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I stared at her in shock. Zayn... HE'S ALIVE!!! He didn't commit suicide. He attempted and failed. Thank God!

I pulled away from her and a small smile spread across my face. Soon after a sad frown came upon my face.

"Ca-Ca-can I see him?" I said slowly. Tears still running down my face. Doctor lizzy nodded yes. She grabbed my shoulder lightly before leading us 4 down the hall, up the stairs 2 flights and to the ICU. We all stood outside room 11293.

I was nervous and shaking. What if he screams at me? What if he hates me and never wants to talk to me again? But what if he understand...

Harry and Niall look at us and I wave my hand towards the door indicating for them to go in first. I follow in after but Perrie decided to start outside so she could read the note zayn gave her.

We walked in and I my heart shattered into a billion pieces seeing zayn like that.

He was skinny. His face almost hollowed out looking. His skin was a lot lighter than it was ever. He looked like a ghost. Thank God Niall found him. He would probably be lifeless. Cold and dead on the floor. Waiting for his mum and sisters to walk through his bedroom door.

His family still hasn't come to see him. His mother said he probably deserved it. I can't understand why she would say that though.

Harry and Niall went on both sides of him and grabbed his hands. His eyes fluttered open to see the boys. He still hasn't noticed me yet. Thank God. I was scared to hear what he was going to say to me. Terrified. Absolutely, utterly, terrified.

"Bloody hell zayn! You can't just fucking do that!" Harry sobbed into Zayn' s chest. Niall nodded. Zayn teared up. I felt terrible. He cleared his throat before he began talking. Doing the best he could with the little energy he had.

"Makayla... She didn't... want me... here. She knew... I was trouble. So did pe-Perrie. I'm a... monster." My breath hitched in my throat, making a little quiet noise. But loud enough for zayn to realize I was there. He turned his head to me. His eyes widened.

He opened his mouth to say something but I put my hand up. I walked over to him.

"I'm sorry for being a bitch zayn. I really am. I hope you can forgive me someday." I choked up and quickly turned for the door and left.

Perrie was sitting on the floor, note in hand, and tears flowing down her face.

I sat next to her and we wrapped our and around each other and silently sobbed. I grabbed the note from her and read it. I looked over at her with a smile on my face. She had a small smile on her face as well.

"Zayn is in love with me makayla..."She looked to the ground smiling like a fool.

"Well he is in need of proper flirting skills." We both giggled. She stood up and helped me up.

"Let's go talk to him babe!" She said. I shook my head.

"Ummm, I'm actually gonna go home." She smiled and nodded then walked into Zayn' s room. I heard him chuckle at her and her poke his stomach for being so rude. They are going to make an adorable couple.

I walked away and got to ground floor when a pair of hands slid around my waist and a pair of lips attached themselves to my neck numerous times. I knew it was my one and only. But I wasn't sure he had forgiven me yet. I turned to see Harry smiling down at me. He leaned in and gave me a soft, beautiful kiss. You know if kiss were beautiful.

"Let's go home and talk princess... okay?" I smiled and nodded my head. I hope I can make things right before I leave in a few months.

Notes

so.... i have a slight obsession with the walking dead and helix... its getting bad guys... oh and i have a new found obsession with 5SOS!!!! guysssssss i cant have anymore fandoms!

ok so sorry i havent updated for a while. friday i was sick... and monday and tuesday i didnt have school.... so here you go babes!
ummm also... how do you guys think my story is going? im not sure... i think i might delete it... tell if you like it or not!
oh.. zayns room number... is his birthday... yeah..
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