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Falling Hard

I'm so scared

“Wow Sofia, you look so fat.” Louis say as I come into the kitchen of our apartment. All the guys are here, writing music. They're planning for the next album they're recording on tour in a couple of months.

“Thanks Lou.” I say sarcastically. I do feel huge, I'm like a house moving around.

“...and beautiful.” He adds with a grin as he pecks my cheek and walking back to his chair. I stretch my tongue out at him and the others chuckle. I take out a bottle of water from the refrigerator. It's crazy how fast the time goes. There's only a couple of weeks before our little guys is coming. I feel a little panic as I think about it, we're going to be parents and be in charge of a little baby. Wow. And how the hell is he going to come out? I look down at my large stomach, it seems impossible.

Me and Harry has been preparing, going to classes and such to be as prepared as we can. We're almost done with the nursery also, only a couple of more things left, like the crib. We decided to put in a nice blue-gray carpet in the room and Harry has put up shelves and there's been a couple of toys added to those.

I'm actually going with Eleanor and Danielle to shop some more today, I really need to find that crib that I have pictured in my head and then some more clothes. You can never get enough clothes. I also need a new bra, the one I've got is getting a little too small, my boobs has exploded in the last couple of weeks. Nothing Harry has complained about, though. It's insane how much sex drive I still have, even though I'm big as a house and can barely move. People actually thinks I'm having twins when they see the size of me. I've been lucky though that it's mostly my stomach that's grown and not too much of the rest of me.

I walk over to stand beside Harry who sits on the chair closest to the door. He looks up at me with a smile before kissing my belly, his arm wrapped around my butt. The table is filled with papers, some of them crumbled. Guess writing isn't only going well.

“How is it going?” I ask, running my hand through Harry's hair.

“We're stuck on lyrics for this one song.” He say and look though his notebook.

“How about... She's as big as a house...?” Louis say and smile teasingly at me.

“Watch it!” I say in a fake angry voice. I don't really mind his teasing, I know I'm huge and I also know how much he actually likes it. But I can't help but scold him about it.

“What are you gonna do about it?” He say cockily. I walk over to him where he sit beside Niall, I look angry at him and he grins at me, giving me a challenging stare. I go over to his chair and take a strong hold of his face, one hand on the back of his neck and one just under his jaw, then I plant several really sloppy kisses on his cheek and neck. He squirm under my hands.

“Ahh!” He screams and I pull back, snickering. The other guys is also laughing at us, seeing Louis wipe saliva from his cheek. “Yuck!”

“Well, how about I let Liam be the first one to hold the baby?” I say, walking back slowly to stand beside Harry with a cocky smile playing on my lips. I know Louis's weak points. Louis narrows his eyes at me as the others keep chuckling.

“You wouldn't dare!” He say and look at me seriously. I raise an eyebrow at him before I look down at Harry.

“See you later babe!” I peck his lips before I walk out the door.

“Sofia!” I hear Louis call after me, but I ignore him and snicker as I walk to the elevator.

We get to the big baby store forty minutes later. We were on the outside of Manchester, our little town didn't have what I was looking for, so I asked the girls if we could go here and they agreed. I walked over to the big sections of cribs and looked at all the different designs, many of them was awful.

“What happened with Louis?” Eleanor asks all of a sudden and I look up at her confused.

“What do you mean?” I ask as I walk behind Danielle to the other side of the aisle.

“He texted me to buy you the most expensive crib they have.” She say giving me a wondering gaze as I start to laugh. He's so outrageous. I know how exited he I for his godson, as he's always called, to arrive.

“He was mean, so I said that I might let Liam hold the baby first.” I say, shaking with laughter. Danielle snickers beside me.

“You hit a weak point.” Eleanor say with a big smile as she puts her phone down. “Now which one is the most expensive?” We look around and see one thats on a little pedestal. Clearly the one worth most. It's bright red in a metallic, glossy material. I look over at Eleanor with raised eyebrows and we all explode in laughter.

“That's the ugliest crib I ever seen.” I say between breaths, holding my stomach.

“Yeah, maybe we buy another and just say that it was the most expensive?” She say, still snickering. Normally I would refuse to accept such a big gift, but there is no chance with these people, besides they have money – I don't. I will probably force Harry to pay Louis back later, but Louis needs to suffer a little at the moment.

“That sounds like a good idea.” I start to walk over to a crib that looks similar to what I've dreamt about. It's white wood and with a little rounded corners. “This is it.” I say and smile for myself as I see in my head how it will look in the baby's room. It will fit perfectly.

“It's beautiful.” Eleanor say and hug me from the side while waving one of the staff over. “We'd like one of these please.” She say and point to the crib.

“Of course. Would you like some bedding with that?” The lady asks.

