I Will Find You

Peyton’s POV
I feel like I have betrayed everyone in my life, even my love life, but the thing is I never did anything wrong. It’s just how I feel, I’m an emotional wreck.
Lucas loved me for 2 years and then he just let me go. I slid down my door and cried and cried. Just when I thought no more tears would come out I broke down again, this time heading to my bathroom where I hid all of my drugs.
Ever since my second mum died I’ve been on Cocaine. I just add it to my food, and then every thing goes to plan.
I picked up a C.D and spread the powder on it, I just stood there looking at my blood shot eyes and what I was holding, I threw the drug and the C.D at the mirror causing it to smash and all the glass came at me causing lots of cuts towards my body.
What had I become? I was crazy???
I looked towards the razor and another idea came to mind. Although I already had blood dripping from my body I decided I would try something new…
I turned the water on in the bath and stripped naked, I jumped into the bath and sat there letting the blood that was already on me flow through the water. I grabbed the razor and cut up my thigh were nobody would ever look, atleast not in my state. It hurt at first but then it turned into pleasure. I wiped the razor clean with all the blood from it and started on my stomach, my wrists, my arms, and up my legs until everything started to fade…. The walls started spinning and that was all I remember till everything went black. From that moment I knew I had gone to far..
Jakes POV
I knocked on Peyton’s door expecting for her to open it but instead it was her father,
“ Hey Jake, how are you going mate?” Larry (her father) said shaking my hand
“hello I’m going good, have you seen Peyton at all?” I asked looking past Larry to see if Peyton was sitting on the couch but she wasn’t.
“ I haven’t seen her since the morning, she’s been a mess, Lucas broke up with her..” he said with worry written all over his face
I thought that this would be my chance; I mean I love Peyton and I always have.
“Do you mind if I go up to Peyton’s room to check if she’s OK? I asked
“ Yeah sure mate, come right in” Larry answered guesting for me to come in
I walked up the stairs and went to her room knocking on the door
“Peyton?” I asked, no answer
“Peyton?” I asked a little louder this time, still no answer
I opened the door but Peyton wasn’t in her room. So I went into her bathroom and my heart broke into a million pieces. She was sitting in the bathtub blacked out in her own blood. With a big ‘L’ on her arm, in the bathtub was a razor, did she do this herself and was it because of Lucas. I snapped back to reality and looked at Peyton again wondering what I could do to help. I picked her up and put her on her bed and called 000
“Hello, emergency services whats your emergency?” the lady on the phone asked
“Hi, I have a girl here and she’s bleeding” I said trying to stay calm
“Where are you at?” she asked again
“64, Ravens Street” I said
“ok stay on the phone I will get emergency services on their way” she said
“ok thanks you so much I really appreciate this” I said in a nice tone
“ you’re welcome” she said
I put the phone down and looked at Peyton again, I decided to put some clothes on her so none of the Ambulances tried to hook on her. I heard the siren and I ran down the stairs where Larry was sitting I quickly explained what happened and why the Ambulances were coming and he was really understanding and felt guilty for not checking on her earlier. In felt so angry at Lucas because I have never known him to hurt a girl so much. When I lay my hands on him he’s going to wish he was never born.

Notes

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