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"WHAT THE FUCK ZAYN?!?! YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO APOLOGIZE TO HER! NOT MAKE HER CRY! THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!" I screamed at zayn. I turned and went to find Perrie...

I watched her start walking out of the school.

What did he say to get her so upset? Did he call get Christian girl? Goody two shoes?

Some people could be so cruel. But zayn... what didn't he understand?

Didn't he realize he was hurting people? Breaking them apart?

"Perrie! Come on babe! Turn around!" I screamed to her.

She kept walking out of the school and towards her car. I groaned.

"PERRIE EDWARDS! I WILL CUT BOTH OF YOUR TITS OFF! TURN AROUND NOW!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.

She stopped and slowly turned around. Showing off her face that had black mascara running down. Poor girl.

I ran up to her and hugged her. She wrapped her arms around me and kept crying. Harder and harder by each passing second.

"What did the bastard say pez?" I asked quietly.

She lifted her head and said,
" he was just being really nice then I told him to stop faking like he actually cared because he actually doesn't. And so he screamed in my face saying I was so fucking stupid and that Christian girls obvious don't understand was sorry actually means. Then he told me he regretted saying anything to me. He said he should have just ignored me. Everyone should have because nobody cares about me."

I stared at her in disbelief. I grabbed her hand and practically dragged her inside. This mother fucker is about to learn a lesson.

I dropped her hand when we got to zayn and I connected my first with his jaw. He stumbled to the floor and sat there while blood started to form under his jaw bone indicating him getting a bruise.

"YOU FUCKING JACK ASS. I'M DONE WITH YOUR FUCKING SHIT. SHE'S NOT SOMETHING YOU CAN FUCK WITH ZAYN. NOBODY CARES ABOUT HER? BULL FUCKING SHIT. SHE'S STUPID? BULL SHIT. ME AND YOU JUST TALKED ABOUT THIS A WHILE AGO." He stood up and reached for me. I glared at him. Mother fucker is about to learn his lesson.

"DON'T. TOUCH. ME. I DON'T WANT RABIES." I screamed at him. He repelled backwards. He looked hurt.

Zayns face hardened. Hurt was taken over by denial...like I hadn't said that... then realization... then anger.

His mouth opened and what he said next was something neither of us could control. Words so painful I could pass out.

"AT LEAST I'M NOT A BEACHED WHALE!!!! NOBODY LIKES A FAT ASS!" Zayn screamed at me.

He.... He said... I-I-I.... I looked at zayn. Tears filling my eyes.on the edge...soon pouring over.

Harry reached over and grabbed me pulling me into his chest. Back to front. Zayn reached out for me.

"Makayla... no no no no no....I didn't mean anyth-" he started but I cut him off.

"YOU HAVE BECOME THE MONSTER YOU'VE BEEN HIDING FROM. YOU PROMISED YOU WOULDN'T HURT ANYONE ANYMORE. I HATE YOU ZAYN. I HATE YOU. YOUR JUST LIKE THEM!" I finished. I pushed Harry's arms off of me.

The four of the guys looked scared. Zayn was crying. Tears fell from his eyes.

He was in obvious pain. Denial. He didn't say that to me...Did he? I was beginning to go into denial. Either that or zayn broke the promise of channeling his hurt and pain into something less hurtful.

He was tearing me apart. Inch by inch. Centimeter by centimeter. Maybe zayn didn't care. Maybe he just put up a front. Pretended to be in pain. Pretended to understand.

Maybe he didn't get bullied... but why would he say something like that? He seemed to have shattered into a million pieces when I used the word against him.

"Perrie... makayla... I'm... I'm sorry. I-I didn't mean any of it. Please... " I grabbed Perrie and we started to walk off. When I turned around to zayn.

"Stop being a monster. Stop being the person that hurt you." I said through gritted teeth. We continued to walk off to our class.


*zayn P.O.V.*

I didn't even go to class. I left school. I didn't want to have them see who I've become.

Who I still am. And who I will probably always be.

I didn't want anybody else to get hurt. They didn't deserve it. I got home and jumped out of my car.

The girls are at school. Moms at work. So is dad. I think I'm safe.

I open the doors and walked to the cabinets where the stuff I needed was hidden.

I went upstairs to my bedroom. I put it to my mouth and soon I drifted off into a hazy and painless oblivion.

Notes

Next chapter!!! This story is doing better than I thought.... proud of myself... thank you guys for doing everything I've asked!

so... . To the story... what did zayn put to his mouth? First person to figure it out I will message and they can pick what will go on the next chapter... so comment what you think loves!

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