“Yeah, that would be great.” I say, I hadn't even thought of that.

“Their right over there.” She say and point. “I really recommend the soft ones, they are great.” She smiles at me before we head over to look at the bedding.

Four hours later we're back home again after several hours of shopping, a nice lunch and rest for the pregnant woman, and everything bought. I've found so much stuff for the baby, clothes, toys, diaper bin and everything for the crib. Even the moma got her some clothes. Paul and George help us carry everything inside the apartment. The guys sit on the couch talking as we come in.

“Put it in the baby's room.” I say to them as they carry the crib in, we have to install it ourselves later so there's an project. Wonder if we even be brave enough to lay the baby in it after we're done. Probably better to ask someone else to do it.

“Hey ladies.” Liam say and smile at us. I see Harry grin at me before he looks over at Louis who looks sad. I didn't think he would take it so serious. I walk by Harry who winks at me before I head over to Louis on the couch. He looks up at me as I go in front of him, I sit down in his lap and wrap my arms around his neck. I kiss his cheek.

“Thank you for the crib.” I say and a smile starts to show on his face.

“Did you get the most expensive?” He ask, his hand resting on my stomach.

“Yes, I even asked them to add a couple of hundred pounds to the price.” I say and smile as the others chuckles.

“So...?” He asks raising his eyebrow at me. I look into his blue eyes and see so much love, he really is like a brother. I love this guy so much.

“You're number one.” I laugh as his fist pumps the air.

“Yes!” He does a little dance under me. “Where're you going?” He ask, pulling me down as I try to stand up.

“Well, I'm pretty heavy and thought you'd like to kiss your girlfriend.” I say and look over at Eleanor who sits at the end of the couch.

“Naw, she can wait.” He say and caresses my stomach with both hands. I snicker a little and see Eleanor do the same, lightly shaking her head. It's weird the relationship we all have with each other. I actually think that I could kiss Louis on the mouth and no one would care, because they know that we don't feel like that for each other.

“Do you want some water?” Eleanor asks me as she stands up. I nod in agreement and smile at her.






Two weeks later

“I will miss this belly when it's gone.” Harry say as he's laying with his head on my stomach in bed. We've just made love and I'm all sweaty and nasty. It's a real workout to have sex when your over eight months pregnant. But who can stay away from such an appealing man as mine? Not possible.

“I won't!” I exclaim honestly. Don't get me wrong, I love my stomach, but it's getting heavy and it's hard to move and do stuff. Like now... I have someone pushing down on my bladder. I sigh. “I need to pee.” I start to get up but can't, I have to lay on my side and swing myself up. Harry chuckles but helps me up.

“Will you really manage without me this weekend?” He ask still chuckling as I walk out of the bathroom.

“I'll have Eleanor, we're having girls weekend.” I say as I sit down on the bed again.

“Maybe I should stay home.” Harry say, looking worried.

“No, you won't. It's your last weekend off with the guys. Go, have fun!” I say and braid my fingers with his. “You won't get that chance again in a long, long time.” I say and his dimples starts to show. He leans closer so his lips brush against mine. I can feel his tongue run over my lower lip and I moan involuntary. “Don't.” I whisper.

“Why?” He asks confused.

“Because I need to pee again. He's laying right on my bladder.” I say and groan, making Harry laugh.

Two hours later I stand with Eleanor as the guys are about to go, we're in their apartment.

“I'll see you in two days.” Harry say as he hugs me tight.

“I know.” I smile.

“I wasn't telling you.” He say and leans down to kiss my stomach. I snicker and shake my head. He comes up and gives me a deep kiss. “I'll see you too then.” He chuckles and walk over to Louis who is waiting by the door. As the door closes I walk over to their couch, I hold my back on the way. It hurts a little, I think I pulled something during sex. I snicker for myself.

We end up eating chinese food and watching old movies all night long, a really nice calm girls night. Perrie is away with her band doing shows right now, so there is only me, Eleanor and Danielle tonight. As we're watching Dirty dancing I caress my stomach, it's a little uneasy, I don't think that last dumpling was such a great idea. I feel the baby kick a lot during the movie, but slows down towards the end. We've decided that I'm going to stay here with Eleanor tonight, so I don't have to be alone. I get to bed before the last movie is finished, I'm exhausted. I say goodnight and crawl down on Louis side of the bed. It doesn't take long before I feel myself drifting off.

There's something behind the fog. What is that? I look hard but can only see the contours of something, or someone. Hello? I try to speak, but nothing comes out. I look around myself, where am I? Swoosh! I hear all of a sudden, but can't see anything. What was that? Swoosh! The noise comes closer, making the sound stronger. I frantically look around myself, where is that coming from? SWOOOSH! The noise is so loud it hurts my hears. All of a sudden the fog lightens and I see a big wave come straight at me, it's more than a couple of stories high. My eyes go wide as I try to scream out, but still nothing comes out. I look to my left to see Harry stand on a boat. He looks right at me, but doesn't move a finger as I wave at him to help me out. He only drifts off further away.When the wave is about to hit me I screaming bloody murder.

