Jessica’s P.O.V
Harry Helped me out of his car, the other guys walked unbalanced back over to their house chanting something to themselves under their breath. “I got it!” I pulled my arm out of his hold; he still stood next to me just in case. He put his hand on my back helping me up the stairs. “Harry if you touch me one more time!” He stumbled back a few inches, but still continued shadowing behind me. I grabbed my key out my, my, damn it where’s my coat? Shit I left it in the woods, where I turned into….a….a thing. “Looking for something?” I rolled my eyes. “Obviously genius” I searched my front pockets, not there. I strolled my hands to my back pockets, my right hand slid over a bumpy object.

I slid my hand in and thank Jesus there was my keys. I slid the key into the lock; Harry was hovering over me watching with amazement. “Um, you can go home now?” I whispered. He shook his head. “And leave you like this? I might not be your boyfriend but I can still take care of you” I blew out my breath. The door finally came open I stumbled in. Harry locked the door behind me, he escorted me over to the living room, I was too tired to fight him back so I let him touch me. Without a warning he grabbed my back and legs, carrying me like a newborn child over to the couch. He laid me down so gentle, so careful. How can I be such a bitch to him? He’s been nothing but nice to me.

“I’ll be back” I positioned the pillow under my head. He came back with a cup of water. “Drink” I grabbed the glass and took a sip. “Drink more” He demanded. I drunk more then put it down on the table and threw my head back. I placed my forearm over my eyes to avoid him staring me down. “Why were you in the woods?” I badly didn’t want to tell him what happened; I just wanted to forget about it like a bad nightmare. “I was walking home” He motioned for me to lift my legs up; he sat underneath me and rested them on top of his lap. “Why didn’t you tell me?” “Because you said you had something to take care of” He released a short angered breath. “I only had to pick up those stupid idiots, why didn’t you tell me you were walking home alone? I hate when I’m not there to protect you Jess and you know that” He tried to make it seem like I’m the one in fault.

“Don’t be mad at me, you can’t always be there for me. That’s only a job for a boyfriend gosh” I swiveled my leg around off of his lap and sat up in the couch. I squinted my eyes tighter; my mind was spinning around faster and faster. “You don’t need a boyfriend Jess, you just want somebody to be here when you wake up and go to sleep. Somebody to substitute for your loneliness, that your mother can’t fill” I removed my arm from my face and stared him straight in the eye. “I’m always talking to my mother, so don’t make it seem like my loneliness is my mother’s fault.” He scooted closer to me in one move. “You just don’t need a boyfriend Jess. Now I? I want a girlfriend that can trust me, somebody I can spoil rotten, and somebody who believes in trust”

I rolled my eyes again. “Well nobody told you to come barking up this tree” I got up from the couch. He grabbed my waist and slammed me back down. “Talk to me Jess, your shutting me out” I got up again. This time he let me go. “Stop it Jessica, and to think…” He got up from the couch as well. I stopped at the bottom of the stairs, just that lingering sentence caught me off guard. “To think what?”

“To think I could possibly have a child by you” My mouth fell open. “The things guys say to break your heart, that’s why I don’t trust....” I quickly went up the steps taking them two at a time, Harry came running behind me. But luckily I had a head start being a vampire and all, I quickly ran into the bathroom shutting the door. “Okay Jessica, listen I’m not sorry I’m just telling you the truth.” I fell over by the toilet, a rush of greasy; queasiness came from my stomach. I quickly lift the toilet seat and busted out all this unsettled feeling that was lodged in my stomach. “Jessica? Are you okay? Open the door love” I felt the vibration of the bathroom shaking as he hit the door with his shoulder again and again. I got up from the floor and walked over to the sink; I take my favorite mouth wash and gurgled it a couple of times in my mouth then spit it out.

Harry finally busted into the bathroom. He rubbed his hand threw his hair and straightened out his jacket.
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Harry’s P.O.V
She stood there like nothing ever happened, just staring into the sink. “I’m sorry” My voice cracked a little, I cleared my throat and walked over to her. “I’m sorry” I felt like a million sorry’s wouldn’t make up from what I said. “I was 5……don’t worry princess daddy will be back” Oh shit! She’s telling me her life story. I stood behind her, afraid to touch her so I stared at her body from behind. “Hours went by; days went by……one day I gave up on thinking he was coming back. Just one knock at my door, one knock it took to change my life. Tears flooded my mom’s eyes and just stood there not knowing why mommy was crying. I didn’t get it, I didn’t want to get it. She walked out my room with her head held high, and little bit of pride in her smile. But
me….no, no I can’t smile, I can’t laugh, I can’t trust because the one thing I did trust left me. Left me here alone, in this fucked up world” She quickly wiped the tear that was stringing down her rosy pink cheeks.

“Then you came along, god….I really hated you” She looked at me through the mirror. She smiled, trying to stay strong but the tears just kept escalating in her eyes. “Thought I’ve never felt so alive, so wanted…..and my dad was the only one who ever made me feel wanted. That’s why it’s so hard for me to let go of something worth fighting for because if I leave I will always question myself with what if?” I walked closer to her; she turned around and raised her hand signaling for me to stop. “You gave me attention nobody ever gave me; you gave me hope of

trusting again of laughing again. But at the same time you ripped that hope and that trust out of my heart” I walked closer but she held up her hand again. No, she needs me I can tell in her eyes. Forget whatever she said and I walk straight to her and hugged her with all my might.
She cried harder and harder into my chest. My poor girl, she so hurt and damaged. Though I’m damaged too, how can I possibly help her? I was only expecting for this to be fun, playing with her heart but now I’m so involved it’s hard to turn away. She sniffled her nose and wiped her tears with her hand. “You can go home now, I’m fine I’m going to bed anyways I’m tired” I held her tighter up against my chest. “I can’t sleep without you tonight, I need you” I kissed the top of her hair and walked her into her bedroom.

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In the middle of the night I just stayed awake. She cuddled up tighter next to me, digging her nose into my neck. And I thought I was lost and damaged that nobody wanted me, is it possible to find your match when you’re dark? This seems too good to be true, is it possible to lose interest in other women except for the one you love? Jessica wrapped her arm tighter around my torso. “I love you” She talks in her sleep? Now this is something new. “I love you too” I kissed her forehead softly.

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