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ONE DIRECTION DREAM JOURNAL

TUESDAY OCTOBER, 2013

Tuesday October 8, 2013

RATED=R

Be patient there is a lot of information I need to give you before the dream actually starts

THIS DREAM IS SEEN THROUGH MOSTLY NIALL EYES

ABUSE PHYSICAL, EMOTIONAL, AND MENTALLY IT ALSO CONTAINS SELF-HARM TOO. IF YOU DO NOT FEEL COMFORTABLE READING ABOUT THESE TYPES OF SUBJECTS PLEASE SKIP OVER THIS DREAM THANK YOU.

THIS DREAM I HOPE NEVER HAPPENS IT SCARED THE YOU KNOW WHAT OUT OF ME! I JUST CAN’T SEE LIAM EVER DOING WHAT HE DOES IN THIS DREAM. SO PLEASE BE WARNED WHAT LIAM DOES IS VERY SHOCKING AND I KNOW EVEN THOUGH I DON’T KNOW LIAM THAT HE IS TOO SWEET, NICE, AND JUST AN ALL AROUND GOOD PERSON TO DO WHAT HE DOES SO I HOPE YOU DON’T MIND ME SHARING THIS DREAM I JUST NEED TO GET IT OFF OF MY CHEST. SO HERE GOES NOTHING PLEASE DON’T SAY THAT I DIDN’T TELL YOU SO.

PLEASE SKIP IF YOU ARE NOT DO NOT LIKE THIS SUBJECT THANKS

(THIS IS A NIAM LOVE STORY WELL WHO AM I KIDDING THIS IS NOT WHAT I WOULD CALL LOVE. THIS DREAM FADES TO THREE DIFFERENT SCENES I WILL LET YOU KNOW WHEN ITS IS HAPPENING BY SAYING **FADES** OK SO ONE LAST WARNING IF YOU DO NOT LIKE THIS KIND SUBJECTS PLEASE SKIP TO THE NEXT DREAM THANK YOU!!!!!

LIAM= LNIALL=NZAYN=ZHARRY=HLOUIS=LOME=M



The next paragraph is a background information about the dream and who Liam is going to be during this dream. I have no idea why I dreamt this dream I really don’t I really hate this dream.

Niall and Liam have just told the rest of their band members that they were in a relationship. Zayn, Harry, and Louis all were happy for them both. All three boys could see this coming even if Niall and Liam didn’t they were both always flirting with each other and were always so close. Niall, Zayn, Harry, and Louis didn’t know at the time that Liam is very controlling, overly protective and can get aggressive when he is in a relationship with someone. Niall didn’t know when he said yes to Liam to be Liam’s boyfriend that his life was going to complete change that he was going to be living in a hell. This is Niam’s story…….

OK FINALLY THE DREAM IS BEGINNING HERE.

**FADES IN**

Liam is on the couch next to Niall with his arm protectively wrapped around Niall’s waist. Niall thinks this is just Liam cuddling him and showing him affection oh but how wrong Niall is. Every time one of the boys would walk past the couch Liam would grip onto to Niall very tightly every time Liam did this he dug his finger nails into Niall’s waist making Niall wince each time in pain.

NIALL pov

I try to excuse myself to go to the bathroom but Liam won’t let me go. I keep trying to get up but every time I do he tightens his grip on my waist that he has on me. I have to pee very badly. I’m scared to ask Liam to let me go because I am afraid that he will get angry at me. Liam yelled at me last night because I was in the bedroom and he was in the living room wanting a glass of water and I didn’t hear him and it kinda scared me Liam has NEVER and I mean NEVER yelled like that since we have known him. I really have to go so yeah I am going to have to take this chance. So here goes nothing.

N Li

L yeah boo

N um can I please get up I have to pee very badly I keep trying to get up and you won’t let me go

L why the hell didn’t you let me know early Niall (Liam whisper yells this at niall cause the other boys are in the room with them)

I look to Liam and mouthed I’m sorry before getting up and walking out of the room to the upstairs bathroom when I get to the bathroom I closed the door locking it and did my business washed my hands but wince when I bent over the sink to wash my hand. I pull up my shirt to see a bruise on my side right where Liam is holding me. I knew he was holding onto me tight but not that tight. Dam how the hell am I supposed to cover this up if Liam see this he will properly flip out on me for bruising so easily. I hear a knock at the door so I pulled down my shirt before opening it and there stood a very pissed looking Liam.

