ONE DIRECTION DREAM JOURNAL

Monday October 7, 2013

THIS DREAM WASN’T AS LONG AS IT SEEM IN THIS STORY I WAS JUST GIVING OR TRYING TO LET YOU HAVE THIS DREAM IN COMPLETE DETAILS WITHOUT GETTING TO PERSONAL.

(IMPORTANT A/N BEFORE I WRITE DOWN THIS JOURNAL ENTRY OR MY DREAM I JUST WANTED TO SAY SOMETHING REALLY QUICK. I HAVE A NOTEBOOK I GUESS YOU CAN SAY SO A HARD BACK COPY OF MY DREAMS. SO THIS IS HOW I AM WRITING THESE JOURNAL ENTIRES OF MY DREAMS OF ONE DIRECTION SO FAR BACK. I JUST HAVE DECIDE TO START SHARING THEM OR ALEAST SHARING ONES THAT I WANT TO SHARE THERE ARE SOME MORE BUT I WOULD LIKE TO KEEP SOME TO MYSELF. SO IF YOU ARE WONDERING HOW I AM REMEBERING THES DREAMS ITS BECAUSE I HAVE A HAND WRITTEN DREAM JOURNAL. SO I HOPE THIS CLEARS UP ANYTHING IF ANYONE IS CONFUSED ON HOW I AM REMEMBERING MY DREAMS SO SORRY FOR THE WAIT MY DREAM FOR 10/7/13 IS JUST BELOW. THANKS FOR READING MY DIARY AND DREAM JOURNAL I HOPE YOU ENJOY. THANKS CHRISTINA)

RATING=G

(RADIO GUY= R ME AKA CHRISTINA=C)

R Congratulations you are caller number nine and have won a special meet and greet dinner with the one and only One Direction what is your name and where are you from

C OMG I CANT BELIEVE I WON MY NAME IS CHRISTINA AND I AM FROM WILDWOOD NEW JERSEY.

R Well Christina believe it because you have won a special meet and greet dinner with One Direction all you have to do is just answer five simple question about the boys. The questions could be about a band member or about the band itself. You will have only one guess per question and you must get at least three of the correct so Christina do you think you can win this prize.

C I know I can win this I am a big fan and know a lot about the boys and the band itself. So bring on the questions.

R Ok remember Christina you have one guess per question so are you ready.

C Just bring on the questions already.

(SURPRISE LIAM= L HARRY=H LOUIS=LO ZAYN=Z NIALL=N ALSO RADIO=RCHRISTINA=C)

R Christina I have one more surprise for you there is some people who are in the studio and would like to say hello to you ok.

C Alright

L Hello Christina

H Christina how are you today

Lo Do you know who we are yet

Z I want to wish you luck love

N Christina do you know who we are

C OMG LIAM HARRY LOUIS ZAYN NIALL IS THAT REALLY YOU

Z Yes its really us all of us are here and we will be asking you the question is that ok with you

C Yes that is perfectly ok with me and Harry I am ok hopefully my dream comes true and I win this so I can finally meet you and thank you guys in person for everything that you have done for me.

R Well I hope you win are you ready for the questions

C Yes I been ready so excited I can’t wait

R Ok well Niall has the first question for you ok

C Ok Niall I am ready for your question

N Christina this might be a little tough since you live in the USA but what is that date that our band was put together?

C Oh that’s easy the date you guys formed as a band was July 23, 2010

N Correct well Harry next question please

H Ok Christina this is a question about Louis ok

C Alright Harry question please

H Ok when Louis is playing on the football team (soccer lol) what is his jersey number and what team does he play for

C Easy again Louis team number is 17 and he plays for the Doncaster Rovers

H Correct well 2/2 if you get the next question right Christina we will be seeing you for dinner and making your dream come true how about you pick either Zayn Louis or Liam so that you can answer the question that they have for you to answer.

C Sounds good ok how about Louis for the next question

Lo Christin this a multiply answer question it’s a little harder than others ok but if you answer this question correct you will be see us soon on a dinner date alright

C Ok Louis I am ready for the question f

Lo Ok so Christina everyone has a fear can you name at least one fear for each of us

C Of course Louis Zayn has a fear for water, Liam has a fear of spoon, Louis has a fear of birds and pigeons, Harry fear is snakes, and last Niall has a fear of tight spaces he is claustrophobic I know how Niall feels I am also am claustrophobic me and small places don’t got well together. So Louis how did I do

Lo well boys she hit my head on how about you guys

L My fear is spoons duh

N Got mine right

Z Right with mine too

H correct Christina congratulations Christina you got 3/3 questions right you have won a dinner date with us how do you feel about that

C I so happy so excited I cannot wait to meet you guys. Thank you all for doing this for us. Meaning taking time out of your busy schedule and doing things like this for your fans

L Your welcome your so sweet I can’t wait to meet you Christina

C I cannot wait to meet you

R Well Christina stay on the line so we can get your information the boys unfortunately have to get going.

C Ok thanks Liam, Zayn, Louis, Harry and Niall can’t wait to meet you all.

(all the boys) same thing Christina see you soon)
FADED INTO THE DINNER SCENCE)
LIAM= LHARRY=HLOUIS=LOZAYN=ZNIALL=N CHRISTINA=C

I got picked up by Paul around 430 in the afternoon to be taken to the secret location that I would be able to meet and eat with the one and only One Direction. I am wearing just a nice t-shirt and jeans since this is what I was told to wear. I am so excited but I have the personality that I am very shy when I am around new people. Paul finally pulls up and parks the car and he gets out and opens the car door for me. Then he guides me into the building and the first band member I see is Niall he has his mile wide smile on his face. He walks over to Paul and I and grabs my hand. Niall then whispers a hello and introduce himself I just blush and then introduce myself too. Then he leads me into the room where the rest of the boys are and they introduce themselves. We take a few pictures and they signed the pictures we took together then we sit down for dinner. For dinner there was first a small salad, then for the main course there was steak, mashed potatoes, corn, and green beans and for dessert there was red velvet cake.

