I woke up slowly.
"You are awake" Harry said and smiled.
"Mhhmm" I said and closed me eyes. Harry laughed.
"Are Louis here?" I asked.
"He is going to be here in like 2 minuts I think" Harry said.
"What is the time?" I asked. I could feel that Harry took his phone and looked.
"It's just 10 pm" He said.
"okay" I said.
"Ed is his room, just so you know" Harry said.
"When did he come?" I asked.
"Around 6-7 pm" He said.
"What did he say?" I asked, I sat up really close to Harry.
"He sat here next to you and talked to me for one or two hours, and he said that you should go in to him when you where awake" he said.
"I don't wanna go, I'm to lazy" I said and laughed a bit, he laughed he too.
"go" He smiled.
"Yeah yeah" I said and walked to Ed's room.
I knocked at the door two times and then Ed opened the door.
"Come in" He smiled. I walked in and sat down on his bed. I looked at him. First he was standing then he sat down forward me and putted his hand on my knee, I looked at his hand and then him.
"Tell me" He said.
"What?" I asked, like I was stupid.
"What happened?" He asked.
"He got me a drink and I drinked it, I was just drunk" I lied.
"I saw that someone had hitted you" He said and looked on my cheek.
"Well, maybe I hitted myself" I said.
"You and I both now that, that was a lie" He said.
"I was drunk" I said again.
"Harry told me a few thing's that you said and you said that he hitted you a few times and wanted have sex with you?" Ed said.
"I was drunk, let it go" I said and stood up. Ed stood up, for the door. I couldn't go out.
"I was drunk Ed" I said again.
"Please Aria, you can't lie to me all the time" He said.
"I have school on monday, I wanna go back and sleep again" I said and tried to around him but he didn't let me go. I tried again and he did like the idiot did, he pulled back my arm and looked angry out.
"Get away from me" I said and tried one time again and he did it again.
"Just tell me what happened" He screamed.
"I WAS FUCKING DRUNK ED, OKAY?" I screamed back.
"YOU CAN'T LIE, I SAW THAT SOMEONE HAD HITTED YOU" He screamed.
"WELL IF YOU KNOW WHY DO YOU EVEN ASK ME" I screamed back.
"I WANNA HEAR IT FROM YOU" He said.
"WHY? SO YOU CAN SEND YOUR MONITORS ON HIM?" I screamed back.
"Not that tone to me" He said.
"YOU DID THE SAME FUCKING TONE TO ME" I screamed and walked around him and opened the door and walked. Ed runned after me and grabbed both of my arms and pulled me to the wall.
"Listen to me" He said and tried to look me in the eyes...
Flashback.
This was the biggest fight Toby, we have been fighting for a while and I was so done with him. I took my bag and putted it down and putted on my shoes. I opened the door and was just going to go out and leave him forever when he grabbed both of my arms and pulled me back, he pulled me to the wall.
"Listen to me" He said and tried to look me in the eyes...
I looked away as much as I could, he turned my face so he could look me in the eyes.
"Where are you going?" he asked.
"I'm going to leave" I said back.
"No you aren't " He laughed.
"You can't tell me what to do? I'm not your fucking dog" I spotted in his face. I saw how angry he got and he hitted me cheeck really hard.
"Shut up" He said and grabbed my hair and pulled me up to the upper floor, I fall down on the floor when he let go off me.
"Why where you going to leave me" He asked.
"Bc, I don't wanna be with you" I said and tried to sit up, he got closer to me and kicked me many times and then hitted me, I could feel the pain in my body, when I screamed he just hitted harder and harder. When he was done he spotted on me and walked out.
"Don't ever think you can talk to me like that" He said and closed the door hard.
End of the flashback.
"Let go off me" I screamed.
"Easy, easy" Ed said with a calm voice.
"Let go off me, I don't want you to hurt me" I screamed I felt the tears come.
"I'm not going to hurt you?" Ed said.
"Everyone says that but they allways to" I scremed and tried to get away from him.
"Who?" He asked.
"Let go off me" I slapped his arm and tried to get away from him. I slapped his arms a few time again.
"Stop hitting me, what is going on, who has hurted you?" He asked.
"LET GO OFF ME" I screamed as loud as I could.
"Ariana calm down" Ed said. My tears steamed down from my face. I hitted him on his chest, his arm everything I could.
"Ariana, calm down" Ed said with a calm voice again.
"Ariana listen to him, calm down" Harry said, my tears come more.
"LET GO OFF ME" I screamed and slapped Ed in his face. I regretted it so much, he let go off me and I runned up to my room, I closed the door. What should I do... I can't live like this.
I walked in to the bathroom and took my razor blades, I cutted my arms, it hurted but the pain was good.
I took all the seaming tablets, a few headache tablets and I few ablets for my panic attacks. I feelt really qick how I didn't feel so good.
I tried to sit down in my bed but I falled down on the floor instead.
"Ariana?" I heard Ed and Harry say, they did it a few time, then everything got black.

Notes

What is happening here?..
I'm sorry bc I haven't write so much, school and everything you know. xx.