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Saved By Liam Payne

What Is and What Shouldn't Be

She's actually gone. I fall to the ground as tears fall from my face. I pound my fists onto the ground as I sob. I lost her. I failed. I was suppose to help her through this. I promised her I would help her fight this. I promised to get her through this and I failed. "Where is she?" Harry comes up to me out of breath. I just shake my head. "Wha-No. No. No she didn't." He shakes his head in denial. "She's gone Harry! She's never coming back! She jumped off the bridge! I saw her fall right off the edge! I failed. I failed. I'm sorry." I sob falling onto my side. MEGAN'S P.O.V I see someone running towards me. Oh no. I'm not letting anyone stop me this time. I finally recognize them. Liam. There's someone running behind him too. Wait, is that...Harry? But, she must have told them that I know. Unless she was lying, to get me away from them! That bitch. "NO!" Liam yells only a few feet from me. I give him a small smile and lean forward all the way. I see the water crashing towards me and I know I succeeded. Finally, I'll be gone. I plummet towards the dark rocks sticking out of the water. I crash into the water and I'm overcome by darkness. Goodbye world. LIAM'S P.O.V Harry runs off and I get up. I start to walk back to the flat, sobbing the whole way. I walk in and sit on the couch. I stare at the wall as tears run freely down my face. "Mate? What are you doing awake? It's like three in the morning." A Irish voice fills the room. How am I gonna tell him. How do I tell him our best friend just killed herself. All because of me. How... "Mate. What's wrong?" He asks worriedly. I look at him with blurry vision. More tears fall from my eyes. "I'm sorry Niall." I say, my voice cracking. "For what?" He asks hugging me. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I failed. I failed my job. I didn't help her. I'm sorry." I sob into him. I just want to scream and cry. I just want her back. But I'm never going to have her back. Ever. "What happened?" He asks. "She's gone Niall. She did it. She's gone. I'm sorry." I say quietly. "What mate? I didn't hear you." He says putting his ear closer to my mouth. "Liam? Was that yo-" Zayn says walking in. "Liam. What happened? Where is she?" He asks. I just stare at him blankly. "No. She-No." He says. I just nod. I see his eyes get glossy. "Okay what the hell is going on?" Niall asks. "Meg. She-She's gone. Isn't she?" Zayn says turning to me. I just cry. "I'm sorry." I say. "You mean she's-gone gone?" Niall asks. Zayn nods and I feel tears hit my cheek that aren't mine. I look up and see Niall's face red and tears falling from his eyes. "It's all my fault. If I hadn't agreed to Simons' deal we could have been happy. None of this would have happened." I sob. "What does the deal have anything to do with this?" Niall asks. I look at Zayn and he explains everything to Niall. "So she thought I hated her when she did that? And she hated me?" He says crying more. We sit there for hours, crying our eyes out. Lou's not going to take this too well either. They were so alike. He was so happy when he met her. He even told me that it's like he found his twin. Now, he lost his twin. From the moment they started talking, they were like brother and sister. Wait, how am I suppose to tell Stan that she's gone. He's going to kill me. Literally murder me and bury me in the backyard. He was so protective of her and I didn't keep her safe like I was suppose to. I didn't get her through this. I just made it worse. Finally the sun rises and were still sitting there taking it all in. Realising that this is reality, not some game where they have unlimited lives. In this game, you only have one. And she used all of her life. Now she's gone. Never coming back. We finally see the difference between reality and fantasy. There's no coming back. LOUIS' P.O.V I wake up groggily. Why is there such thing as morning. Why can't we just have afternoon instead of morning...is that a thing? I think it should be. I get out of bed and go to my closet. I throw on some clothes and walk downstairs whistling. I go into the kitchen and grab a bowl and fix some cereal. I walk into the family room and see Zayn, Niall, and Liam huddled together. "Are we having a secret meeting or something?" I whisper whilst walking by them. I sit down and start eating my cereal. "Uhm. Lou, we need to tell you something." Liam says, his voice cracking. They finally