My bestfriend and My brothers bestfriend

When I come up to my room I changed cloths and laid down in my bed.
Next day.
I woke up and putted on putted, then I got back to my bed again, my cheek hurted as hell and I don't wanna go down stairs to meet Ed right now. I took my phone and saw two messiges.
From Ed:
I'm sorry that I'm not home when you wake up but I will come home around 5-6pm, I have talkt to Louis, he and Harry will come and look after you. We need to talk today little sis. I love you and you know that xx Ed.
From Louis:
Hey, text me when u are awake and Harry and I will come over. I heard what happenend and I'm here for u babe, see ya later xx Louis.
Why did they tell Louis? He will ask so much and ughhh I don't wanna tooo... I wanna stay in my bed. I crawled into my bed again.
Too Louis:
I'm awake, u can come if u wanna to. if u come can you buy me some headache tablets and seaming tablets? please? xx.
To Ed:
Se you then.
From Louis:
Why do you need seamings tablets? u have never taking them before? xx he know me to well... I walked out to the bath room and took up the shavings blades. I cutted a few times hard.
Too Louis:
I couldn't sleep today so i think i need them xx.
From Louis:
Okay, see ya in a few xx.
Too Louis:
Come up to my room, i don't wanna go downstairs xx.
From Louis:
Ofc babe xx.
I smiled and walked to my bed and sat down under the blanket. After 10 minuts Louis and Harry come in.
Louis sat down next to me and hugged me for a long time, it's hard to see him like this.. When he let go off me he looked in to my eyes.
"How are you?" Harry asked and hugged me and sat down in front of my feet.
"I'm okay" I said, first I looked on Harry and then down on my blanket.
"I know that is a lie" Harry said and putted his big hand on my knee. I looked on his hand, I couldn't answer bc I know I will break down and I don't wanna to that.
"Harry can you go down and get her some water?" Louis asked.
"Ofc I can" Harry said and stood up.
"I can do that by myself" I said and stood up.
"Please sit down, I do it" Harry said.
"I'm not a kid, I can go downstairs and take water to myself. It was my cheek not my legs, pleace" I said and walked downstairs. I heard how Louis and Harry come after me. I took the water and the headache tablets. I took two and they was gone fast.
"So what do you wanna do?" Harry asked.
"I don't know" I said and looked at Louis.
"We can watch a moive?" Louis smiled, I smiled back and nobbed.
Harry sat in the coner off the couch, I leaned against him with my back and had my legs on Louis. I was so tired. When we was in the middle of the film Louis said.
"I need to drive Zayn home, I will be here in a few" Louis smiled and walked out.
"Are you tired?" Harry asked and putted his arm around me again.
"little" I said.
"lie down then" He said. I softly lied down with my head in his knee. He played with me hair for a while and then I sleeped like never before.

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