L what the fuck is take you so dam long Niall I though you said you only had to pee

N I was just getting ready to come back down. I didn’t realize I was gone for such a long time

L fuck Niall you were gone for ten fucking minutes (Liam grabs Niall’s wrist roughly and very tightly making Niall leave out a small whimper while Liam was leading Niall back down to the living room where the rest of the boys are watch some tv show that Louis had randomly picked. Zayn look up when the couple return back into the room seeing that Niall eyes had a slight hint of pain in them. Zayn the moves his eyes down to where Liam is holding Niall wrist very tightly seeing that there was already a bruise forming. Zayn just give Niall a sympathetic look before turning his attention back to the TV)

Liam and I sat back down on the couch and again he grabbed my waist very tightly I hold back a whimper so I wouldn’t attract attention to myself. I face looking at the TV but I wasn’t paying any attention to it I sat there think how much Liam has change since they became a couple. I think about the rules Liam has set for me. Which are…

1 I have to ask permission before going out anywhere
2 I have to do what every Liam wants me to do so if he asked me to say clean like a room I would have a certain amount of time to do it or he would yell at me.
3 If he called no matter what I was doing unless in the bathroom you know um doing my business I would stop what I was doing and go directly to him for whatever reason he need me for.
4 I had to get up at 7 in the morning to make Liam breakfast and if he woke up before me he would wake me up at that time and I would have to make Liam breakfast then
5 I would have dinner ready by 6:30 sharp and if I didn’t then after it was finally finish I would have to wait until Liam was done eating to eat my meal. Then I would do the dishes by myself.
6 No matter if I ate dinner with Liam or not Liam expected me to have the dishes done by 7:35 no if and or buts about it
7 I could not question any of Liam’s decisions he says that is like me insulting him
8 I had a bed time too unless we were doing a concert or something that had to do with the band I had to be in bed every night at 11:00 pm sharp or I wouldn’t get any covers to cover with that night. Oh if I have to use the toilet at night I would have to wake Liam and he would time me only giving me 10 minutes to you now and if I wasn’t back in ten I again had no covers to cover with.
9 He decides on anything that we do that includes anything we do in the bedroom so that means if Liam want to have sex a 3 in the morning I would spread my legs and let him fuck me. It didn’t matter what time of day Liam want sex he would get it and he would get it where everwe are again no if and or buts about it
10 He can add change or do what every he pleases to the rules that he gave to me.

One of my best friends Christina is noticing a change in Liam too she told me that any time of day night or where I was if he ever touched me or hurt me I could call her and she would be there to pick me up in a heartbeat. I am so happy to have her as a friend. My phone buzzes alerting me and Liam also that I just got a text message. I look up at Liam and I can tell he is pissed shit once we get home I in a whole lot of trouble tonight fuck. Well since I am already going to get yelled out so I look at the message. See Liam absolutely hates it if we are what he says is cuddling that I so not supposed to have my phone on my phone must be off or on silent that is another rule he made me follow I forgot to mention that one.

TO: NAILLER :PFROM: CHRISTINA :D
Nialler b in town tonight can I stop in 2 see u xo J

I replied to her with

TO:CHRISTINA :D FROM:NIALLER :P
Sorry L not tonight busy

Knowing that Liam was reading over my shoulder I look up to him and he gave me an approving look. Maybe Liam wouldn’t be too aggressive with me tonight. Christina replies but I don’t look at it I just turn my phone to silent and put it back in my pocket. I look up to see Liam nodding in approval he gave me a kiss on my temple and point back towards the TV this was my cue to look forward so I did. About an hour Liam got up and said him and I had to get home because it was getting late even though it was only 8:30pm. Liam and I got up gave hugs to the boys. When I got to Zayn he whisper in my ear not trying to obvious to Liam

Z If you ever need to escape Ni call me any time of day or night I don’t care how far away you are I will come and pick you up

N Ok Zee thanks

Z No problem Ni

Zayn got that out just enough time cause not more than 30 seconds later Liam came up behind pulled me by my waist roughly into his side as he lead me out the door. I got a quick look at Zayn before Liam pushed me total away from him he gave me a concerned look and look like he had a slight bit of fear in his eyes as well.

Liam sort of push me roughly down the pavement toward his car. He open my door and roughly and aggressively push me in. I hit my forehead on the side of the car. Liam didn’t even ask me if I was ok he just mumble what I think was dumpass what a dump fuck. As Liam walked to his side of the car I look to see Zayn standing in the door way looking directly at me looking even more worried than he had before. He wiped his expression off when it seemed that Liam gave him a wave and he waved back before Liam opened the car door and start the car and pulling away from Louis and Harry’s place.

Liam coughed so I turned to look at him and he just said “When we get you’re in a shit load of trouble don’t try running to get out of it you will only make it worse for yourself if you try and run do you understand me”? I let out a whimper and didn’t reply fast enough Liam slapped my face. (This is the first time by the way Liam has put a hand on me.) “ I said do you understand” he hissed angrily at me. “y-yes” I stutter as tears rolled down my face I can already feel a bruise starting to form on my cheek where Liam had slapped me only minutes ok. I am so scared of what Liam is going to do to me when we got to the privacy of our home we wouldn’t see the guys for a few days thank whatever god there was so whatever Liam did could heal somewhat before seeing them.

