(Sorry) Blame It On Me

Darlene's POV
When Harry said we should move I froze, he held my head and I still had his cum on my face he leaned down and slobbed a lovely kiss on my lips.
I pushed him away and ran out the room to the bathroom.
" Doll? What's wrong?" Harry banged on the door but I slid in the corner and cried.
I can't do this anymore we are moving too fast and he's scaring the hell out me.

He kept banging on the door, trying to get me to answer but I didn't.
I rocked back and forth in my arms and hummed Justin Bieber's 'I Would' to myself.
Eventually he stopped and I sighed, I heard footsteps move away.
I then slowly got up and stood for about 1 minute making sure he was gone. Once I was sure I turned to door knob and looked out into the hallway, he was sitting on the couch pulling his hair out. I decided it was a good time to sneak out so I quickley tiptoed to his room and opened the window.
I stepped onto the balcony and climbed down from the nearby tree since he lives 4 stories up, I landed on the ground and ran to Lana's house.
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'Banging loudly'
" Lana!" I shouted until she opened looking like a complete mess.
" Darly babe what are you doing here?" She asked and I walked in. She grabbed my arm and pulled me upstairs to her room.
" Harry... he....." I tried to get out.
" Shh.. my parents are fucking sleeping keep it down!"
" Harry wants tto move faster with this relationship and I'm not ready Lana.. I'm not." We then heard her phone ring she picked it up and Harry was on the phone.
" Yeah...um she's not here...yeah I'll try okay? Bye." Lana hung up and I thanked her. I really couldn't face Harry right now not like this..
Lana hugged me and I sobbed into her shoulder.
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We just chilled all night and ate snacks it was fun, it was really a load off of this Harry stuff.
" Darlene your gonna have to face him sometime." Lana commented while we were watching 'Mean Girls'

" I know but I can't.... I mean... I..He.." I had no words, what I did was wrong I haven't even told him my feelings toward what he said.
I mean I said I loved him and I did this! What kind of person am I?
" Lana, I made a big mistake but I can't go just yet. We'll have a full out fight fest can I stay here for the night?"
Lana rolled her eyes and nodded.
That night I couldn't have counted the many times Harry had texted and called I had to turn off my phone at that point.
I couldn't sleep at all, the things pondering my mind. Harry...Dad...Mom..Brian..Andrew...Kendall..everything.
The one thing that bothered me was that moving in with Harry was what I had thought of before him. Having a family. A long life together.Dying in eachothers arms. Being forever. Having my heartbroken by him. Fighting for our love. Being something important to eachother. Getting married. Honesty. Trust. Loyality.
The scariest part is that I would. I would have said yes to him. Cause it would be perfect to me.

Notes

Sorry its short but I had writers block. Any ideas?