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DARKER DESIRES

CHAPTER 34: Worth It

Jessica’s P.O.V
I twirled in the mirror studying my backside; I bought new lingerie on Saturday with mom at the mall. I don’t particularly know why I bought it but I damn sure look good in it, maybe I can just sleep in it hahha I’ll feel sexy while sleeping. I opened the bathroom door and swiftly turned off the light and walked into my bedroom, the other night with Harry was liberating and exotic I do not know one thing that kicked into me because I’ve never been that got damn controlling. I even gained enough self-control to not finish too, even though my body was screaming his name I just wanted to show him that he don’t have to be the only one in control.

I walked over to the window, closing the glass softly; trying not to wake up mom. Maybe my porn star side last night was just to show Harry what he’s missing what he could have. He better not think that this is going to be every night type of thing, that would be titled as friends with benefits and god knows I don’t want to go down that road. Sooner or later names will crawl into my head, whore, slut, sleezy just the thought makes me regret last night.

I twist the lock on top of the window pain. Perfect! I reached up for the curtains straightening out the ruffles, till I swopped a glance of a presence across the street. I still went on like I never saw the shadow, though I did try to act a little sexier because deep inside my brain I had a clue of whom it was. Once I felt like I put on a good enough show for “you know who” I closed the curtains. I ran over to my bed and hoped in, my bones relaxed inch by inch, I scrambled my body underneath the covers; I slightly shivered as my skin accustomed to the cold sheets. I reached over to turn off the lamp, and grabbed my phone as I withdrew my extended arm.

“5….4….3….2….1” *Buzz, Buzz*
I slid the screen lock over and clicked on the message icon.
Harry:

Who goes to sleep dressed like that? -_-
I smiled to myself.
Well I bought it, can’t I wear it?
Ooooohhhh kill’em I love playing with Harry’s emotions.
You’re not allowed to wear that
I could feel my eyes get sterner; oh tell me what to do?
Whoa honey, were not together remember? I just knew that he was going to get mad at that question.

……..I want you back, come over here….now! I laughed so hard out loud, if he thinks were getting back together, he’s loco in the head.
I’m sorry love, but I’m tired I think I’ll go to bed I don’t trust you enough. I threw the phone up onto the night stand and rearranged myself under the bed in my favorite position; letting the covers fit and form around my contoured body.
The heaviness of my eyes dragged them down and down, the repetition of my breathing tempo was carrying me off to sleep. My body was in a peaceful state where I could stay here forever, all the shit I’ve been through swiped out my mind. I’m surprised I can still go to sleep normal like a human even though I’m dead oops sorry vampire.
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My mind woke up before my body, the blanket swallowing my body was so comforting and the temperature was perfect I just want to stay here and never get up. I stretched an arm out; the quick adjustment to the switching of temperatures woke me up slightly. I got up, but kept my eyes closed. I slid over under the covers and headed towards the bathroom, the bright light almost blinded me.

I sat on the toilet to take a quick piss, once I got up I grabbed my toothpaste and squirted just enough amount on the toothbrush then started my rotation threw my mouth. “Mmmmmmmm mmmm mmmmmmmm” I hummed to myself, I never thought I had quiet the voice, though who cares I’m in my own room I can sing like a dying cow if I want to. I leaned down to spit out the sudsy taste the gurgled a bit of water and spit that out too.
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Harry’s P.O.V
She’s so stuck in her own world that she never looked this way, never even seen a glimpse of me sitting in the corner. I heard the bathroom door open once again and she still had her eyes closed, maybe I should have got some sleep too.

She walked over to her dresser, god those legs I bit my lip remembering me touching those in the car. She didn’t find what she was looking for in the first or second drawer so she bent down more, emotions combusted in my stomach. Jesus, her butt poked out in the air and the sun glowed on it lightly making it seem alive and perfect.

“So why didn’t you come last night?” She didn’t startle or jump she just stood back up and whipped her head back in irritation. “Hey, good morning to you too Harry” She withdrew the miniature sized lingerie dress https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com just leaving her in her black bra and laced panties. I rubbed my lips over a thousand times rapidly, she just doesn’t know.

“Good morning sweetheart” I got up abruptly and walked over to her. She was laying clothes out on the bed. I grabbed her waist firmly yanking her gently back up against my body “Mmmm” I moaned as her butt groped my shaft. “Harry you can let go you said good morning” I swept her hair off one side of her shoulders. I hooked my finger under her bra strap and teasingly dropped it down her shoulder. “I want you back…..” I kissed her on her defined angled shoulder. “I don’t want you back” She moved her body slightly away from me; I grabbed her again but this time wrapping my arm tightly around her waist so she had no where to go. “You don’t look too good” She interrupted our

moment. “Because I’ve spent nights, sitting and staring at the way you sleep wondering if it’s worth it” She leaned closer up against my body and slightly turned her head, she was more attentive.

“Worth what?” I cleared my throat; I’m not used to my sentimental side. “Worth…..you….having my baby”
To be continued…….

Notes


Please comment....maybe? :/


I LOVE CHOO :) :) <3 P.S Did you know American accents is a turn on for Harry? Mmmmmmm that's weird, i envy his accent!!! *wink, wink*

Comments

@The Dreaming Angel
Thanks :)

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3/18/14

@julia styles
Yeah, right. Anyway. Thanks for the perfect story. I had lots of fun reading this, can't wait for the next one.

@The Dreaming Angel
But Harry told them to let her go remember?

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3/16/14

@julia styles
Poor Ana ! But I thought the boys had got her.

@The Dreaming Angel
I guess they never found Ana and they gave up looking for her, even Jess forgot about her with her mind wrapped up in everything else

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3/14/14