DARKER DESIRES
CHAPTER 17: My Boyfriend
Jessica’s P.O.V
I didn’t drop my stance nor turn to look away, I was focused. “So, so, so you were planning to kill me Harry?” He dropped his hands “I wasn-..” I held the gun lower aiming at his nuts. “Save it!” He quickly raised his hands back into the same surrendering position. I circled around the bed taking steps towards him “So you have a gun, you ease women up to your hotel, then Boom! You kill them…why Harry?”
“Maybe because they find the gun and try to shoot me then I shoot them first” I doubted myself ever picking up the gun. I lowered it slightly, he took a step out of his spot and I quickly re-targeted his nuts. “Okay! Okay! Jess I need those” He held both his hands over his junk. “Do you enjoy killing women? Is that your job? Hey you never even told me you had a job? Are you a killer, how much money do you get…how much are they paying for me?”
He sighed irritatingly. “I’m not going to kill you” He tested my limits and stepped out of his boundaries again, I withdrew the gun closer to him. “Stop!” He acts like I didn’t say anything and before I knew it he wrapped his fingers around the gun and yanked it out of my hold. He disarmed it and threw it nonchalantly back into his drawer. Oh no….what is he going to do since I…pulled a gun on him? He better not take it out on sex!
“God Jess” He stood there with his hands on his hips, breathing heavenly. “Tell me why do you have a gun, you…you, assassin!” My blood pressure was raising the roof. “F-for protection damn it! A lot of people in the world get guns or protection”
“Or killing” I added in. He rolled his eyes “I’m taking you home…I really don’t want to see you right now” He walked pass me quickly picking up his leather jacket.
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He sat there staring out the window in front and I sat there staring out the window beside me. We haven’t said anything since we left the hotel, and it’s been 30 minutes already. “Put on your seatbelt” I said softly. He glared at me, his eyebrow raised and his knuckles tightened on the wheel turning them clear white. “Ha, yo-you should put on your seatbelt love” Bad as I didn’t want to I reached over, brought the belt down and clicked it in. Then just like that we went back to not talking, I just want to prove I was right…that he had that gun to kill me, I know he’s going to come out with it. In the background Harry softly snickered.
“What’s so funny” He ran his hands through his curly brown hair, and smirked out the window. “N-no you’re not going to win” How the hell does he do that?!
“Wh-what’s that book that was inside your drawer” His smile tightened. “What book?” He acted coy. “You know what I’m talking about Harry….” He took a sharp turn, leading us down the street to my house. “Anyways…” I tried to change the subject; obviously this was making him mad. “So you were trying to kill me?”
He pressed down on the pedal hard with his opposing foot. My body jolted forward, the seatbelt slammed me back against the seat. “What the hell!” I moved the strayed hair out of my face behind my ears. My boobs were busting in soreness from the impact of the belt. Harry removed his hands off the wheel; he set one on the shoulder of the seat and one on the dashboard. “No! I was not going to kill you nor was I trying to, who kills somebody after sex?!” I shrugged my shoulders, I mean there in the movies all the time.
“I use it for protection, to protect you…if anything would happen to you, there would be no reason for me to live on this sad, sadistic earth anymore. But as long as you’re here, then I’m here….I’m practically here to protect you, with my life. So tell me Miss Collins why would I want to kill you…and after having mad sex with you?!” I was speechless; his caring words were aggressive but attractive at the same time, so confusing yet thoughtful.
“Get out!” I squinted my eyes. Why say something such as that after what you just said. He glared at me and sighed. “Your home” I peered outside. Wow that was fast, I didn’t even notice what street we were on. I climbed out the car; my feet hovered over the pavement. Harry
grabbed my wrist, stopping me from moving. “That girl….is my friend’s sister, so we never….”
“It’s fine Harry…it’s okay” I started for the ground again. “Jess, what you think of me…matters. Just to let you know, you’re the only women I’m seeing right now and the way you’re looking at me…makes me want to throw you in the back seat and fuck you really hard….but I’ll let you go, you’re tired I see that. Text me tonight, or better yet call me. I want to hear your voice and that you’re okay…okay love?”