look up at me and their faces are red and stained with tears. This is something serious if Zayn is crying. "What?" I ask worriedly. "It's Megan." Zayn says. "What about her?" I ask cautiously. "She-" He starts but is cut off with more tears. "Lou. Megan is-" Liam starts. "She's dead for god's sake! She's gone! Never coming back!" Niall finally bursts. "What." My voice cracks. "No. She's upstairs sleeping. She's sleeping in Liams bed. She's gonna wake up any minute and we're going to mess around like little kids. She's not gone." I say. "No Lou. She's gone. I'm sorry." Liam says quietly. "No. NO! No she can't be. She's not gone. You guys are joking." I say getting up, dropping the bowl onto the floor letting it smash into pieces. Niall flinches and I start walking to the stairs. I notice the big mess of glass. What the hell happened? Oh well. I walk up the stairs and to Liam's room. I open the door and walk in. I go to the bed and see thrown sheets. I toss them around and slam my fists onto the bed. She can't be gone. She's like my sister. I don't care if we've only known each other a month. She was like my twin. She was my twin. I need her. She can't be gone. She just went back home. Yea thats all. She wemt home. I walk back downstairs and out the front door. I get in my car and drive over to her house. I go up to the door. I don't bother knocking, I just go in. I walk up to her room and open the door. I walk in and see her bed nicely made and the room clean. I walk back out and drive to the park. I get out and walk through the grass. "Why? Why did you take her from me?! I want her back! I need her back. We need her." I yell to the sky, falling to the ground. I curl up in a ball and cry. She can't leave us. She can't just leave like that. Why did she leave? How? I walk back to my car after a while and drive back. I walk in and to Liam. "How?" I ask. He explains what happened. "That fucking bitch! I swear to god!" I yell in rage. "What's up gu-" The bitchs' voice fills the room. "What's wrong Liam?" She asks walking towards him. She tries to hug him but he pushes her away. "You. You did this! You fucking did this!" I snap. She jumps back, startled. "What? Zayn..."She says turning to him but has a confused look when she see's him crying also. "She's dead! She's fucking dead Danielle! You made her do this! You made her kill herself! hate you! We all hate you." I spit. She looks taken aback but then regains herself. "I didn't do shit. Don't blame anyone but yourself for not being there for her." She says. "You made her think we hated her! You made her think we despised her! Why would you do this! You killed her. You drove her to do this!" I yell at her. "Zayn I told you not to tell them!" She yells at him. He just stays silent. "Don't fucking yell at him! He did the right thing. At least we know the truth. We know the real you." I say. "Get out." She says. "Oh no. You're not kicking me out of my god damn house! If anyone's leaving it's you." I say glaring at her. "Liam. Tell him to get out." She whines nudging him. He just sits there silently. "Liam!" She yells. "No. He's right, if anyone's leaving, it's you. So I suggest you leave." He says calmly. "Bu-" "Now." He says impatient. "Liam!" "Get out of my house! Now!" He finally yells. She huffs and goes upstairs to grab her bags. She comes back downstairs. "Can I at least have a ride?" She asks. "You have legs." Niall pips up. She rolls her eyes and glares at him, walking out the door. "I'm gonna call Simon." Liam says getting up. He pulls out his phone and walks into the other room. I just can't believe she's gone. "It's not going to be the same." Niall says, his voice cracking. "I know mate. I know." I say hugging him. Poor lad, he never handles sadness well. Zayn was always the one to handle it better than anyone, and even he isn't doing well. But, where is Harry?

Notes

Hey! So I decided to do a double update so come back later and you'll see the next chapter up. Probably around noon? Idkits 10 now so probably around noon-1. Anyway, leave a comment and tell me what you think! Bye my lovelys :)

Comments

@Megan_Goings
Do it in a chap?

Katy_payne Katy_payne
3/3/15

WTF SHE CANT JUST DIE WTF OMG DO T DO THIS OMG IM CRYING . IM GOING TO DIE WRITE IT PLEASE

Katy_payne Katy_payne
3/3/15

Guys its not letting me leave my note at the bottom of the chapter

Megan_Goings Megan_Goings
3/2/15

Write an epilogue pl

Han1D Han1D
3/2/15

WRITE AN EPILOUGE PLEASE XD XX

Katy_payne Katy_payne
3/1/15