Change Me ***EDITING***

Brooklyn's pov

"Brooklyn...I wish we had never met."

I replayed those words in my head, over and over again whilst laying in bed that night.
Why would Harry say that to me?
Does he really mean that?

My thoughts were interrupted when my phone vibrated.
I picked it up. The bright screen hurt my eyes, I blinked a few times trying to adjust my eyes to the light.
**one new text message**
The screen read.
I clicked on it.

What popped up on my screen was a photo of my bedroom. The text was from an unknown number. That's a little creepy considering the only people who have been in my room are the guys...One of them probably came into my bedroom while I was on my date with Zayn and took this picture so they could send it to me and freak me out. Make me think some stranger was in my room. It was probably Louis.
I decided to text back, just for the hell of it.

*To: Unknown Number*
"Reallllll funny Louis. Trying to freak me out with your creepy text message? Not gonna work."

I clicked send.

Withing seconds, I got a reply.

*From: Unknown Number*
"Its not Louis....Have a nice night. I'll be seeing you"

Okay...If its not Louis, it must be one of the other guys...
Whatever. I'll ask them about it in the morning. Its probably nothing.
I put my earphones in my ears, and turned on some 'Arctic Monkeys' to fall asleep to.
I snuggled into my blanket, and closed my eyes letting sleep envelope me.

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"Okay you're all set. Here are your schedules, and school maps. We're very excited to have you join us here at Orange-Grove High School!" Tammy the (overly happy and perky) guidance counselor said, handing Harry and I our papers.
We were at Orange-Grove, getting registered for school.
Orange-Grove is a snotty, stuck up charter school. They make you wear snotty, stuck up uniforms, and the people who go here are all snotty, and stuck up rich kids.
I was not looking forward to starting school in less than a month, but oh well. At least its my last year of high school.
"And Harry, and Brooklyn are very excited as well, right guys?" Anne smiled.
"Uh yes" I said, forcing a smile.
"Yeah" Harry agreed.
"Good, well it was nice meeting you! You are free to go now" Tammy smiled so big i thought her eyeballs were gonna pop out of her skull.

Harry and I hadn't spoken since last night. I decided to leave him alone, and stay away from him as much as possible.
We got into the car without saying a word to each other. We drove the whole way home without saying a word to each other, and just as we were about to get out of the car Anne stopped us.

"You two are acting weird. Are you alright?" she asked sincerely.
"um were fine.." I said, looking to Harry.
"yeah. everything's just peachy" Harry said, a bit sarcastically.

Anne gave us a weird look.
"Alright..." she said a bit uncertainly, before walking inside.

I walked in after her, and decided to go hangout with Zayn for a bit.
I walked down the basement stairs, and stopped outside of his bedroom door, which was right across from mine.
I knocked.

"Come in" i heard him shout.

I twisted the knob and stepped inside.
He was sitting at his desk. He had a pencil in his hand, and his sketchbook on his desk.
He looked up at me and smiled.
"Hey baby. How was registering for school?" Zayn asked, as i walked over to him.
"It was alright. I couldnt wait to come home and see you tho" I said, sitting on his lap.
"Mmm. I missed you." Zayn said, moving his hands to my hips and his mouth to my neck.
"I missed you too. What are you working on.?" I asked, pointing to the sketchbook that was now shut.
"Its a surprise. I'll show you it when its done." he said.
"Please show me now. just one peek!" i pleaded, wiggling around, trying to reach the sketchbook that was sitting atop his desk.
Zayn groaned.
"oh sorry..did i hurt you?" i asked, turning to face him again.
"No. But if you keep wiggling like that, you're gonna give me a boner." Zayn laughed.
"oh..you mean if i keep wiggling like this?" i teased, grinding on his lap.

He groaned again, then without warning threw me onto his bed.
He climbed on top of me, and started kissing down my neck.

"Im gonna make you feel so good.." i said, tugging on Zayns belt.
He froze, then climbed off of me.
"Wait.. we cant do this.." Zayn said, rubbing the back of his neck nervously.
"Oh...okay." i said, feeling very embaressed.
"Oh its not because of you!" Zayn exclaimed. "Its because.. im leaving for college in two weeks..I just got my acceptance letter."
"oh.. uh.. What college are you going to?" i asked.
"Ohio University. I applied a few months ago and forgot. I just found out i got accepted. The only problem is, its 574 miles from you..." Zayn said, sadly.

Oh.
I cant believe it.
He's leaving.

"Well where does this leave us?" i asked, although i already knew the answer.

"I guess we should end things for now.. Long distance relationships are too hard..But i'll be back in a couple years. Maybe when im back, if we are both single, we can try again. I really do like you Brookie" Zayn said, softly stroking my face.

I swallowed back the tears, and mustered up a small smile.

"I really like you too, Zaynie. You'll do great in Ohio. I know you will." i said, then very slowly i leaned in for one last kiss.
Zayn leaned in too, and soon our lips met. But only for a brief second before Zayn pulled away.

"so...friends?" Zayn asked, reaching out his hand for me to shake.

why do people always leave?
Just as im starting to fall for this boy, he breaks my heart.

I take a deep breath, and put on a fake smile before shaking his hand.

"Yeah. Friends"

Notes

Im so sorry if this chapter was sucky:/
I know its been a few days since ive updated and i apologize for that! ive just had alot going on.
But my computer finally got here!
That means my chapters will be longer, and better!
I will update as soon as possible tomorrow!

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