I stepped away from his grip and stared at him for a while. He said that I was different. He said he loved me. I know it might be from a last week when he was with Lauren but...I didn't see that yesterday when he was ALL OVER ME! Now I am getting mad and u don't know why because me and Harry aren't even dating, I shouldn't be surprised since he is a player, and I am getting jealous that MY BULLY is with OTHER girls instead of me.



Harry looked at me confused but when he noticed my eyes trailing off of his to his neck. He slid his hand slowly towards his neck covering the hickey. "Amanda it's not what you think! I swear it's a bruise!"


"Really harry? It's a bruise? When did ya get it? How did ya get it? You know what Harry don't even feel bad because we aren't even dating WE are NOTHING! So go stuck your huge dick anywhere you want but just to let you know....I'm not buying your lame excuse so don't expect me to be be screaming out your name. But if I every do scream out your name....it will be for a totally different reason, the opposite." I said as my eyes started to build up the tears making my view blurry. He looked at me hurt.


"Amanda I love you and i wouldn't lie to you !"

"Bye Harry"

I said as I sauntered my way down the Stairs and out the door. Then I remembered I m was wearing his shirt. I tugged on the sleeves letting out a few tears. Just smelling the his scent makes me love him and miss him even more.

I walked to the side walk but not getting to far from his house. For some reason I. Want him to come out of his house and hug me and.....and kiss me maybe? I hear the door of his house open and I see him super worried. With one tear strolling down his stained cheeks. God, I hate my self so much right now, I am the reason he is like this. It hurts me even more seeing him like that.




"AMANDA COME BACK PLEASE!" He yelled as I looked up and noticed a group of boys with tattoos all over there arms. They looked....weird. My heart began to beat louder and harder as they walked closer to me. "AMANDAA!!!! I'M SORRY PLEASE I LOVE YOU COME BACK!!!! AMANDA NO! NO!"I heard Harry's voice fade as I saw a brown sack go around my head .i was scraped to death but I had no time to react. I felt a bat hit my head so hard leaving my eyes roll back and all you could see was the white part. I looked possessed. I felt some one kick me on the stomach real hard. So hard I started spitting blood. My blood stained the sack and I heard some laughs coming from the ones hurting me. "STOP IT SON OF BITCH!" My favorite voice...my hero.



I heard some of the guys groan in pain. That's a good sign I guess. I tried my best to have my eyes open. It began to get hard for me to breath. The air felt to hot and thick. I started breathing loudly.i heard a few punches,cursing.falling,groaning and screaming. What the fuck was happening. I felt some one desperate to take the sack off me. When it was off my eyes met his green ones. He had a black eye and a few blood stains on his cheeks and blood dripping from his knuckles. This is all my fault. He is hurt all because of my stupid drama.


Tears fell from my eyes when I realized how hurt he was and that he went through all that to save me. Who know what they could've done to me. I rubbed my thumb against Harry's cheek slowly up and down. I kept staring into his eyes ,impossible to look away from. His eyes where greener than ever. My eyes lids got heavy again. I felt every thing fade in my view. Harry looked worried, he looked like he didn't know what to do. My eyes started to close. "Amanda d-don't leave m-me please I love you. Amanda I'm so sorry....this is all my fault." Those where is last words before my eyes shut closed. I want to kill my self. Knowing he is blaming him self for this when he could have been saying. The truth.




But why kill my self? When this could be the end of me.

Notes

Hey guys I am SOO SORRY I DIDNT UPDATE WHEN I SAID I WAS GONNA DO IT! I didn't expect my teacher giving loads of home work! I'm so sorry! I hope your enjoying it! I'll update later! Love you!!!