and our lives wouldve been like if we didnt have to go through all this shit. I mean its what i always think about. I mean i dont think Audree and I wouldve met but damn we wouldve been happy.

I mean we're happy now but i can tell it bothers Audree as much as me. We still have a shitty life and a shitty past. The only happy momenst we have had are when we met and when we won the prize. I mean I love my Audree but I want a better life for us.

one where we each still know each other but where we can have one of those stupid movie lifes. I just cant fucking take it anymore i have to get some relief.

I pull the car over and pull my razer and bandaids out.

Cut
For my shitty life
Cut
For my shitty self
Cut
For my shitty future.

As im rapping my arm up i see Audree take my razor and cut herself. As i see the blood i just have to say...

" We need to stop this shit Audree, live a better life. We can't keep fucking up ourselfs like this. I love the pain and the relief that comes with it but we need to stop or find a better way to fent. We can't keep on Audree we can't." I say as I break down crying.

She starts crying too.

" I know Kay Kay but its hard" she says in between sobs.I take the razer and take her hand

I cut her hand and then cut mine. When im done i put our hands together.

" I promise to you Audree i will get better and stop all the bullshit." I say to her

" I promise Kay Kay that i will get better and stop all the bullshit" she says back. I take her hand and rap it up then do the same To mine.

I comtinue driving and watch again as Audree goes back to sleep. Man i cant believe how bipolar we are.

Finally we reach the storage room but as Audree and I go to open the lock its broken.

Notes

Sry for the sad chapter but these girls are kinda fucked up
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