My dad turned around with a gun in his hands. SHIT. I was so scared what was he gonna do to me. ''I'm gonna train you how to defend your self.'' I was so stupid! why would I think my dad would want to kill me?!?!?! anyways I was still confused. Why id he want to train Me? ''um... why dad?'' I asked confused ''Because I'm the only family member you got left and who knows what could happen, I need you to be strong handling your self people like the ones in jail look for lonely teenagers like you, do you know why?'' he asked and began to have a serious look on his face. oh my god this s the longest conversation my dad and I have ever spoke. SNAP THE FUCK OUT OF IT AMANDA THIS IS IMPORTANT!!! ''Um no.'' I replied even thought I did know I was acting dumb. ''They kidnap them Amanda! stick that in your head! you know you don't have a head only for have pretty long hair! you need to grow up!'' he shouted.

he was right. I am so immature its not even funny..... okay maybe a little funny.....cut the crap its hilarious! '' sorry dad..... when do I start?'' I asked as he handed me the gun. damn I thought it would be heavy.
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I backed up and then pulled the trigger. It hard. I groaned when I was pulling the trigger back. Its hard! I'm never gonna learn or get strong!'' I pouted and tossed the gun on my dads bed. '' I don't care your gonna learn. and since your not always able to have a gun with you, I will teach you how to fight with your fist and kick




' ''Amanda.... people will act innocent and nice but SOMETIMES they want you to fall in their trap.'' When he said that I instantly remembered the teenage boy that tried helping me yesterday.

was he one of them that wanted me to fall for some kind of trap? Nah he looked so nice and sweet. ''they will try to look nice and sweet but its not always real.'' My dad said while picking up the gun once more. WTF?!?!? it was like he was reading my mind!





''follow me outside.'' he replied and I did as told.



I followed him outside but without the gun of course.

'' I will teach you how to fight and block a punch or a kick or what ever the fuck they try to pull in you.'' he said. wow I have never heard my dad curse.



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''wow you are a fast learner.'' my dad said whipping away sweat from his forehead.

'' thanks dad''
'' no problem''

So we are taking a break now. Yay!
I went inside and told my dad that if he calls me and I don't answer its gonna be because ei am in the shower. I grabbed my towel and very short shorts and a tank top. My dad doesn't come home till 3:45 AM! any ways I have school tomorrow. I went to the shower and let the warm water hit my body.


When I finished and walked out of the bathroom. I put on my pj and jumped on the couch and started watching micky mouse on Disney Jr
yeah I was REALLY bored but its funny. I love pluto he is so cute! Yeah know what my dad meant by immature...... Oh well! haha.



I looked at the time and noticed it was 11:05. WOW time goes by fast.


I turned off the Tv and walked to my bedroom. I'm so nervous for tomorrow. what if people bully me . I might not get along with anyone. I what if I get lost in the hall ways? Shit I' so scarred! I 'm not gonna sleep well tonight. but eventually I asleep and forgot about all my worries.
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The next morning I woke up and looked at my alarm clock. OMG I'M GONNA BE LATE FOR MY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! I jumped off my bed and dressed in some casual shorts and a shirt saying ''sorry I'm late'' I just thought it was the right day to wear it.

I pulled my hair into a messy bun and yet it looked good anyways. I brushed my teeth and grabbed my bag and headed out the door,
I guess I will just walk to school. It wasn't a big deal because school wasn't so far from my house.






When I got to the school some girls gave me death glares and others smiled or just secretly whispered secrets about me in each others. I was use to it I mean they also did it me in my other school but in my other school I learned to ignore them. My friends told me to tell them '' I don't wake up every morning to impress you.'' And I did. I told it to every dork in my school who doesn't respect me and my friends


Then a girl walked up to me and said '' you must be new , just so you know we don't need anymore losers so run along'' the mean blonde girl said.

I t really made my blood boil I wanted to learn more on how to fight Because I could see me and her in the future fighting a lot and being enemies.

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