Jessica’s P.O.V
I was frantic, how can this be possible. I know that I forgot about Ana for a few weeks but we talk and text all the time I would have known if she disappeared or something went wrong. We all got up; Harry wandered off to the kitchen to get him something to eat – whatever he was cooking made my stomach growl like crazy. “Well that’s all, um do you know if Ana lived with anybody or had siblings?”

“Uh where’s your bathroom?” The younger lady interrupted my thoughts. “Down the hall to the left” I rejoined my focus back to the middle aged lady. “Yes, she has an older b-brother but he’s in college, and she lives with her parents” The lady gave me a misunderstanding look. “We didn’t see any sign of parents living there” I shook my head. “I’m not crazy! When I went over to her house, there was adult clothes sprawled out on the couch and there were two bedrooms”
The officer continued writing down everything I was saying. “So you saw two bedrooms and adult clothes?” I nodded my head. “Was there ever any pictures of the family, or brother?” When I thought about it, no – I never saw any pictures of her and her family and when I did, she got aggressive about it.

“No” she reached up and touched my arm briskly; I came back into focus though my breathing was irregular. “It’s okay, we’ll find your friend” She grabbed her walkie-talkie off her shoulder “Dispatch we’re leaving the suspects house over” Mom opened the door and gestured for the police to leave. Once the door was closed, all the pressure and intimidation was blown off my shoulder.

“listen sweetie I know this is hard, but they’re going to find them. Tomorrow we’re going on a search down by Cedar West woods and Fog Lake, your more than welcome to come but it’s your choice….when you’re ready” Mom rubbed my shoulders understandingly then headed for the stairs. “I’ll give you some time…if you need me I’ll be upstairs.
I gave her a tight smile. I walked down the hallway slummy, there’s no reason now for me to walk with my head held high…my fucking best friend is gone! “Harry?” My voice cracked.
I ducked my head into the kitchen he wasn’t there. I walked further down the hallway “Harry” I whispered his name like a game of hide and seek. Once I came to the back door of the house I could barely hear whispers.

“What’s your name?”

“Harry love, and yours?”

“Geneviève” I walked slowly to the balcony. No, this can’t be happening, not my boyfriend, not the boy that loves me. I came to a clear window looking out at them two. The younger lady was standing up against the wall, she played with her hair like a valley girl – the way she looked at him…that was the way I looked at him. How am I supposed to look at him now, I don’t want to look at him the way other girls do. Harry leaned up against her body – he put his forearm over her head supporting his weight.

“Such beauty….and grace, now why such a girl as yourself, don’t have a boyfriend?”
She giggled. That’s how I used to laugh. “I-I’ve been waiting for the right guy”
He raised his other hand and fondled the ends of her hair. “And have you found him love?” She stared down at her hands for a second. Harry tilted her chin back up to eye level. “No, I’m still waiting for him”

The more I stood there staring at the way he touched her, the way she looked at him just increased my frustration. “Harry?” I stepped out of the doorway and onto the balcony. Harry and the young lady quickly spread apart from each other.
“Uh, um….your partner is leaving” The lady turned opened her mouth but was speechless. She buttoned up her uniform nervously and walked pass me. “Oh, um you should fix your hair” She blushed at me and quickly fixed her hair.

Harry was staring off at the sunset. I came walking up beside him, with my arms crossed. “So…..you like her, was she pretty enough?” He shook his head slowly not looking at me. “Mmmm okay, so you cheated on me” I said it as a statement not a question. He shook his head once again. “Did you guys….” He quickly snapped his neck to look at me. “No” his voice was stern and mad. “Mmmm, I guess this is the part where I ask why?” He closed his eyes forcefully; clenching his jaw rapidly. “Because I wanted to fuck her.” I dropped my arms, I was hesitating to touch him but I didn’t. “Wow, you know we are never, ever…I mean ever having sex again right? I’m not good enough for you. I understand that, but if you wanted to fuck other women you could have told me before…the hotel thing” He still didn’t look at me. I gave up – I turned and walked back to the balcony door. “Wait” His voice cracked like a little kid going through puberty.

