(Sorry) Blame It On Me
Not now, Not ever
Harry’s POV
I love Darlene but it hurts to know I won’t be able to support her, and I’m just the damn dirt and shit in her life. So my only decision was to go behind her back and sell drugs, I had to but I had to keep it a secret cause if she found we are over. Man I don’t want to fucking do this! I love her god damn it and I don’t want to lose my angel.
I can’t and I won’t.
Darlene’s POV
I was so glad Harry had decided not to sell drugs and join Louis’s gang again; it shows me how much I mean to him.
So today I’m going to search for some jobs, and hopefully he’ll take one soon.
-3 hours later-
I closed the door and a gorgeous Harry with messy curls and sweatpants came rushing in to hug me up.
“Damn I miss you.”
“Harry I found some jobs for you.”
“Really? Oh and Doll I have to talk to you now.”
“Okay.”
He took my hand and led me to the living room, he took my hand and a tear slipped down his face. What’s going on?
“I’m sorry Doll I’m sorry. I took the job.”
“Harry? The job that Louis offered?”
“Yes but I’m only selling weed an-“
I didn’t let him finish I just ran and got the applications and threw them in his face. I can’t deal with this not now not ever. So I left maybe for forever.
“Have a nice life Harry.”
“Don’t you dare give up on me or us. You promised and don’t you understand you mean the world to me. I want a life with you Darlene I want to have sex with you and only you cause your perfect in every way! I’ll tell Louis no but just don’t leave me. Not again, not again.”
That’s when tears welted his eyes and I felt guilty that I never even tried to work it out with him, I do love him and I promised not to ever give him up and I won’t. Not now, not ever.
I have to trust that he’ll listen to me and only me.
I love Darlene but it hurts to know I won’t be able to support her, and I’m just the damn dirt and shit in her life. So my only decision was to go behind her back and sell drugs, I had to but I had to keep it a secret cause if she found we are over. Man I don’t want to fucking do this! I love her god damn it and I don’t want to lose my angel.
I can’t and I won’t.
Darlene’s POV
I was so glad Harry had decided not to sell drugs and join Louis’s gang again; it shows me how much I mean to him.
So today I’m going to search for some jobs, and hopefully he’ll take one soon.
-3 hours later-
I closed the door and a gorgeous Harry with messy curls and sweatpants came rushing in to hug me up.
“Damn I miss you.”
“Harry I found some jobs for you.”
“Really? Oh and Doll I have to talk to you now.”
“Okay.”
He took my hand and led me to the living room, he took my hand and a tear slipped down his face. What’s going on?
“I’m sorry Doll I’m sorry. I took the job.”
“Harry? The job that Louis offered?”
“Yes but I’m only selling weed an-“
I didn’t let him finish I just ran and got the applications and threw them in his face. I can’t deal with this not now not ever. So I left maybe for forever.
“Have a nice life Harry.”
“Don’t you dare give up on me or us. You promised and don’t you understand you mean the world to me. I want a life with you Darlene I want to have sex with you and only you cause your perfect in every way! I’ll tell Louis no but just don’t leave me. Not again, not again.”
That’s when tears welted his eyes and I felt guilty that I never even tried to work it out with him, I do love him and I promised not to ever give him up and I won’t. Not now, not ever.
I have to trust that he’ll listen to me and only me.
Sequel please!
7/20/14