Road trip gone wrong...Yet so right!

~ Eleanor's P.O.V ~

"Harry! You cheeky bastard! Put the camera back before we get in trouble!" I playfully shout to Harry, earning a chuckle from everyone as they continue taking random pictures.. Which I couldn't help but join in on. This was honestly so fun right now.. Just being able to let loose and not be so serious was a gift these boys all had..definitely one of the many reasons I love them all. This was seriously the middle of a very special memory.
"Come on El.. Don't be shy!" Harry chimes back to me. Turning the camera around, ready to snap a picture of Louis and I as im comfortably clinging to his back. Before seconds of him taking the picture, my tounge stuck out in humor as my boyfriend gave the camera a wink. CLICK. Signally he took the picture Harry then showed us it. "How sexy are we.." Louis lets out a loud laugh at the view. Omfg. I errupt with giggles. "Supper sexy!" I exclaim before giving Lou a kiss on his cheek.
Picking my head up and gazing over everyone's actions. I see Harry now taking a picture of Gabby on Liam's back as they flash there funny faces. My attention turns to Scarlet and Zayn and he runs in circles while she squeals happily "Zayn!" then he just laughs. They are so cute! They all are...

I couldn't help myself but feel a sudden sadness overcome me slightly. With only 3 months to go.. That means.. :( ill be leaving soon. Before any of them leave.. Im leaving first. yet they don't even know it. I haven't had the courage to tell any of them. Except Louis, he's known from thew beginning when im leaving but I asked him not to say anything of it. When they hear WHEN im actually leaving.. I can't even think of the sadness that will fill the air!
Just of how I have become so close with these girls and how they excepted me and treated me as a fourth best friend was unbelievablely nice and really just shows how amazing all three of them are. Even if I know I could never be close with them as much as they are with each other, we are all still close. I need to tell them. They deserve to know. But when? I must say before at least 3 days before I leave.. Which means I have to tell them today. Just GREAT! my heart just broke.

Notes

I love you guys and shout out to @Love 1D ! xxx thanks girl!

Love you allllllll! Im actually think of doing a sequel but idk. Comment your opinion??? ;D