I wake up by my own scream, clutching my stomach. Eleanor sits up, turning the side lamp on and looks at me with a worried expression.

“What's happening?” She asks. I push the cover aside and see the big wet spot just where I'm laying.

“I'm sorry! I'm sorry!” I say over and over in panic. Eleanor get up and picks her phone up. I can't believe I've ruined their bed. “I'm sorry!”

“Hi, I need an ambulance.” She say a little panicked herself. I'm still apologizing as she comes over to me. “Don't worry about it, okey? We need to get you some dry clothes on.” She say and go over to my bag before helping me up and dressing me. How can she be so calm? As I've stopped apologizing, I look over at the bed, seeing the big red spot where I was laying. I feel the tears stream down my face, but the rest of me is numb. She helps me out to the couch in the living room.

“Harry...” I mumble quietly.

“I'll call him.” She say and walk back into the bedroom. I hear her side of the conversation.

“Hi, sorry to call in the middle of the night. We're on our way to the hospital soon. Somethings wrong.” She say and I hear some mumbling on the other end, but can't hear any words. “I don't know. She's bleeding.” She sighs. “I don't fucking know Harry.” She raises her voice. “Yeah, we're waiting for the ambulance now.” Her voice is lower again, probably don't want me to hear. I look down at my stomach, the tears still falling. “I'm freaking out, I don't know how to do this. You should be here.” She say into the phone. “I'll call you when I know anything.” She say and hung up. Right then the door buzzes and Eleanor goes to open it and the ambulance men help me down to the car.

As we ride in to the hospital, me laying on the gurney and Eleanor sit on a bench beside me. She looks so worried that I want to comfort her. How weird isn't that? I take her hand and she holds it tight, giving me a small smile.

“It will be alright.” She say and I close my eyes. I'm so scared. What if something is wrong? I don't feel any kicks anymore, it's too still in there.

As we get to the hospital I get connected to two different machines, one which checks my heart and one that checks the baby's. I'm so relieved when I hear the beeps of the baby's heart. Thank god! The nurse takes a couple of tests before leaving the room. Soon I start to feel the kicks again, guess the baby was just sleeping, now it's having a dance-off in there.

Eleanor stands beside the bed, holing my hand as I get another contraction right when the doctor comes in through the door.

“Hi Sofia. How are you doing?” She ask, giving me a compassionate smile.

“Not too good.” I say, as I can breath again. “What happened?” I ask, wondering why I was bleeding.

“It's the placenta detaching.” She say and my eyes pop up, I stopped breathing. “Don't worry, the baby is okey, but we need to get him out now. He's starting to get stressed and it's safer to get him out now.” She say and pat my leg, she's so calm. I start to hyperventilate.

“What? It's two weeks left.” I say, looking scared from the doctor to Eleanor who is white as a ghost. “I'm not ready.” I shake my head. “Harry's not here.” I breath out. He's not here.

“I know sweetie, but we can't wait for him. It's best for the baby.” She say and smile kindly at me. I feel my heartbeat quicken, the machine shows it too.

“I can't do this alone.” I whisper, feeling the panic rise in me. I want my mom!

“You're not alone. I'm not going anywhere.” Eleanor say and lean down beside me. She takes my hand again and hold it tight as she look into my eyes with a secure stare. “We can do this together.” She say and I nod, feeling a little calmer by her certainty. Two nurses comes into the room and help me over to another bed and they roll me to another room.

I'm so scared! The pressure is hard on my stomach and I feel something pushing down inside me. I know it's the baby, but it's hard to think. I'm drenched in sweat and my tears are streaming down my face. I don't want to do this. I want Harry here. It hurts so much. I clench on Eleanor's hand as another contraction comes and I have to push. I use every power I have, screaming out in pain. I can't do this. It's too hard. I give up!

“Daddy's here.” A nurse say as she opens the door and a green dressed Harry comes in with a stressed expression. I lean my head back on the bed, feeling the tears fall harder when I see him. He comes over to me and press his lips over my temple as he takes my hand. Somewhere in the middle of it, Eleanor sneaked out.

“I'm hear.” Harry whispers in my ear.

“It's time to push again Sofia.” The doctor say and I shake my head. I can't!

“You can do it.” Harry say and leans his forehead on the side of my face and I push hard as the next contraction comes.

A couple of pushes later I finally feel a relief wash over me and a shrill scream echoes through the room. The sound's the best thing I've ever heard.

