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DARKER DESIRES

CHAPTER 9: I Hate That I Love You

Jessica’s P.O.V Home
I put the last set of bags on the table, letting out a sore sigh. “That’s it!”
Mom started collecting the food out the bag and rearranging it in the fridge. “Okay, um I’m going to be leaving soon”
I sat up on the bar stool popping grapes into my mouth. “Mmmm do you have a date? Is he hot?”

She finished the last bag and closed the fridge while rolling her eyes at me. “Ha I wish, but no sweetheart there’s an office party down at Jose’s bar and I’m forced to go”
Mom started digging threw her pockets for something. She took out a twenty and slipped it on the table “Here this is for pizza…..and nothing else” I took it gleefully and slipped it into my bra.
She walked around the table and gave me a kiss on the forehead. “Okay I’m off”

“Well aren’t you going to change?” She checked herself out from head to toe. “I think I look pretty darn good Mrs. Collins” She smiled at me, so I just let her go. “Fine, okay…”
She walked near the door grabbing her keys off the hanger “Um, by the way” I could hear her open the door slightly “I don’t mind your…..boo, over”

“Mom!” I yelled. “Okay, okay bye sweetie be safe” “I should be saying that to you!” Soon as she closed the door, I withdrew my phone and started dialing pizza hut.
I dialed the last number but I dropped my phone once I saw Harry standing by the front door. I quickly scrambled on the floor grabbing it firmly. I so badly didn’t want to look up. When I did he was at least 5 feet closer than he previously was. “Get out! Right now please…..is that blood?” He walked more into the moonlight. His whole torso was stained with dried blood. His eyes were burning with help.

I backed up running into the kitchen table. I gripped my phone tighter hesitating if I should dial the police. He slowly closed his eyes as if he was thinking something over “Don’t call the police”.
“Stay away from me” I walked closer to the knives but I remembered Niall put them somewhere. Shit! Now I was defenseless and scared.

“Jess, can you just listen to me….I’m sorry about yesterday, can I just explain?”
A part of me just wanted to tell him hell no, that he’s one fucked up guy but then another part of me want to hear what he has to say. “Well, I can’t take you seriously if you look like a mass murder”

He stared down at his shirt, observing the blood closely. His hand skimmed over the dried material like he didn’t see it there before “Yeah, your right”
He slowly grabbed the hem of his shirt and raised it over his torso, his chest, his shoulders and handed it off to me. I stood there staring at the shirt and back at his ripped body. “You can touch if you want” And just like that he was back to him old self, the scared, hopeless Harry I just spoke to a few minutes ago was completely gone.

I turned around slowly lingering my eyes on the view, I quickly walked to the washer machine and threw it in trying to hurry and get back to him.
He was now leaning up against the counter still shirtless. I just stood where I was, I didn’t want to go back over there now. “Um, can you explain now?”
He gestured for me to go sit on the couch; I did as I was told. I made sure to sit in the chair so he couldn’t sit close to me. He sat on the end of the couch that was closest to the chair. “I’m completely sorry about everything Jess believe me”

I stared down at my hands. I can’t look at him straight in the eye. “Why’d you hit me?” My voice cracked making me sound nervous, I choked back the tears. “I don’t know honestly, the old me kicked in I used to be sensitive about that word….but I-I will never lay my hands on you again I promise”

He reached up to touch my face, he grazed his hand over the bruise; I winced at the pressure he applied and quickly moved my head out his hand “Please….” My voice was above a whisper. “Don’t….let me see what I did….”

I gave in and tilted my face towards him again, giving him a better look. Once I’ve counted seconds and minutes I let my face go from his hold. I turned back to looking at my hands; I felt his eyes roll over my lightly bruised cheek. “Are you scared of me now?”
I still didn’t look at him. “….Yes…” He gasped lightly under his breath. “What are you scared of?”
I carried enough courage to look up at him. I stared him blankly in the eye making sure that he understood every word. “I’m scared that…… if I ask you the wrong thing, you will slap the hell out of me….again” I got up from the chair and walked away from him, I couldn’t take looking at his distracting eyes. “You….think after this, I’m going to hit you again love?”

I faced towards the wall. I heard the settle movement of him getting off the couch and walking behind me. “Say it…..say it!”
“Say what?” I closed my eyes, knowing the answer; but wanted to reinsure with him. “Say the word….do it!” Before I could move he wrapped his arms around my hips, shoving his body up against mine. He leveled his mouth to my ear “I’m not going to hit you” his husky, low whisper voice was convincing. “…..Possessive…” I lingered the word on my lips.

He wrapped his arm tighter around me. I felt his body tense against mine. He relaxed his tense muscles and slowly kissed my neck. “See? I won’t hit you Jess….”

I didn’t make any settle move; I was letting him take the lead. What did I get myself into? One minute he’s controlling and sexy then another he’s scary and dark. “Can…I order my pizza now?” I tried to lighten the mood. He released his hold on me and spun me around. I got to see his bright smile that showed both his deep dimples, the moonlight caught a ray of his eyes

making them glow with mischievous, playful green. He quickly peered into my shirt and instantly I knew he was looking for my money. He slowly bit his lip and dropped his finger into my bra and dragged out my change, his finger grazed my boob making my nipples start to harden. “Mmmm I think your pretty hard, love”

I thought he didn’t feel that, I blushed at the comment.
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Harry’s P.O.V
I held my breath as I grabbed the money out her bra. Her chest was so soft, I felt my body slither with need. “Mmmm I think your pretty hard, love”

I watched as she blushed, so cute! With one move, I dragged my hand around her waist and down her back. Her body tensed under my touch, I could tell she wanted me. I leaned in closer, till our lips were a few inches apart “I want to kiss you…so bad right now” I crawled my fingers into her pants pocket.

I moved my lips closer now; I could feel her breath blow on to my top lip. This is the one moment she was actually going to let me kiss her, she was so vulnerable and it really turned me on. I finally grabbed the phone out of her pocket, gripping it firmly in my hand. I parted her lips with my thumb; she closed her eyes giving into my touch.

I leaned closer, my lips dragged across her bottom lip. Her breathing was increasing now, and I could feel her heart thump louder against mine. Nope…she’s not ready yet. I quickly withdrew myself back and let go of her hips. She stumbled over a little, snapping her eyes open. “But maybe we should eat first” I raised the phone to her eye level. She grabbed her butt in disbelieve, I guess she was oblivious to my pick pocket skill.

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Comments

@The Dreaming Angel
Thanks :)

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3/18/14

@julia styles
Yeah, right. Anyway. Thanks for the perfect story. I had lots of fun reading this, can't wait for the next one.

@The Dreaming Angel
But Harry told them to let her go remember?

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3/16/14

@julia styles
Poor Ana ! But I thought the boys had got her.

@The Dreaming Angel
I guess they never found Ana and they gave up looking for her, even Jess forgot about her with her mind wrapped up in everything else

julia styles julia styles
3/14/14