Live a little, would you?

So now we're in the car and I'm starting to get nervous my whole body is shaking and my stomach is full of butterflies "fuck" i say under my breath.
" you okay sweetheart?" asks Layla turning to look at me "yeah just nervous i guess" i reply smiling
"don't be you look great and you don't have a crush on him remember?" Louis says winking from the revue mirror.
I laugh he is such a good friend im glad Layla invited me to that beach party. He has really helped me alot and if it wasnt for him id be in texas living with my mom, locked in my room reading. But instead im here with them and about to see my crush.
"Thanks" i finally say. They are holding hands "you guys are awesome" i continue and giggle i feel like a kid.
Layla smiles and they look at each other "aww our little girl is growing up" says Layla "nah! she's just saying that so we can buy her drinks" responds louis.
My mouth drops "no! FYI! Louis, i dont drink!" i stick my tounge out at him. "What?!" he says almost losing control of the car "lou! watch out!" layla screams in concern.
"like ever?!" louis asks shoked "yeah never why?" i respond shyly. "oh no you ARE going to drink at least two shot yeah?" he looks at me again from the revue mirror. "What the heck! yeah why not?" i say with a wide smile this is going to be an interesting night i think to myself.
we arive to this cool looking club and Lou looks around with a straight face, like somethings wrong.
"stay here" he says coldly and gets out the car and walks around "what the f-?" i interupt Layla with "what's going on?!" then theres a slam on her window followed by Louis loud laughter.
"God! lou you scared the crap outta me! dumbass!" layla says as he opens her door and hepls her out. Then he walks to my door and hepls me out "dick! i hate you!" i tell him "it was a joke yay-ley calm down" and then he starts laughing even more "still nervous?" he asks " no!" i respond coldly "you welcome" he says smiling.
"Lets just go already" i say and push him out of my way "jerk!". "Hey i hepled you" he protested.
Once we are inside i text Zayn to meet up, we go into this private area with a long red couch. we all sit down we are six in total so our group is pretty big. Zayn's friends are coicidently a couple aswell. "
"hey guys these are my friends Louis and Layla " i say to the couple and they all shake hands then i stare at Zayn so he can introduce us to his friends but he is just staring at me "Zayn?" i ask him "yeah?" he says still looking at me.
i gesture to his friends "arent you going to introduce us?" he looks at his friends "oh yeah" he says quickly " this is Harry and his girlfriend Beatrice" we all shake hands again and i look at Zayn i mouth a are you okay?, he nods and smirks. we sit down Harry and Beatrice are such a cute cuple they both have perfectly brown curley hair, beatrice hair is long obviously. He is really tall while she is shorter but it doesnt matter i heard girls like tall guys and i guess i like tall guys too. Beatrice is also really pale and has big brown eyes while harry is a little darker and has greenish eyes they also both have contagious smiles. they seem perfect for eachother and also cant keep their hands off eachother, im a little jelouse but dont freak out guys its not a bad feeling. Anyway we start talking about everything like our dreams and goals and sometimes Zayn and i get excluded because the couples talk about how they met each other so its sort of awkward meanwhile i start odering some drinks.
i try a shot with Louis i think i drinked it wrong it whent up my nose and and it burned as fuck!. Louis told me to try again after i recovered. so i did and it wasnt that i got the hang of it and literaly didnt after that it was just shot after shot after shot!
After a while they all whent to dance except for me and zayn but before louis left with layla to the dance floor he winked at mei swallowed hard. Which made me order another shot at this i dont remember how many i have had but oh well. i looked at zayn and smiled he was so cute and perfect i just had admire him. he still had his jet black hair into a quiff and his skin glowed a beautiful caramel color aswell as his eyes sometimes green, sometimes brown. his perfect straight chin made a shadow on his neck. He still reminded me of Aladin then i notest i was staring so i looked away towards the table and my drink is sitting there so i chuged it.
"Hayley?" zayn asks, so i turn to look at him and smile "yeah?" i say my voice a little too shaky.
"you look beautiful" he says smiling "thanks you look nice too" i respond i have always liked how he dressed its really cool and classy he also was wearing a trench coat over a black sweater and a white scarf.
there was a short silence until he interrupts it with an "awkward" i smile "yeah" i say in agreement. i order another shot and ask "so what have you been up to? at the cafe you didnt tell me so..". "well, this might soud cheeky but i want to be an artist i love to sing and well ive been trying to get noticed by a records company . Meanwhile i'm a waiter in a restaurant".
"oh that's cool, would you sing something for me?" i say strangely verry happy zayns face is moving and doubling in my head. the whole world is spinning then i feel the drinks starting to come back up. Zayn sees me and can tell what is happening with me "love are you okay?" he asks worried. But then the feeling went away and i respond with a nod of the head i quickly turn around that would have been gross. i see another drink has been set on the table so i start to drink it when zayn gets really close to so close i can feel his breath close to my chin he take the drink away from me and says "i think you had enough, love". "what? why?" i protest im not drunk,well i don't think so i feel happy. "because if you keep drinking its soon going to come back up" he says worried again. i start to get nervous because he is really close to me and i think im gonna stare to much. " you want to get some fresh air?" i ask "yeah ,sure" zayn says with a smirk. we walk outside and i feel i bit clumsy zayn has to help me walk and every time i trip or something i get giggle attacks zayn looks at me giggling and he chuckles a little too. we finally get outside.
"Do you feel better love?" he asks "yeah"i say smiling. he returns the smile then his face changes like he's scared or something he rubs the back of his neck and says "Hayley? i have something to tell you. "What? i say nervously "you know i never thought i'd see you again but somehow i kept expecting to see you, one way or another. and now here you are" he says but i felt like he wanted to say something else "okay" i say because i really don't know what to answer. he starts to pace and i just stand there trying to understand he looks back at me "gosh what I'm trying to say is that i-" i cut him off "Zayn" i say because i start to feel sick again and once again the drinks come back up but they don't stop so i cover my mouth Zayn looks at me worried "the drinks they are coming back up?" i just nod and he continues with "i told you love" while i run to the nearest trash can and vomit. i can feel his hand in my back god this is so embarrassing. then i hear Layla and Louis voice asking "what's going on?" then everything goes black.

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