“Say hi to your little son.” Dr Smith say as she hold up our little baby. She lays him down on my stomach and I feel the happy tears fall down my face. Finally he's here. “Does daddy want to cut the umbilical cord?” She ask with a smile.

“Yes.” Harry say and leave my side to cut it. They take the baby away, but only to the other side of the room to wash him. I can't tear my eyes away from him. They soon come over and lay him down in my arms. I look down at him with an amazement. This is him. This is our son. Harry stands beside me, his face close to mine. I look up at him to see the wonder in his eyes.

“Our son.” I say and smile.

“Our son.” Harry agrees and leans in to give me a soft, sweet kiss. “You did good moma.” He leans his head against mine as we look at the cute little boy in my arms. He has little light brown hair on his head and chubby cheeks. I feel so much love for this new little creature that it's insane. I love him more than anything in the world and that's just in an instance. I stroke his cheek and his skin is so soft.

“Wanna hold your son?” I ask Harry with a smile. His grin gets big.

“Yes.” I move a little to the side so Harry can sit on the bed beside me. I lift the baby into his arms. The sight of my man with our son is too much, I feel the tears again and lean my head against Harry's shoulder as I quietly cry with happiness.

“How did you get here so fast?” I ask, when I think about it, he shouldn't have been able to make it. The train doesn't go in the middle of the night and it takes too long anyways.

“We thankfully had the jet at the airport in London.” He say and sigh.

“It was close.” I say and nuzzle his bicep.

“It was.” He whisper, kissing the top of my head. Harry looks down at his son and the baby's hand is wrapped around his pinky. I smile at the sight. “What are we calling him?” Harry asks after a little while. We've talked a lot about different names, we've had a couple that's been on the top five, but we couldn't decide.

“William.” I say and see the smile on Harry get bigger.

“It's perfect.” He say and kiss my cheek before looking down at the baby again. “Hi William.” He say and I can't keep the smile from my face. I'm exhausted but happy.

After I've gotten a shower and changed rooms again, I sit on the bed with little William in my arms. I will never get enough of this little guy. He's the cutest ever and I don't want to tear my eyes away from him. Harry is out getting the guys who came with him on the plane. They've been waiting in the waiting room with Eleanor.

Harry comes through the door and after him comes Louis, Eleanor, Liam, Niall and Zayn. I smile up at the guys who everyone has a huge smile on their faces as they see the little one in my arms. They stand in a circle around the bed.

“Wow, he's so adorable.” Eleanor say.

“He's very cute.” Liam agrees. I look up at Louis.

“Are you ready?” I ask with a smile. He nods his head fast, it looks like he's a little nervous. I give Eleanor a gaze and she understands and comes close to Louis as he takes the baby.

“Have you've decided on a name?” Zayn ask as Louis cuddles with the baby. I look up at Harry with a secret smile. He gives the same smile back.

“You tell them.” He say and takes my hand.

“Well, we've decided his name is going to be William.” I say and look over at Louis who freezes. He looks up at me and then at Harry with big eyes.

“That's nice.” Niall say and chuckle.

“What?” Louis say looking very questioningly at us.

“We thought he needed a strong role model to go after.” I say and Louis can't keep the smile from his face. He gives little William to Eleanor and leans down to give me a tight hug.

“I love you guys!” He say, still holding onto me.

“We love you too.” I say and smile.





After two days at the hospital we can finally go home. As we enter the apartment we get shocked by all the presents that's strewn all over the place. I laugh and shake my head, our friends are insane.

“We're home.” Harry say as he kisses my neck from behind, both of us looking down at the sleeping little boy in the stroller. The whole family is finally home.





Notes

This got long! But I wanted to give you something good. I'm so sad to say it - but the next chapter is the last. I know, it breaks my heart too! I've gotten so in love with these characters and their story! :)

Hope you have enjoyed it! What is your favorite moment? Please share!

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Comments

Did you make a sequel for this?

Louis_bae Louis_bae
6/30/16

Hey! I am a fanfiction translator! I'm amazed by your story and I really want Russian fans to read an enjoy it too! Would you like to cooperate with me? I would be so greatful. Of course I would give you all the credit!
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SonyaDr SonyaDr
4/25/16

Hej hej igen!
har läst om din historia flera gånger! Men det skulle vara kul om du skrev en uppdaterad "falling hard 2015" eller 2016! Lite mer uppdaterad så du behåller all text men ändrar allting så den är nyare om du förstår! Skulle vara sjukt kul om du orkade/gjorde det! Typ att du beskriver Harry från 2015n Den är fortfarande sjukt populär! Ha det bra :)

I'm addicted to this story!!!!! <3

HazzaBear1234 HazzaBear1234
1/2/16