''HARRY!?!?! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!?'' I shouted at him but he just kept on fucking smirking. ''Don't you like what you see Amanda?'' he said and his smirk grew. what the fuck does he want. I know what he wants but I hate him and he hates me. well I don't know if he hates me but it does look like it since he calls me bitch. ''GET OUT AND PUT YOUR SHIRT ON...I HATE YOU!'' I yelled at him while opening the door for him.

''FINE!'' he said and put his shirt on.

he mumbled something that sounded like he said. ''you'll be mine soon.'' why the fuck would he want ME. nah I probably heard wrong.

When he got out he turned around but before he could say anything else I shut the door in his face. I cant believe what just happened. Harry scares me now.


I jumped in bed trying to think over and over again of what had just happened. NO I heard wrong.... or did I. I went to sleep and once again dreamed about my family. but then I noticed my dad wasn't home yet....why? where was he?
I got my phone and went to my contacts. I looked for his name and when I found it I pressed it and held my phone close to my ear.

the stupid machine came out. Shit where thee fuck is my dad? Maybe he lost track of time or BIG traffic. I turned on the Tv and decided to stay up a little longer. When I turned it on The news where on. I saw the lady talking about some drunk person that was shooting up like crazy. and that several people survived but...... some one died. They put the camera on the dead body.... My eyes watered and I turned pale. I felt like I was about to faint. ''NOOO! DAD!'' I yelled and through something at the tv making it break and glass shattered on the ground I was bare foot but I don't care if I get glass stuck in my feet. ''DAD!!!! NO NO NO''' I yelled and panicked that's when I threw my self on the ground.


pounding my hands against the floor and bursting into tears. 'WHY!? WHY ME!'' I yelled into my hands. As memories of my dad came crashing in my mind. that's when I noticed.. I had not one family member alive.

just my self. how am I gonna defend my self. Suddenly I felt my eyes close. I TRIED opening them but I felt like my eye lids where to heavy. I give up. I closed my eyes and fainted.


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I slowly opened my eyes as the disturbing light was on. I stood up but didn't see anyone. I was still in my house. I grabbed my phone and looked at what day it was. Saturday. I have been knocked out for two days and no one noticed that I was gone.

I tried standing up but I fell back down. I couldn't walk? I look down at my legs and feet and noticed a bunch of sharp glass buried on my legs. blood every where. It was only painful when I noticed. I crawled to the couch and began to cry softly.
my mascara was all over my face.

I tried getting up again and this time I didn't fall. Pieces of glass where still stabbed on my legs
and of course no one would even care.

It was hard to go up the stairs so I crawled up the stairs and reached the bath room. I cleaned my face. and when I look back down at my legs. there was no more glass. ''um?'' I said as I tried to take off the dried blood. I sat on my bed and stared out the window. I never really noticed my neighbor. I open my window and see some one walk across the room . they weren't walking they where running because I couldn't see his face. he walked back and I was able to see him now. Harry . H e suddenly looks out his window and see's me in pain crying. He just stared at me but I gave him my middle finger. Then he gets mad and holds up a paper that says ''VIRGIN MOTHERFUCKER!'' It didn't hurt me since I don't even like him. He is like one of those boys who bullies me and is super popular in the school.




I closed my curtains and turned off all the lights. I was still very hurt about my dad but I was gonna try to get it out of my head today by walking to the park.
I put on a dress that is above me knees. Wait no I am not wearing a dress. People will notice all the bruises and marks on my legs. I will just wear skinny jeans. I out on a cute shirt and did my hair. I put on al little makeup and some boots. It wasn't so hard for me to walk no. But I still couldn't run. I brushed my teeth and headed out the door.


I decide to walk slowly. I heard a door open behind me. Oh I forgot that Harry is my neighbor. Ugh what does he wan now?
''Hey Bitch wait up!'' He called out and tried to catch up. what the hell! he cant catch up and I am walking slowly. ''What do you want!!!'' I yelled

''nothing bitch damn calm down!''

''harry my name is not bitch so don't call me that you player!''

''I don't care I'm being honest and saying what I think about you!'

''Well have you ever heard about private thoughts!?''

''Yea but I don't want to do PRIVATE THOUGHTS!''

''Well then if you think of me as a bitch, Then leave!''

''Fine, I was just about to do that any ways!'' and with that he was gone.


I finally arrived at the park and sat in front of a bird bath. I went on instagram and saw some that a blonde boy with blue eyes posted a pic of him. On the comments it said ''CANT WAIT FOR THE PARTY EVERY ONE THAT GOES TO MY SCHOOL!'' I have seen him in school before so I guess that I am invited. I commented on the pic and put ''what party''

I guess he was on Instagram when I commented because he replied quickly.
''Its at my house give me your number and I will tell you every thing''. He seemed I gave him my number and he called. ' hello''' I heard an irish accent say on the other line.

''Hey...Niall right?' I asked and he said ''yea so umm he party starts at 7:00''

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