My bestfriend and My brothers bestfriend

When we come home I sat down in the couch, I pulled up my knee.
"Why did you walk outside when it was raining?" Ed asked.
"I fighted with Louis" I said, not looking at him.
"oh...Wanna talk about it?" He asked.
"No, I think it's going to good" I said.
"Please Ariana talk to me" Ed said.
"I'm talking to you" I said, still not looking at him.
"Tell me then" He said.
I told him everything, okay not everything but that he need to know. I feelt the tears come and I didn't care.
"Ariana...Why didn't you tell me?" He asked.
"Don't say Ariana, I know that it's something bad is going to happen" I said.
"Why didn't you tell me?" He asked again. " I thought we could talk about everything ?" He said.
"I know that you thought that we can't" I said.
"And why would you go and meet father when you know what he did to you?" Ed almost screamed.
"I just thought he was going to say that he was sorry and that he wanted me back" I whispered.
"Do you really think he would want you back as a daugther? No if he would want you back it should be bc he want to have sex or hit you" He screamed.
"I wanted a dad" I whispered.
"But not that dad, do you not care what he did to you?" He asked.
"I care, I think more then you think I do" I whispered, maybe I should scream like him or not.. I just know that I don't wanna fight with him.
"Then why would you go without me?" He screamed.
"Bc I know that if I had told you, you had said that I shouldn't meet him, that I am not meeting him" I said.
"Ofc I would, you know what he did to you and you want that to happen again, don't you? Does it make you feel alive, when someone hit you and to horrible things to you? My sister is not going to be a whore" He screamed. I turned my face and looked at him. Did he just call me that? I feelt the tears come down my cheeks.
I stood up and walked upstairs, I packad a bag with a lot of cloths, my computer and everything I need. I walked down stairs and putted on my shoes and jacket.
"Where are you going?" Ed screamed and runned to me and loocked the door.
"I'm leaving and I'm not coming back" I said. I tried to unloock the door but he just pulled down my hands.
"No your not" He said.
"I don't wanna live with you anymore, you... No I can't" I said and tried again when he pulled down my hand hard, I took it up and slapped his face.
"Did you just hit me?" He asked. "Again?"
"I leave or you do" I said.
"Did you hit me?" He said and looked into my eyes.
"I leave or you leave" I said again. He grabbed my arm and pulled me into the wall. I hitted my head hard into the wall.
"Did you hit me?" He said and his grapp was really hard so it hurted.
"Let go of me or I will scream so loud that someone will hear me" I said.
"You are my sister, okay?" He said.
"I don't care, I don't wanna be your sister!" I snaped. I felt that he was more mad now.
"You slapped me, should I slapp you? No bc I know what to do" He said.
"You hurt me" I whispered.
"What?" He said.
"You hurted me and hurt me again" I said.
"How did I hurt you?" He said still not leting go of my arm.
"You was rude and said that I was a whore bc I wanted a dad, and now your killing my arm" I said.

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