Change Me ***EDITING***

(Authors note; This chapter reminds me of the song "Marilyn" by G-eazy..you should listen to it. Idk)

Harrys pov

After the long 9 hour flight, we all decided to check into a hotel tonight, and go find my mom tomorrow.

Even tho I was very anxious to find her, I needed one more night to get my head together.

we got two rooms.
Louis, Liam, and I shared one.
While Niall, Zayn, and Brooklyn shared the other.

I was such a dick to Brooklyn.

I need to make things right.

I finished changing into a pair of sweats, and left the room.
i made sure to grab my key card so I wouldn't be locked out.

Niall, Zayn, and Brooklyn's room was right across the hall.

I knocked on the door.
A few seconds later, Niall opened it.

"oh hey Harry did ya need something?" Niall asked

"uh.. Can I talk to Brooklyn? Where's she at?" I replied.

"that depends, are you going to be a dick to her?" Niall challenged.

"No actually, I wanted to apologize " I explained

Niall looked at me, and raised his eyebrow.
But finally he opened the door further to let me in.

"come on in, I'll go find her.." Niall said, walking off.

i took a seat on the small couch.

Brooklyn walked out wearing spandex and a 'Guns n' Roses' sweatshirt.

"what do you want Harry?" She asked, sounding annoyed.

damn she looks beautiful.

"Uh. Walk with me?" I asked.

"fine whatever." She replied.

we exited the room, and just walked around the hotel.

"Look..Im really sorry. I've acted like a complete dick lately.
I still owe you an explanation to who Lindsay is..you deserve to know.." I trailed off, waiting for her to speak.

"Alright tell me" she finally said.

i told her the everything.

Once I was finished, I looked at her.

"Do you hate me now?" I asked.

She sighed.
"No Harry. That was just...alot to take in..I'm glad you told me."

we kept walking, I walked her back to her room.

"so..I know you and Zayn are like..together now but I want to let you know, I didn't use you for sex. I was lying when i said i did. Because you mean so much more to me then that, I was just too afraid to admit it." I said.
"But now it's too late" I whispered.



And with that I turned around I walked back into my room. Not giving her a chance to reply.
Not looking back.
Because it took all I had in me not to turn around and kiss her.
i couldn't.
I had my chance.
i fucked it up.
shes with Zayn now.

Notes

I'm updating again tonight and the next chapter is going to be very intense and sad!!!
So prepare yourselves! Lol.

ugh I'm still grounded

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