Survivors

I pull out my phone in the morning as I hit the off button on my alarm clock. I open up 'Yahoo' and the first thing I see on the front page is a picture of me and Harry. It was the moment when we were hugging and he had his cheek resting on the top of my head. "Holy shit," I mutter as I click on the article and start to read.

'Harry Styles caught at the Andromeda shopping mall with a blue eyed beauty on Tuesday, May 7th. He was caught on camera in a tight embrace as they strolled along through the mall. This girls name is currently unknown, but a private source says that she is the star character that is shooting the movie, Mirage, with Harry. Hopefully her name will be revealed later as the movie comes into the light more. But this hug leads us to the most important topic of this article, Is Harry cheating on Kendall Jenner? This topic will be looked into as the month progresses-and hopefully we will get our answers soon.'

I stare at the screen of my phone in shock. Harry has a girlfriend? A girlfriend who is sisters with a bunch of girls who have a drama show about their pathetically annoying lives and selves? "Fuck you Harry," I curse as I throw my phone to the end of my bed. I yank a lacy black top and black skinny jeans and knee high, high hell boots out of my closet as I fum in anger that Harry tried to cheat on his girlfriend with me yesterday by holding my hand. I look myself over in the mirror as I apply a large amount of heavy black eyeliner and mascara to my eyelids and lashes. I harshly brush some black eye shadow on and grab my black satchel and phone and storm out the door. I look down at my outfit as I apply some blood red lipstick. I don't feel like wearing anything colorful or joyful today. I feel like Harry should back up or he will get a knuckle sandwich for what he did. Not only did he try to cheat on his girlfriend, he tried to cheat on her with me! He knows I'm in a fragile state in my life right now and he tries to take advantage of me-that's not fair to his girlfriend or me!

I yank the wheel of my black Toyota Camry to the left, sending it into a sharp turn into the studio parking lot. I climb out and slam the door shut as I crash through the door of the studio, heading down the hallway to the scene shooting room. All I knew as I approached the door at the end of the hall was, I was on a war path.

I stormed through the door and immediately saw the cheater, he was standing there so innocently as he talked to Ray. "Bastard," I spit out through my teeth. I marched up to him and yanked in his hair, whipping him around to face me. "You really think I'm going to obliviously stand off on the side as you try to cheat on your girlfriend," I say venomously as I point a threatening finger at him. Harry stands there speechless as he looks at my appearance and my facial expression. The rest of the people in the room have turned to look at our fight as I lean in closer to Harry so he can see that I'm demanding an answer. "I didn't mean to cheat on her, I just-well...um...well, we haven't been having a very good relationship lately, uh, so we have been fighting constantly. I just thought I should try to move on," he explains quietly, still clearly scared of me. "So you try to move on with me after you know that I just lost my loving boyfriend and am in an extremely fragile state, you still decide to mess with my emotions and feeling. And I haven't even mentioned your girlfriend. Even thigh you may be fighting, she will still be crushed that you did this. "I DIDN'T MEAN TO PLAY WITH YOUR EMOTIONS OR UPSET YOU, AND MY PERSONAL LIFE IS MY PERSONAL LIFE SO GET AWAY FROM ME YOU BITCH!" he explodes in my face. I bring my hand into contact with his face as hard as I can-slapping him and leaving a red handprint. "You bitch," he seethes, his words dripping in venom. I yank on his hair, very hard, paying him back for now the second time he has called me that. I turn in the heel of my black boots and storm out the door, leaving Ray and the rest of the staff and actors completely stunned.

"Asshole," I spit out as I walk to my car and floor the pedal, desperate for so 'Ben and Jerry's' ice cream waiting in the freezer for me at home.

Notes

I might add polyvore links later-and sorry about the short update again and long wait-I will try to do better in the future, love you all my lovely readers! (Sorry about the language, but it kind of fit with this chapter.)