When we got home I got out of the car and waited until Liam was by my side before heading toward the door not wanting to make whatever Liam had plan any worse than it already gonna be. We walk hand in hand looking like a happy couple if anyone would see us while walking by but truly I was anything but happy right now I was scared out of my fucking mind.


We made it to the door he opened it a pushes me inside making me fall once he shut and locked the door I still didn’t get up off the floor I was still in a state of shock that the Liam Payne I knew for 5 years is shoving me around not caring if he was hurting me. Then out of nowhere Liam comes over to me after taking his shoes ripping off mine and throwing next to the front door. Then he grabs a fist full of my hair pulling my up to my feet. Holey shit I never seen Liam this pissed ever. Liam throws me into the living room making me lose my balance and falling again “your such a piece of shit you know that your such a cunt you lucky I took you in and love you cause no one will ever love you niall I can’t even believe your own parents loved you niall”. He seemed to growled at me before slapping in not once not twice not four but eight times in the face. Then Liam pulled me up by my hair and tonight is the first night Liam beat me. All I could do is just take the punches Liam threw at me. I eventually passed out from the pain and when I woke up in the morning I was stilling lying on the living room floor with blood and bruises covering my body. God I just want to run but I can’t because I have no place else to go and the other boys would look at me if I was disgusting because I couldn’t defend myself from Liam.

**FADE**

It has been a year since Liam and I gotten together. Liam would keep track of what I did wrong and when we got home from a break or a holiday he would beat me I just laid there and took it. I saw that at this point Niall had cuts on both his wrist. So I am assuming that Niall has started to self-harm himself. This part of the dream I just saw multiply beating of Niall and Niall cutting at the very end.

**FADE**

I’m guessing they are home from tour because Niall body was full of bruises laying on the couch in the living room. Liam was taking a shower. Niall was on the couch crying he didn’t even hear the front door open. He only looked up when he heard a Bradford accent.

Z Oh my god Niall what happen ( He took me in his arms and I whimper I was in a lot of pain due to the bruise I look behind Zayn and saw Harry and Louis with concern then when they saw my face tears started falling down there face.

N Zayn ple-as-e he-lp m-e I wan-t o-ut I stuttered as tears were now falling from my eyes.
Zayn turned to Louis and Harry pointing toward the door and motioning for them to stay quiet. Zayn then pick Zayn up bridle style and carried Niall out of the house carefully not trying to cause Niall anymore pain that he was already in.

**FADE**

I see a calendar in the dear with it mark with 1 month so I am guessing its been a month since Zayn Louis and Harry save Niall from Liam. Niall bruises have healed and he is happy and smiling again. Christina who is me walks in gives Niall a hug and a kiss on the cheek. Christina pulls up a newspaper and the headline reads LIAM PAYNE ONE DIRECTION IN REHABE FOR ANGER ISSUES AND THERAPY. There was another and it read NIALL HEALING AFTER ABUSE REALATIONSHIP and another that reads ONE DIRECTION WILL CONTINUE WITHOUT LIAM PAYNE. Niall looks up to Christina and gives her a kiss on the cheek thanking her.

I FINALLY WOKE MYSELF UP CRYING. I KNOW LIAM WOULD NEVER PUT A HAND ON ANYONE WIETHER THEY DESERVE IT OR NOT. SO IF YOU HAVE READ THIS ALL THEY WAY THROUGHT THANKS FOR READING AND THANKS FOR LETTING ME SHARING THIS ONE. THIS DREAM I STILL REMEMBER EVERY DETAIL AND I HATE IT. WHEN NIALL WAS YOU KNOW GETTING BEATEN I FELT LIKE I WAS THERE IN THE ROOM WITH HIM I WANTED TO HELP SO BAD BUT SOMETHING ALWAYS KEEP ME BACK GRRR. PLEASE DON’T HATE ME I HAVE NO CLUE WHY I SOMETIME DREAM LIKE THIS BUT I DO. I DO REMEMBER EATING A LOT A LIKE SWEETS THAT NIGHT MAYBE THAT IS WHY I DREMPT THIS CRAZY DREAM.

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Comments

@niallgirl4ever1D
HEY ITS THE SAME PERSON BUT I CAN'T GET TO MY ALERTS SO ADD ME ON ANY OTHER SITE

I think already add you you just got to respond

@niallgirl4ever1D
Sure! :)

@Bmo_Tomlinson

sure that be a great idea how about you become a cowriter with me and we can update our dreams together then it can be one big dream book that be fun so just let me know ok

I had a dream about 1D before, and Liam smiled at me. And this chubby chick started going off about her drowning, and she wasn't even staying there, and she was just visiting a friend. LOL. I had another dream too. I think I wanna write something like this. Is that ok? I wanted your permission, so you wouldn't get angry with me. :P And that dream is so weird. LMFAO