(A/N OK THIS PART I THINKS IS SO SWEET THIS IS TAKING PLACE WHILE THE MAIN COURSE IS TAKING PLACE!)

I am at the table with the boys the seating arrangements are Louis, Harry, Niall, Me, Zayn and Liam. We just finished our salad the waiters came and took our plates giving us are main meal. They boys are having small talk I so shy around them. Liam takes notice and tries to get me out of my shy state by asking me questions.

L Christina

C (I was in my own little world I jumped a little when Liam called my name) Huh oh yeah Liam sorry day dreaming there a little bit (I blush)

(the boys just smile I could tell they were holding back a laugh)

L Christina so durning the radio session you said you wanted to thank us in person for everything we have done for you right so what is it that you want to thank is for

(A/N WHAT I AM ABOUT TO SHARE IS MY REAL STORY ABOUT HOW I BECAME A ONE DIRECTION FAN AND THIS IS WHAT I WOULD THANK THEM FOR IF I EVER GOT A CHANCE TO MEET THEM IN PERSON. WHEN FANS SAY THEY SAVED THEIR LIVES WELL ONE DIRECTION ACTUALLY DID SAVE ME LIFE FOR REAL SO HERE IS MY ACTUALLY STORY. ON MORE THING NIALL HARRY LOUIS LIAM ZAYN IF YOU GET TO READ THIS I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE I DON’T KNOW HOW I WILL BE ABLE TO REPAY YOU. YOU 5 HAVE DONE A LOT FOR ME AND YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW THAT I EXIST I GUESS YOU DO KNOW IF YOUR READING THIS BUT ANYWAYS HERE IS MY STORY)

C Oh yeah you guys have actually have saved my life like for reals. I will be honest I was not a fan from the beginning I was a late bloomer I guess you can say. Let me start from the beginning 2012 was not a good year for me at all. It all started May 21, 2012 one of my best friends were killed in a serious car accident that could have been prevented if she just stayed home that night anyways that started everything after that my year just went downhill from there. Literally a week later I lost a great aunt I started to go into a depression it wasn’t that bad I just was sad all the time that was all. Everything started to seem like it was getting better for like a month which was July but when August got here just forget it went bad again. A person close to me was asking around for a babysitter so I reply saying I would do it for free. They respond that I was never going to see the baby again and that I would never babysit for them ever. So I cried I loved that baby before it was even born ok. Let’s just say I didn’t get to see this person growing up and I just got back into their lives so doing this to me was like ripping my heart out. (Hope you followed me there) I cried but just let it be. In September I lost another great aunt. I was at this point depressed and devastated. I didn’t want to do anything I was starting to give up hope. In October I tried reaching out to the baby again and I got denied again (remember this person is family so yeah). This was tear me apart in November my depression worsen a lot I wasn’t eating like I was supposed to and I wasn’t sleeping that good either I was giving up on life completely. Skipping to December 3, 2012 I had enough I was done I didn’t want to live any longer. My depression was too much to handle this day I was planning on killing myself but when I turned on the radio a beat came on that I liked and I didn’t want to leave earth with that being the last thing I would hear so I listen to the song. I love it the song was called WHAT MAKES YOU BEAUTIFUL by ONE DIRECTION.After listening to the song complete it total turned my view about life around I did a 360 that day. Ok so why does WHAT MAKES YOU BEAUTIFUL mean to me. It means that I still beautiful life will throw me curve balls at me but I can make it through whatever life throws at me being alive is precious and beautiful no matter what happen I can get through it through the good and the bad. That I can only life once so I should enjoy the beauty in life while I can and just go along for the ride. That day I started my research I want to learn who this band call ONE DIRECTION is. I want to learn everything about them learn every song. Fast-forwarding to December 24,2012 this is the day that I became a DIRECTIONER. I soon found out that this day was also Louis birthday. Everything from that day truly was the start of a new way of thinking and living. I trying to make up on the time I missed being a fan by buying there albums and thing like that. So I ended this with so truly guy’s thanks for saving my life. If your song WHAT MAKES YOU BEAUTIFUL didn’t come on at that moment I don’t think I would be sitting at this dinner table with you.

The boys had tears in their eyes and all the boys got out of their seats and came over and gave me a big group hug. They told me that they always would be there if I need someone to talk to. We all gave each other contact numbers and things like that. I had to sign an agreement that I would never reveal any of their contact information if so there would be consciences. I signed it and I would never give any of it out to anyone. Then they warned me about people trying to be my friend cause I knew them. Also how to act in public cause what I do could affect the view of them cause I was their friends and they told me other things to I listen and agreed. It was late and I unfortunately had to leave but they promised that they would keep in contact and would visit soon and that they would fly me over whenever they were home so we could hang or when they want to fly to the US and hang with me I told them they could. We said a tearful good bye then Paul led me to the car and drove me home. I got a text from Niall saying they missed already and that they would be planning on getting together real soon.

MY DREAM ENDED HERE.

YEAH SO WHAT HAPPEN IN THIS DREAM IS PERSONAL AND I AM WILLING TO SHARE MY STORY. IF ANYONE IS DEPRESSED OR NEEDS SOMEONE TO TALK TO JUST MESSAGE ME ON HERE OR GET IN CONTACT WITH ME ON TWITTER @Christina_w91 and we could talk there. Well always remember to LIVE WHILE WE’RE YOUNG!!!!!!!

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