I stopped and lowered my hand from the door handle. “You are enough, more than enough…too much quite frankly love. And that scares the fuck out of me; do you know what I am?” I didn’t answer him. “I’m a fucking pompous blood sucking cunt that can’t control these urges. Th-this habit, it’s feeding at me and it’s killing me every day. You don’t know how hard it is to keep such ugly rubbish built up!”

I cleared my throat and started for the door again. “You don’t love me.” He said randomly out of nowhere. His voice was soft and vulnerable; I just wanted to wrap him up in one huge hug. I’ve never seen him so emotional; I thought he was a bad ass? “Harry…what are you talking about?!” I turned around agitated. “I said I loved you and you…just hugged me.” His eyes stared at the floor; they shimmered with a glare of tears. “Well I don’t know…if I even like you right now”
He sniffled and walked away from me back over to the balcony rail. “W-why can’t you love me Jess?” He was mad now, beyond furious. He came walking up on to me “Just fucking love me Jess, how hard is that?”

“It’s harder than you think Harry when the one you love is fucking cheating on you” I gasped covering up my mouth. “So…..you love me babe?” His eyes were filled with hope and curiosity. “Y-Ye….N-no, love is a strong word and I don’t know if it should be used towards you”
“Are you leaving me?” I felt trapped. I didn’t want to walk away but at the same time I didn't want to see his face right now.

“Do you have abandonment issues?” He stumbled back like he was appalled by my comment. “Um…..why do you ask?” His mouth fell into a hard line, I knew he was expecting me to say the nest question. “Every time I say I’m about to leave you get all jumpy and scared on me, gosh I couldn’t even get up to look out the window this morning!”
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Harry’s P.O.V
I don’t know if I’m ready to open up to her about it, but if it involves her staying I will risk anything. “I’m….possessive” I watched her body tense at the word. “I get that, I’m over protective too….it’s just the way I saw my mom carry herself as a whore and I couldn't help her or protect her since I was just a little old nine year old boy. But it’s different now; you’re not a whore…only mine but…” I chuckled, she smiled.

“I’m possessive because if I want something I have to have it, if I don’t I’ll go crazy for it later”
“But why do you have loving issues?” Gosh she never let things slid by. “My mom told me she loved me once and that’s when I came out her womb from then on; I was just called Harry or sweetheart”
She came walking closer to me. I giggled under my breath. “What’s funny?” I backed up leaning up against the railing. I rubbed my jaw line thoughtfully. “Y-you’re the first girl….t-that I said I love you to”

“What about that other girl you fell in love with”
“She didn’t know I loved her, I never got a chance to tell her”
“Well you still have a chance to tell her” I looked at her horrified. I reached out and grabbed her hips pulling them up against mine. “Why? I already found who I was looking for, and I already said I loved her so I’m good love” I moved her hair away from her face and cuffed her jaw line with my hand.

“Okay can we go eat now?” She interrupted our moment. She fell effortlessly out of my arms and over towards the door.
“No!” I stood there. She turned around confused. I bit my lip rapidly. “Yes!”
I walked slowly closer to her “Yes what?”
“I lofdsf yousd” She mumbled the words softly. “What love?”
“I love you!

“You love who?” I walked closer. “I love you!” I leaned my ear in “Who?”
“I love--…” I grabbed her hips and slammed her lips up against mine. I grabbed her jaw line guiding my tongue pass her teeth into the center of her mouth, I sucked on her supple lips. Moans illuminated in her throat, I grabbed her backside and withdrew her closer into my body causing our lips to crush stronger into each other. She tangled her hands through my hair, massaging it. “Ugghh” I broke the kiss and whipped my head back, giving into her soft hands.
Once I looked back down at her she was smiling at me nervously. She was masking something. “What?”

“C-can you…um, bit my lip?”
I furrowed my brow. “Mmm ooooohhh” I reeled in my lips to her; I kissed her supple pink lips then withdrew my mouth but snagging my teeth on her bottom lip.
“Shit!” she looked at me crazy. She ran her tongue smoothly across her bottom lip.
“Harry…you bit me” She tried to pull out her bottom lip to look at it but couldn’t see it.
“I’m sorry, my tooth probably snagged it…..but you taste so delicious” She hit me in the shoulder. I laughed as I rubbed my sore arm.

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