Through the Pain

This wouldn't be the first time I would be raped. I was first time i was raped the day after I was kidnapped. But, every time he does rape me, he usually beats me until I am unconcious. The day after my first time I woke up with extreme pain down bellow. This time I had I feel they wouldn't be so nice.

"My room" was in a basement. They was no windows in the room, just a single light bulb with a string in the center of the ceiling, there was mattress on the ground in the corner with a single pillow and blanket. There was a half bathroom where I would wash myself daily. There was a single mirror on the wall right above a large sink, where I would bathe.

Today was a better day so far, I didn't wake with pain in my lower hafe. I walked over to the washroom and cleaned myself. At least I could this room had warm water, I was lucky. After I redressd in my only clothes he provided for me I put my hair into a half French braid. I have gotten quite good a doing my hair since its the one way I can entertain myself all these years. For this past year I have also been working on getting fit, very fit. I now can do 150 full push-ups in one minute, 92 sit-ups in forty seconds, and with pipe that goes along the walls I have trained myself todo 50 in 60sec. One of these day I am planing to find enough courage to beat him up and run. I tried multiple times when I was youngher but he was stronger than I was, i would end up getting punished to not given food, beaten, or beaten and raped.

"He" is probably now in his sixties and has gotten to look older. He is tall, buff, and blacked haired. He has never told me his name, nor have I figured it out myself. If I ever speak a word without being asked I am punished, I learned that the hard way. I haven't talked in a very long time, I barely remember what my voice sounds like, but I know it's fragile.

Later that day.


I was playing with my hair in the bathroom when I heard the basement door open. By the sound of it, he sounded tipsy, like he was drunk. I quietly hurried back the main room and crawled up into a ball in the corner, scared of what would come next.

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