**Aria’s POV** Monday
I wake up sprawled over Louis’s chest. Pulling myself off of him I realize I’m only in a tee shirt and he’s only in boxers. Worry flushes through my mind. No, we didn’t have sex. We couldn’t have. I remember kissing him, but that’s all we did, right?
I swig me feet out over to side of the bed. A light head ache washes over me and I feel like I haven’t eaten in days. I pulled on some random clothes from my bag and head into the living room. Liam, Dani, Zayn, Perrie, and Harry were awake. I walking into the kitchen and swallowed two Advil before even talking them. “Who’s coming to get breakfast with me?” I said quietly.
“Me” Harry said as he pulled himself off from the floor.
We walked down stairs to where the hotel breakfast is. I grabbed a bagel with cream cheese, an apple, two mini muffins, and orange juice before sitting down at a table with Harry.
“You hungover?” I asked him.
“A little, but not that bad, you?” He said as he ate a bowl of cereal.
“Kind of but it’ll be gone in like an hour” I said keeping my focus on the food that I was quickly eating. “What do you remember?”
“Um, never have I ever, you and Niall jump in the pool naked, questions, then I pasted out,” He said. “What about you?”
“All of that then talking to Zayn and Perrie and falling asleep with Lou” Harry’s eyes widened as I said the last part.
“You guy didn’t do- that, did you?” He questioned.
“No, no, Leah and Jane fell asleep on the couch so I just invited him to sleep in my room” I quickly defended. Hopefully that’s all that happened and I’m remembering right.
We finished our food before heading back upstairs where everyone is awake now. I went and sat on the couch next to Lou.
“We need to talk” he said almost immediately. I trailed behind him into my room. “I’m just going to get to the point; did we have sex last night?” Louis said as he dropped onto my bed.
How is he so comfortable talking about something like this? “Um, no” I said sure of it now. I’ve never blacked out ever so after I kissed him last night I must have just fell asleep.
“Are you sure?” he questioned.
“Yeah, Jane and Leah fell asleep on the couch so I asked if you wanted to sleep in here” I said and he just gave me a weird nod. “Why?”
“Well I woke up half naked in your bed and can’t remember the end of last night, what else would I think?” he said with a slight chuckle.
I felt really awkward talking about this, but c’mon who wouldn’t feel awkward talking about something like this. I just laughed and then we headed back out to the living room. Before I could even sit down Jane grabbed my arm and was pulling me back into the bedroom.
“We need to talk now” Leah explained as she shut the door.
“You hooked up with Lou?” Jane said as a question.
“No” gosh why did everyone jump to conclusions.
“Then what happened” Leah urged.
“Okay, well, while we were talking to Zayn and Perrie you two passed out on the couch. So me being my friendly, flirty, drunk self I asked if Lou wanted to sleep in here. We kissed, that’s it” I explained quickly.
“When you asked him to sleep in here did you think all you were gonna do is kiss?” Leah asked.
What kind of question is that? “I don’t know; I mean I was drunk, it’s all fuzzy.”
“You wanted to hook up with him didn’t you” Jane laughed.
“Really, Jane” I couldn’t help, but laugh at her silly little laugh.
“But really did you?”
Did I want something to happen last night? Even if I did it was most definitely the alcohol in me thinking. “No, of course not,” I finally said “Now if you don’t mind” I smiled before walking back into the living room.
The second I stepped out everyone got quiet. Oh damn it; they were just talking about me and Louis. I could feel my face getting hotter by the second. I just nervously stood there for a few seconds before finally word left my mouth “I’m just gonna- um- go back in my room now” I murmured.
“No, No” Lou said quickly with a laugh “come here.”
I went and sat down next to him. Everyone went back to normal conversation finally and I just placed my gaze on the TV. I attempted to get comfy on the little couch but fail.
Lou laughed and I shot him a glare. “Just come here” he said grabbing my hips and pulling me up onto his lap. He was sitting straight on the couch and I was sitting on his lap nervously with my legs stretched out on the rest of the couch. “Relax” he whispered into my ear sending chills down my back. I slowly relaxed each muscle in my body.
Wait, why am I optional sitting on Louis’s lap? ‘Because when an amazing, caring, and don’t forget extremely attractive guy asks you to sit on his lap you do it’ that annoying little voice in my head said. When did I start thinking of Louis as amazing and caring? Ugh, this doesn’t even matter! I’m on vacation, everything should be easy and relaxed, so I can sit on Louis’s lap; it doesn’t mean anything.
Louis hand landed lightly on my leg breaking me from thought. I didn’t react until my started draw small circle with his figure on my bare thigh; I knocked his hand off my leg quickly. I really don’t understand him, one minute he’s being sweet and kind then the next he’s being a pervert.
He smirked at me “Just let it happen”
“Ha, you wish” I snapped back.
I thought that would be the end of it but then he was bring his mouth up to my ear. I could feel his hot breath on my neck that made butterflies erupt in my stomach. “You want this, Aria”
He started leaving a trail of kisses from my ear down my neck. I am frozen; I couldn’t say anything or move a muscle. Why aren’t I stopping him? I can’t want this, it’s wrong. I’m foreign to this, while Louis’s been doing stuff like this for years. A light moan escaped my lips when he came across a sweet spot, drawing the attention of everyone in the room.
My hands shoot up covering my mouth and Louis leaned back with a smirk across his face. I knew my face was bright red.
I was past embarrassed and Louis seemed proud. “I hate you” I said to Lou as I dropped my head back onto the arm of the couch so I was looking up at the ceiling, trying to avoid making eye contact with anyone.
“I’d hate you too if I was her” Harry piped in laughing.
“She wishes that she could hate me, but she can’t” Louis said happily poking my ribs. I just punch his arm as a response.

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