“Harry I’m not a baby”
“You’re not just any baby, you’re my baby” His tone was hinting something mysterious. “So your my…” He rolled his eyes in annoyance “Yeah I’m your fucking boyfriend….” His eyes widened within a second. “So your mine, only mine….and I want all of you, no secrets. And when I want sex I expect for you to fulfill my desires…okay?” Talk about being possessive” “Okay…..”
“Come here” I climbed back in the car and leaned my face into his. “Kiss me love” I collided my lips onto his. He grabbed my jaw line; guiding his tongue into my mouth he fully took advantage of my tongue. He slipped his lips apart from mine, lingering a tug on my bottom lip. He rubbed the bottom of my lips with his thumb. “Can I ask you something?”
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Harry’s P.O.V
This question’s been around my mind for a long time for some reason. I don’t know why, I just can’t leave it alone. “Do you...dream about me?” I cleared my throat; I didn’t want to sound too sentimental. She looked at me like I was crazy. I was so vulnerable for this answer. “Harry….”
I saw two big arms wrap around her stomach and yank her around out of the car. I quickly was pulled out as well. I couldn’t see who was man-handling me. I saw the two guys hold each side of her arms. “Harry!” The two strong guys that were carrying me threw me onto the ground. I couldn’t see anything, it was pitch dark.
“HAHAHAH Oh Harry I told you to choose” That was familiar, I knew who it was but I was just hoping that a little bit, I was wrong. The shadowed body came walking closer to me, the moonlight spotted his face. “Louis! What the Hell…you cunt!” I pulled myself from off the ground. Louis circled my body slowly. He leaned in closely “Don’t make me mad Harry…you know what happens. (We turned to look at Jess. Louis leaned closer into my ear) and I don’t think you want your cupcake to see it…huh mate?”
“Does she know…… Harry?” His voice was intimidating. “Well everybody, who wants to see Harry turn today?!” The boys shouted out in glee. Jess’s face turned to look at me she was confused, I wish that I could explain to her, I wish I could tell her.
Her eyes pricked with tears. “Harry?” Her voice was loud enough to hear, she was hurt. Then without warning one of the boys smacked her in the face. I could feel my skin start to heat “Stop! Leave her alone!” Jess grabbed her face in shock. My teeth were aching to gum out of my gums.
To be continued…..
I didn’t drop my stance nor turn to look away, I was focused. “So, so, so you were planning to kill me Harry?” He dropped his hands “I wasn-..” I held the gun lower aiming at his nuts. “Save it!” He quickly raised his hands back into the same surrendering position. I circled around the bed taking steps towards him “So you have a gun, you ease women up to your hotel, then Boom! You kill them…why Harry?”
“Maybe because they find the gun and try to shoot me then I shoot them first” I doubted myself ever picking up the gun. I lowered it slightly, he took a step out of his spot and I quickly re-targeted his nuts. “Okay! Okay! Jess I need those” He held both his hands over his junk. “Do you enjoy killing women? Is that your job? Hey you never even told me you had a job? Are you a killer, how much money do you get…how much are they paying for me?”
He sighed irritatingly. “I’m not going to kill you” He tested my limits and stepped out of his boundaries again, I withdrew the gun closer to him. “Stop!” He acts like I didn’t say anything and before I knew it he wrapped his fingers around the gun and yanked it out of my hold. He disarmed it and threw it nonchalantly back into his drawer. Oh no….what is he going to do since I…pulled a gun on him? He better not take it out on sex!
“God Jess” He stood there with his hands on his hips, breathing heavenly. “Tell me why do you have a gun, you…you, assassin!” My blood pressure was raising the roof. “F-for protection damn it! A lot of people in the world get guns or protection”
“Or killing” I added in. He rolled his eyes “I’m taking you home…I really don’t want to see you right now” He walked pass me quickly picking up his leather jacket.
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He sat there staring out the window in front and I sat there staring out the window beside me. We haven’t said anything since we left the hotel, and it’s been 30 minutes already. “Put on your seatbelt” I said softly. He glared at me, his eyebrow raised and his knuckles tightened on the wheel turning them clear white. “Ha, yo-you should put on your seatbelt love” Bad as I didn’t want to I reached over, brought the belt down and clicked it in. Then just like that we went back to not talking, I just want to prove I was right…that he had that gun to kill me, I know he’s going to come out with it. In the background Harry softly snickered.
