
Still the One
Chapter thirty-two
Charlotte's POV:
I can't believe him! I can understand him not wanting to look after the baby; I don't to either, but calling me selfish for not wanting to kill my baby. Jerk. I can't be with someone who only thinks about what they want, he didn't even consider my feelings on all this!
I've just broke up the the boy I'm in love with. Why did I do that? Sure he was being an ass, but he'd just been told that his girlfriend was two months pregnant, a month before his big X Factor audition, it's a lot to take in. I shouldn't have let my temper get the better of me, I should have stayed and talked to him, but now it's all messed up. I need him.
I got my little notebook out and began writing my feelings down in the form of a song. Lately, I have began writing lyrics a lot, inspired by Harry. I only got the line, Strong enough to leave you, but weak enough to need you before a familiar wave of nausea hit me, making me sprint into my en-suite. Although it wasn't much, I was really proud as it described my current emotions perfectly.
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After an hour of laying on my bed sobbing, I heard a knock. I wiped my eyes, and hoped I didn't look too bad even though I knew I did. I trudged down the stairs and opened the door to find harry standing there, tears freely running down his face.
"What are you doing here?" It came out harsher than needed, but I can't just be nice; I have to show him I'm strong and that I'm not just some weak little girl who will oblige to his every need. I'm sure he already knew this from the last 7 months.
"I'm so sorry Charlotte, I was a jerk and it wasn't fair. I was just scared, for both you and me, but mainly for you. With X Factor coming up, I knew I'd be leaving you, leaving you alone at 16 to raise a child. I couldn't do that to you! I want a family with you Charlotte, I want to be with you forever which is why I've got you this ring. If you accept this ring, I promise that I will always be here for you, and I will support and love both you and this little baby for eternity."
"Harry, do you think that I'm not scared? Well I am, I'm freaking out over here! All I wanted was your support and you told me to get an abortion."
"I know, and I'm so sorry! Please, please, please forgive me and accept the ring."
"Of course I will Harry, I'm in love with you remember and nothing can change that."
He started to lean in to kiss me, but I quickly dodged it.
"Harry, morning sickness, throwing up all the time, it's a bit disgusting!"
"I don't care."
"At least let me brush my teeth first."
"No."
"Okay then."
And right then our lips connected for the first time in four days, and for the first time in that same period I felt content.
Notes
Okay so that break up didn't last long, but who knows what's around the corner? Oh yeah, me!
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Aww I do that with some stories and they seriously haven't updated in like ten weeks! I'm just sitting here like where have you gone?!? Xxxx
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