school boys

God... what is this feeling? Maybe scared? I just feel like something went wrong and honestly I'm panicking right now. I'm scared... I think something go happened to zayn. I saw Nialler and got up from my seat and say next to him.

"Niall... I don't know why but I have a bad feeling something is wrong with zayn... Do you think he took me literally?" I asked quietly while the teacher was texting on her phone. He looked up at me.

"I thought I was the only one who had the feeling... He gets really self-conscious when people say stuff like that to him. I can go check on him at lunch... even if I'm missing food." He says the last part sarcastically. I let out the breath I had been hiding.

I ruffled his hair and kissed his cheek. Then I grabbed him and hugged him. I felt tears spring into my eyes. I felt absolutely terrible for saying that to him.

"Thanks Nialler. When you see him tell him I'm sorry and we need to talk. And I'll bring you food after school... like nandos. Please!" He smiled. He nodded his head yes. I pulled away smiling.

Then bell rang. YAY niall can finally go and check on zayn. We got up and i went to see harry. Me harry, louis, eleanor, perrie, heather, and her little puppy liam sat around a small table to eat or lunch.




*Niall's P.O.V.*

I pulled up to zayns house and noticed his car with the door wide open.... Ok. Does this boy not know how to shut the god damn door? i walked over and shut it. I looked up at the house that he lived in. I sighed... Letting all the memories flood back into my head. I smiled. Me, Harry, and Zayn. The three musketeers, that's what our moms called us.

I walked in and first went to the kitchen to grab a quick bite. I looked up from the fridge and saw the cabinet open. I reached up and went to shut before i froze half way up.

IT"S THE CABINET!!!! NOOO! I took off up the stairs. Not again zayn. Please no.

*FLASHBACK*
"Niall... I don't think i can do it anymore. Nobody likes me. I'm hated by everyone. No girl will ever want me. No guy besides you twooguys are here and are willing to hang out with me and be my friend." zayn said to me and harry.
"Zayn... You dont need anybody elsebut us. If nobody cares about you then they can shove it up their-"
"NIALL! You arent helping him at all. Zayn... People dont really understand what they are doing to you. They are all worthless losers and they wont go as far in life as the three of us. I promise someday things will get better. You have my word." harry said.

Zayn got up and went ot the cabinet next to the fridge. He reached in and grabbed a small bottle of pills and a bottle of vodka. He came back and sat next to us. He was basically drowning in a pool of his own tears. He pours out 8 pills into his hand and pops the cap to the bottle of liquor.

"To the good life i have had so far. And to be getting myself out of everyones way. To being ugly. To being muslim. To being a looser. To being..." he started off confident. Then he got quieter and quieter. " To being me. And to being alive." Tears poured down his face.

Harry jumped up and took the bottle from his hands and put the pills into the container again. He put them away and glared at Zayn.

*END OF FLASHHBACK*

We never talked about it again.

I burst into the bedroom and saw zayns lifeless body. I droped to my knees. No. No. NOOOOO! I burdt into tears and dialed 911. Afterwards i called harry.


*HARRY'S P.O.V.*

Makayla kept kissing my nose then cheek then lips and she was giggling the entire time. This is the most beautiful girl ever. My heart is racing every time her lips touch me.

"BABY! JUST KISS MY LIPS!" i raised my voice at her.

She leaned in and i leaned in when my phone buzzed and she giggled.

"Niall? What do you need?" i asked. Niall explained the entie thing while sobbing. He said the paramedics got him to breathe again. I turned my face to makayla. Why did she have tosay anything?

"WHY DID YOU EVEN HAVE TO SAY ANYTHING TO ZAYN? YOU FUCKED HIM UP AGAIN! YOU ARE THE REASON HE IS IN THE HOSPITAL! YOU COULDNT KEEP THAT PRETTY MOUTH SHUT COULD YOU? YOU RUIN EVERYTHING MAKAYLA! I HATE YOU SO MUCH! IF YOU HADNT SAID ANYTHING HE WOULDNT BE HEADING TO THE HOSPITAL. WHY DID YOU EVEN COME HERE IN THE FIRST PLACE? GO BACK TO THE STATES YOU STUPID LITTLE BITCH! WE ARE THROUGH! I CANT BELIEVE YOU!" I quickly regretted everything i said. she was taken back by my sudden outburst.

I reached out for her. " Baby wait... im sorry i mea-" she got up and walked away before i could continue.

She grabbed her bag and she and went to the front dr of the school signaling she was leaving. Perrie got up and glared at me.

"You know she and i both went and are going through the same thing zayn is. We can just contain itbetter so dont blame her! Fucking prick." She got up and left.

After a couple minutes i arrived at the hospital and saw makayla, niall and perrie talking to the doctor.


*Makayla's P.O.V.*

"H-he overdosed basically?" i asked.
doctor lizzy nodded.

"He might not make it... Im sorry girs." she turned and walked away.

Notes

DONE FREAKIN DONE!!!! I WROTE IT ALL LAST NIGHT THEN I GOT DELETED AND THEN I RE WROTE IT IN MATH! BECAUSE I LOVE YOU GUYS IM AM FAILING MATH TO RE WRITE THIS!


Anyway... i turned my friend kenna into a directioner! skillz bitchezzzz!


Thank you @LIZZY THAT GIRL

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