“What’s so funny” He ran his hands through his curly brown hair, and smirked out the window. “N-no you’re not going to win” How the hell does he do that?!
“Wh-what’s that book that was inside your drawer” His smile tightened. “What book?” He acted coy. “You know what I’m talking about Harry….” He took a sharp turn, leading us down the street to my house. “Anyways…” I tried to change the subject; obviously this was making him mad. “So you were trying to kill me?”
He pressed down on the pedal hard with his opposing foot. My body jolted forward, the seatbelt slammed me back against the seat. “What the hell!” I moved the strayed hair out of my face behind my ears. My boobs were busting in soreness from the impact of the belt. Harry removed his hands off the wheel; he set one on the shoulder of the seat and one on the dashboard. “No! I was not going to kill you nor was I trying to, who kills somebody after sex?!” I shrugged my shoulders, I mean there in the movies all the time.
“I use it for protection, to protect you…if anything would happen to you, there would be no reason for me to live on this sad, sadistic earth anymore. But as long as you’re here, then I’m here….I’m practically here to protect you, with my life. So tell me Miss Collins why would I want to kill you…and after having mad sex with you?!” I was speechless; his caring words were aggressive but attractive at the same time, so confusing yet thoughtful.
“Get out!” I squinted my eyes. Why say something such as that after what you just said. He glared at me and sighed. “Your home” I peered outside. Wow that was fast, I didn’t even notice what street we were on. I climbed out the car; my feet hovered over the pavement. Harry
grabbed my wrist, stopping me from moving. “That girl….is my friend’s sister, so we never….”
“It’s fine Harry…it’s okay” I started for the ground again. “Jess, what you think of me…matters. Just to let you know, you’re the only women I’m seeing right now and the way you’re looking at me…makes me want to throw you in the back seat and fuck you really hard….but I’ll let you go, you’re tired I see that. Text me tonight, or better yet call me. I want to hear your voice and that you’re okay…okay love?”
“Harry I’m not a baby”
“You’re not just any baby, you’re my baby” His tone was hinting something mysterious. “So your my…” He rolled his eyes in annoyance “Yeah I’m your fucking boyfriend….” His eyes widened within a second. “So your mine, only mine….and I want all of you, no secrets. And when I want sex I expect for you to fulfill my desires…okay?” Talk about being possessive” “Okay…..”
“Come here” I climbed back in the car and leaned my face into his. “Kiss me love” I collided my lips onto his. He grabbed my jaw line; guiding his tongue into my mouth he fully took advantage of my tongue. He slipped his lips apart from mine, lingering a tug on my bottom lip. He rubbed the bottom of my lips with his thumb. “Can I ask you something?”
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Harry’s P.O.V
This question’s been around my mind for a long time for some reason. I don’t know why, I just can’t leave it alone. “Do you...dream about me?” I cleared my throat; I didn’t want to sound too sentimental. She looked at me like I was crazy. I was so vulnerable for this answer. “Harry….”
I saw two big arms wrap around her stomach and yank her around out of the car. I quickly was pulled out as well. I couldn’t see who was man-handling me. I saw the two guys hold each side of her arms. “Harry!” The two strong guys that were carrying me threw me onto the ground. I couldn’t see anything, it was pitch dark.
“HAHAHAH Oh Harry I told you to choose” That was familiar, I knew who it was but I was just hoping that a little bit, I was wrong. The shadowed body came walking closer to me, the moonlight spotted his face. “Louis! What the Hell…you cunt!” I pulled myself from off the ground. Louis circled my body slowly. He leaned in closely “Don’t make me mad Harry…you know what happens. (We turned to look at Jess. Louis leaned closer into my ear) and I don’t think you want your cupcake to see it…huh mate?”
“Does she know…… Harry?” His voice was intimidating. “Well everybody, who wants to see Harry turn today?!” The boys shouted out in glee. Jess’s face turned to look at me she was confused, I wish that I could explain to her, I wish I could tell her.
Her eyes pricked with tears. “Harry?” Her voice was loud enough to hear, she was hurt. Then without warning one of the boys smacked her in the face. I could feel my skin start to heat “Stop! Leave her alone!” Jess grabbed her face in shock. My teeth were aching to gum out of my gums.
To be continued…..
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